{"id":82188,"date":"2021-10-13T14:22:14","date_gmt":"2021-10-13T14:22:14","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=82188"},"modified":"2021-10-13T14:26:18","modified_gmt":"2021-10-13T14:26:18","slug":"yasamak-icin-ne-bir-nedenim-var-ne-canim-istiyor","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=82188","title":{"rendered":"Ya\u015famak i\u00e7in ne bir nedenim var ne can\u0131m istiyor"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Geldi\u011fimin ilk g\u00fcnleriydi, inan\u0131lmaz ter&#8230;<br \/>\nKalp ila\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7memi\u015ftim&#8230;<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7meye ba\u015flad\u0131m d\u00fczeldim. Dun unuttum&#8230;<br \/>\nBug\u00fcn&#8230;<br \/>\nDu\u015ftan \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f bedeni, \u00d6ZELL\u0130KLE kafay\u0131 kurulamam\u0131\u015f gibiyim.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131klam&#8230;<br \/>\nBen&#8230;<br \/>\nNeden \u00f6lemiyorum?<\/p>\n<p>Evin i\u00e7inde&#8230;<br \/>\n\u0130ki dondum. Sadece iki&#8230;<br \/>\nD\u00f6nd\u00fcm. Tamam a\u011fr\u0131lar&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8222;al\u0131\u015ft\u0131k art\u0131k&#8220;<br \/>\n\u00dcst\u00fcne kalp bindi, ci\u011ferler&#8230;<br \/>\nK\u00f6pek gibi h\u0131rlamaya ba\u015flad\u0131m yine&#8230;<br \/>\nYani&#8230;<br \/>\nKan yolda. Dur bakal\u0131m. Geldi\u011fime&#8230;<br \/>\nGelece\u011fime bin pi\u015fman. Offf&#8230;<br \/>\nNeler neler birikti. ANLAMIYORUM S\u0130ZLER\u0130&#8230;<br \/>\nBu kadar s\u0131\u011f\u0131rl\u0131k olmaz. Olmaz ya OLMAZ!!!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Geldi\u011fimin ilk g\u00fcnleriydi, inan\u0131lmaz ter&#8230; Kalp ila\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7memi\u015ftim&#8230; \u0130\u00e7meye ba\u015flad\u0131m d\u00fczeldim. Dun unuttum&#8230; Bug\u00fcn&#8230; Du\u015ftan \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f bedeni, \u00d6ZELL\u0130KLE kafay\u0131 kurulamam\u0131\u015f gibiyim. S\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131klam&#8230; Ben&#8230; Neden \u00f6lemiyorum? Evin i\u00e7inde&#8230; \u0130ki dondum. Sadece iki&#8230; D\u00f6nd\u00fcm. Tamam a\u011fr\u0131lar&#8230; &#8222;al\u0131\u015ft\u0131k art\u0131k&#8220; \u00dcst\u00fcne kalp bindi, ci\u011ferler&#8230; K\u00f6pek gibi h\u0131rlamaya ba\u015flad\u0131m yine&#8230; Yani&#8230; Kan yolda. Dur bakal\u0131m. Geldi\u011fime&#8230; Gelece\u011fime bin pi\u015fman. Offf&#8230; &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=82188\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"screen-reader-text\">\u201eYa\u015famak i\u00e7in ne bir nedenim var ne can\u0131m istiyor\u201c<\/span> weiterlesen<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/82188"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=82188"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/82188\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":82191,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/82188\/revisions\/82191"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=82188"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=82188"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=82188"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}