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Demiştim zamanında sevdiceğime…
007 diye…
İnanmadı tabii benim çok sivri zekâlı, akıllı bıdığım…
Varsın inanmasın, köprünün altından çok sular aktı, gençlik vardı.
Ancak neler görmedim neler yaşamadım ki…
Bu bir gerçek mi?
Gerçeğin ta kendisi…
Bir elimde kurşun, diğerinde bıçak yarası…
Pattır pattır düştü mermiler önüme, biraz daha yukarı Önder eşek cennetinde…
Dizimin biraz üstünde yine bıçaktan kalma yara…
Kaza ve kimi olaylar…
Vücudum oldu harita!
Bak resmime…
Kader yazdı alnıma, bir baştan bir başa. Bak bunu kendim ettim…
Hatırlıyorum hayal mayal…
Duyduğumda kazada, öldüler diye, ikisi de öldü diye…
Sol elimi ısırdım, yıl 1989 elimde durur izi, parçalamışım kendimi…
Yok vallahi billahi yamyam değilim…
Yiyebilsem, kendimi çoktan yerdim.
Olağan bir hayat yaşamadım ne gençliğimde ne ihtiyarlayınca…
Açta kaldım, para içinde de varyemez amca gibi “yüzdüm”
Hele aile geçmişim, inan romanlara konu olacak malzeme dolu…
Başlamalıyım babaannemden, dedemden…
Hayatımdan roman olmaz benim ister inan ister inanma…
Neyse geçelim…
Hayatıma giren kadınlar, yaşadığım güzellikler ve acılar…
Bir filim olur mu, yeminle olur…
Güzel bir macera izlencesi, aşk ve acı dolu…
Şanslıyım şanslı, Allah nasip etti, yaşattı.
Sende tüm bunlara inandım mi kardeşim?
Şakaydı şaka…
Ama bak Hollywood gerçek…
Hayal makinesi…
Tayyip’in sana hayal yaşattığı gibi.
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