Asl\u0131nda\u2026
\nDo\u011frusu \u015f\u00f6yle olmal\u0131, sinir diye bir \u015fey kalmad\u0131!<\/p>\n
Benim neme?
\nBen kimim ki?
\nSana ne?<\/p>\n
\u0130\u00e7imdeki m\u00fccadele azmi s\u00f6nd\u00fc diyemem\u2026
\nAma korku\u2026
\nBilincindeyim dayanma g\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fc yitirdim. Avukat saati yakla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a kalbim\u2026
\nPir, pir\u2026
\nDemin annem diyor \u201cO\u011flum ne oluyor sana? Y\u00fcz\u00fcn, g\u00f6zlerin k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131. Korkuyorum bir \u015fey olacaks\u0131n!\u201d<\/p>\n
Evet, ger\u00e7ek olmal\u0131\u2026
\n\u0130\u00e7imdeki s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar d\u0131\u015fa vurmu\u015f olmal\u0131. Yok karde\u015fim\u2026
\nBu tamah niye, \u00e7ekil kenara\u2026
\nSanki d\u00fcnya \u00f6ndersiz d\u00f6nmeyecek\u2026
\nHavalar \u0131s\u0131nmaya ba\u015flad\u0131, git bal\u0131\u011fa\u2026
\nKafan\u0131 dinle!<\/p>\n
Kad\u0131n h\u00e2kli, yapt\u0131m yapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131. Allaha \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr iki kuru\u015f emeklide var\u2026
\nGelecekte\u2026
\nUlan daha ne???
\nDo\u011fru diyor, \u201c\u00d6leceksin, ba\u015fkalar\u0131 oturacak \u00fcst\u00fcne\u201d
\nKime, neye g\u00fcveniyorsun? Ayakta oldu\u011fun s\u00fcrece kimse dize getirmedi seni AMA\u2026
\nElden ayaktan d\u00fc\u015f\u2026
\nG\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u00fcn d\u00fcnyan\u0131n ka\u00e7 bucak oldu\u011funu!!!<\/p>\n
Dur bakal\u0131m\u2026
\nBu badireleri bir atlatay\u0131m, hayatimi sil bastan d\u00fczenleyece\u011fim\u2026
\nAllah\u2019\u0131n izniyle aynen \u00f6yle olacak!<\/p>\n
Ben ka\u00e7t\u0131m\u2026
\nD\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrse dilinizden bir dua \u00e7ok m\u00fcte\u015fekkir kal\u0131r\u0131m\u2026
\nD\u00f6k\u00fclmese bile sa\u011fl\u0131cakla kal\u0131n.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Asl\u0131nda\u2026 Do\u011frusu \u015f\u00f6yle olmal\u0131, sinir diye bir \u015fey kalmad\u0131! Benim neme? Ben kimim ki? Sana ne? \u0130\u00e7imdeki m\u00fccadele azmi s\u00f6nd\u00fc diyemem\u2026 Ama korku\u2026 Bilincindeyim dayanma g\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fc yitirdim. Avukat saati yakla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a kalbim\u2026 Pir, pir\u2026 Demin annem diyor \u201cO\u011flum ne oluyor sana? Y\u00fcz\u00fcn, g\u00f6zlerin k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131. Korkuyorum bir \u015fey olacaks\u0131n!\u201d Evet, ger\u00e7ek olmal\u0131\u2026 \u0130\u00e7imdeki s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar d\u0131\u015fa vurmu\u015f olmal\u0131. … <\/p>\n