{"id":9040,"date":"2018-05-04T15:22:38","date_gmt":"2018-05-04T15:22:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=9040"},"modified":"2018-05-04T15:22:38","modified_gmt":"2018-05-04T15:22:38","slug":"bir-bilsen-bir-bilsen-ah-bir-bilsen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=9040","title":{"rendered":"Bir bilsen, bir bilsen. Ah bir bilsen"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Eskiden\u2026<br \/>\nHer an patlad\u0131 patlayacak, \u00e7oluk \u2013 \u00e7ocuk ortada kalacak korkusu\u2026<br \/>\nSon senelerde\u2026<br \/>\nG\u00fc\u00e7 \u2013 kuvvet meselesi. KORKUYORUM, her \u015feyden. U\u011fra\u015famayaca\u011f\u0131m diye\u2026<br \/>\nO kaya\u2026<br \/>\n\u00c7ok g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc ve son derece h\u0131zl\u0131 bir \u015fekilde erozyona u\u011frad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Annem diyor\u2026<br \/>\n\u201cO\u011flum \u00e7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr ne maddi ne manevi kimseye ba\u011f\u0131ml\u0131 de\u011filsin!\u201d<br \/>\nDo\u011fru\u2026<br \/>\n\u201cSa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, en az\u0131ndan kendi i\u015fini kendin g\u00f6r\u00fcyorsun. Yine kimseye muhta\u00e7 de\u011filsin\u201d<br \/>\nDo\u011fru\u2026<br \/>\n\u201cSakinle\u015f art\u0131k ne bu sinir, bu \u00f6fke?<br \/>\n\u2026<br \/>\n\u2026<br \/>\n\u2026<br \/>\nKENDIME\u2026<br \/>\nSinirim, \u00f6fkem kendime\u2026<br \/>\nElin ekmek tutam\u0131yor olmas\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nEn ufak bir \u015fey yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m zaman \u00e7abucak yorulmam\u2026<br \/>\nHareket edememem\u2026<br \/>\nKendimde\u2026<br \/>\nArad\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcc\u00fc bulamamam.<\/p>\n<p>Bu korku\u2026<br \/>\nBu ya\u015fam \u015fartlar\u0131 alt\u0131nda, bu sinir bu \u00f6fke\u2026<br \/>\nBence normal halime bak\u0131nca!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Eskiden\u2026 Her an patlad\u0131 patlayacak, \u00e7oluk \u2013 \u00e7ocuk ortada kalacak korkusu\u2026 Son senelerde\u2026 G\u00fc\u00e7 \u2013 kuvvet meselesi. KORKUYORUM, her \u015feyden. U\u011fra\u015famayaca\u011f\u0131m diye\u2026 O kaya\u2026 \u00c7ok g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc ve son derece h\u0131zl\u0131 bir \u015fekilde erozyona u\u011frad\u0131. Annem diyor\u2026 \u201cO\u011flum \u00e7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr ne maddi ne manevi kimseye ba\u011f\u0131ml\u0131 de\u011filsin!\u201d Do\u011fru\u2026 \u201cSa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, en az\u0131ndan kendi i\u015fini kendin g\u00f6r\u00fcyorsun. Yine &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=9040\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"screen-reader-text\">\u201eBir bilsen, bir bilsen. Ah bir bilsen\u201c<\/span> weiterlesen<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9040"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9040"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9040\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":9041,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9040\/revisions\/9041"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9040"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9040"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9040"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}