Geldim yine, ilaçların tesiri geçti. Çok yoruldum

Ya kardeşim beş dakika iş yap, on dakika dinlen…
Iş mi bitter?
Ama…
BEN yapacağım, yapmak zorundayım. Yaş 53, yapmazsam, salarsam kendimi…
Kazayım kendime bir çukur zıplayayım içine…
NOKTA

Yaşıyorsan…
Bir şekilde üreteceksin. Çekilsem kenara gül gibi geçinirim. Zamanında yapmışım yapacağımı…
Evlat var ortada, önümü göremiyorum. Tüm sorun burada, önümü göremememde.

Daha ayin ortasını etmedik, yoğun bir düşüsün ardından ibre yine yukarıya doğru gösteriyor…
Teşekkür ederim…

Sadece dün 7629 defa herhangi bir sayfam görüntülenmiş, ortalama 782 kişi ki…
TEK IP, yani gerçek…
Ah birde el ele verebilsek!!!

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