Hep derim en son d\u00fcn, anneme\u2026
\nBu Ali bana \u00e7ok \u015fey \u00f6\u011fretti\u2026
\nNeredeyse 15-20 sene olacak evleneli, hala kafa yap\u0131s\u0131 T\u00fcrkiye\u2026
\nYanl\u0131\u015f\u2026
\nBurada!<\/p>\n
Ben\u2026
\nBenim kafa yap\u0131m, \u00e7ok\u00e7a Alman, biraz Frans\u0131z\u2026
\n\u0130ngiliz\u2026
\nOlmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum, elimden geldi\u011fi kadar mant\u0131k ve mesafeyle yakla\u015fmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum\u2026
\nAk\u0131lc\u0131l\u0131k \u00f6nceli\u011fim, nispi bir adalet, al g\u00fcl\u00fcm derken ver g\u00fcl\u00fcm\u00fc unutmamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum\u2026
\nSalakl\u0131\u011f\u0131m burada ya, neredeyse hep unutuyorum!<\/p>\n
D\u00fcn ak\u015fam kul\u00fcpte\u2026
\nSal\u0131 ve per\u015fembe g\u00fcnleri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc uyu\u015fturucuyu i\u00e7mek zorunday\u0131m, buna ra\u011fmen ayakta duram\u0131yor\u2026
\nDesteksiz ate\u015f edemiyorum\u2026
\nTepem att\u0131\u2026
\n\u00c7ektim sandalyeyi alt\u0131ma, ohhh be!<\/p>\n
Anlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, bir adam varm\u0131\u015f\u2026
\nPara kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 e\u011fitiyormu\u015f, nefes tekniklerini de. Silahta\u2026
\nAt\u0131c\u0131l\u0131kta, bana \u00f6\u011fretebilece\u011fi \u00e7ok bir \u015fey yoktur san\u0131r\u0131m AMA\u2026
\nAskeri e\u011fitim ba\u015fka, spor at\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 ba\u015fka.<\/p>\n
Uzun etmeyelim, oturarak ate\u015f ediyorum ya, vicdan seslendi \u00d6nder\u2026
\n\u201cKalle\u015flik yapma!\u201d
\nTabii ki ayakta at\u0131c\u0131l\u0131k daha zor, desteksiz\u2026
\nMesafe ayni, 10 metre\u2026
\nTabanca hedefleri \u201ckocaman\u201d
\nKoydum yan\u0131ma t\u00fcfek hedeflerini, bilinmesi gereken kul\u00fcptekiler ya tabanca ya t\u00fcfek\u2026
\nBen \u00d6nder\u2019im, ikisiyle de ate\u015f ederim\u2026
\nBa\u015flad\u0131m t\u00fcfek hedefine ni\u015fan almaya, geldi Alman\u2026
\nE\u011fitmen, gen\u00e7leri e\u011fitiyor. Sali g\u00fcnleri 19:30, Allahs\u0131zlar bir dakika evvelsi a\u00e7m\u0131yorlar. Benim i\u00e7in ge\u00e7, \u00e7ok ge\u00e7. Per\u015fembe g\u00fcnleri gen\u00e7ler 18:00\u2019de ba\u015fl\u0131yor. 18:30 gibi ben kap\u0131da. Bir \u015fey demiyorlar \u00f6z\u00fcrl\u00fcy\u00fcm diye. Sali g\u00fcnleri bir saatten fazla dayanam\u0131yorum, imk\u00e2ns\u0131z. Onu da otura otura, dinlene dinlene. Tam dede!<\/p>\n
\u201cNe yap\u0131yorsun?\u201d diye sordu\u2026
\nDedim b\u00f6yle b\u00f6yle, dedi\u2026
\n\u201cTamam anlad\u0131m yapmak istedi\u011fini AMA YAPAMAZSIN, yanl\u0131\u015f!\u201d
\nNiye?
\n\u201cOrant\u0131s\u0131z!\u201d
\nDedim ya iki Euro b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde, \u00e7o\u011funuz bilmez belki\u2026
\n> Orant\u0131l\u0131 < be\u015f Mark b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde(!)<\/p>\n
Bilmem\u2026
\nAnlatmak istedi\u011fimi anlad\u0131n\u0131z mi?<\/p>\n
—
\nAnlamayanlar i\u00e7in\u2026
\n\u201cOyunu\u201d kurallar dahilinde oynayacaks\u0131n. HER T\u00dcRL\u00dc OYUNU\u2026
\nSiyaseti\u2026
\nA\u015fk\u0131 kurallar dahilinde ya\u015fayacaks\u0131n!
\n—<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Hep derim en son d\u00fcn, anneme\u2026 Bu Ali bana \u00e7ok \u015fey \u00f6\u011fretti\u2026 Neredeyse 15-20 sene olacak evleneli, hala kafa yap\u0131s\u0131 T\u00fcrkiye\u2026 Yanl\u0131\u015f\u2026 Burada! Ben\u2026 Benim kafa yap\u0131m, \u00e7ok\u00e7a Alman, biraz Frans\u0131z\u2026 \u0130ngiliz\u2026 Olmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum, elimden geldi\u011fi kadar mant\u0131k ve mesafeyle yakla\u015fmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum\u2026 Ak\u0131lc\u0131l\u0131k \u00f6nceli\u011fim, nispi bir adalet, al g\u00fcl\u00fcm derken ver g\u00fcl\u00fcm\u00fc unutmamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum\u2026 Salakl\u0131\u011f\u0131m … <\/p>\n