{"id":78319,"date":"2021-08-14T06:48:38","date_gmt":"2021-08-14T06:48:38","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=78319"},"modified":"2021-08-14T07:33:11","modified_gmt":"2021-08-14T07:33:11","slug":"sakin-avuc-acma-sakin-acmam-boyun-egmem-senin-yardimin-ile","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=78319","title":{"rendered":"&#8222;SAKIN avu\u00e7 a\u00e7ma, SAKIN!!!&#8220; A\u00e7mam, boyun e\u011fmem senin yard\u0131m\u0131n ile"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Zorla evden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m, mecburiyet\u2026<br \/>\nANLAYANA\u2026<br \/>\nEvet, mecburiyet.<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fckk\u00e2na geldim moralim \u00e7ok bozuldu\u2026<br \/>\nSigaram bitmi\u015fti\u2026<br \/>\nSigara almak i\u00e7in benzinciye girdim\u2026<br \/>\nAnlatm\u0131\u015f\u0131md\u0131r buralarda \u015fi\u015fe toplay\u0131c\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131, tan\u0131yorum kad\u0131n\u0131, g\u00f6z a\u015final\u0131\u011f\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nYEMINLE AYNEN B\u00d6YE\u2026<br \/>\nTam arabadan inece\u011fim, bir kad\u0131n, s\u0131rt\u0131nda, HER YERINDE torba\u2026<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7inde \u015fi\u015feler, bak\u0131yor benzincinin \u00e7\u00f6p kutular\u0131na\u2026<br \/>\n\u015fise ar\u0131yor\u2026<br \/>\nBug\u00fcn Cumartesi, al\u0131\u015fveri\u015f, araban\u0131n arkas\u0131nda iki TORBA \u015fi\u015fe\u2026<br \/>\nMaddi mebla\u011fs\u0131n\u0131 siktir et, AMA PARA\u2026<br \/>\nO\u2026<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00f6pe bakarken ben arabadan iniyorum, KORKU ile bir s\u0131\u00e7rad\u0131 geriye\u2026<br \/>\nSesimi \u00e7\u0131karmad\u0131m, O da yine \u00e7\u00f6pte aramaya devam etti\u2026<br \/>\nAkl\u0131ma bagaj geldi\u2026<br \/>\n<strong>Hafif\u00e7e\u2026<br \/>\nYEMINLE hafif\u00e7e <\/strong>s\u0131rt\u0131ndaki torbalardan birine dokundum\u2026<br \/>\nBir s\u0131\u00e7rad\u0131 KORKU ile, belli \u00e7ok horlam\u0131\u015f \u00e7ok kovulmu\u015f\u2026<br \/>\nKorku ile d\u00f6nd\u00fc bana dedim\u2026<br \/>\nM\u00fcsaade ederseniz bunlar\u0131 size hediye etmek isterim\u2026<br \/>\nKad\u0131n beni o kadar etkiledi ki, O kadar \u00fczd\u00fc\u2026<br \/>\n A\u00e7t\u0131m bagaj\u0131, boca ettim iki torbay\u0131 onun torbalar\u0131na\u2026<br \/>\nElimde anahtar, maske\u2026<br \/>\n&#8222;Wahnsinn, wahnsinn&#8220; deyip durdu \u015fi\u015felerin adetlerini g\u00f6rd\u00fckce&#8230;<br \/>\nNeyse bo\u015faltma i\u015flemi bitti, deli gibi anahtar\u0131 ar\u0131yorum&#8230;<br \/>\nKad\u0131n dedi &#8222;bagaja koydun, g\u00f6rd\u00fcm&#8220;<\/p>\n<p>Ger\u00e7ekten maskede anahtarda oradayd\u0131. <\/p>\n<p>NEDEN ANLATTIM BUNLARI SIZE???<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcn\u2026<br \/>\nHani Frans\u0131z \u0130htilali\u2026<br \/>\nT\u00dcRKIYE\u2026<br \/>\nHani plastik, PET \u015fi\u015fe arayanlar\u2026<br \/>\nK\u00e2\u011f\u0131t falan toplayanlar\u2026<br \/>\nHele \u00e7ocuklar\u2026<br \/>\nKIMSE\u2026<br \/>\nI\u015f olsun diye, zevkten YAPMAZ b\u00f6yle \u015feyleri\u2026<br \/>\n<strong>Hele \u00e7\u00f6plerde YIYECEK arayanlar<\/strong>\u2026<br \/>\nKIMSE\u2026<br \/>\n\u0130nsaf, vicdan\u2026<br \/>\nYARDIM!<\/p>\n<p><strong>VER\u2026<br \/>\nSen verdik\u00e7e ALLAH DA sana verecektir&#8230;<br \/>\nHor g\u00f6rme KIMSEYI, hor g\u00f6rme<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Nice maceram\u2026<br \/>\nSokaklarda, neredeyse bir hafta\u2026<br \/>\nHavaalan\u0131nda gecelemelerim, sahilde\u2026<br \/>\nTa\u015flar \u00fcst\u00fcnde, apartman kap\u0131 \u00f6nlerinde\u2026<br \/>\nO \u201cpenner\u201d \u015farab\u0131n\u0131 benim ile payla\u015fan\u2026<br \/>\nO mis gibi kokular\u2026<br \/>\n&#x1f60a;<br \/>\n\u015ei\u015fecekti bir taraf\u0131m, cepte kuru\u015f YOK\u2026<br \/>\n\u201cFahi\u015feler\u201d<br \/>\nKuytu k\u00f6\u015feler\u2026<br \/>\nTECR\u00dcBE\u2026<br \/>\nInsan g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc bildi\u011fini, \u00e7evresini esas al\u0131r ya\u2026<br \/>\nBIR HAFTA\u2026<br \/>\nBir hafta d\u00fc\u015f sokaklara, cebinde kuru\u015fsuz\u2026<br \/>\nYa\u015fa\u2026<br \/>\nAnlars\u0131n beni, ONLARI!<\/p>\n<p>T\u00dcM BUNLAR\u2026<br \/>\nVe daha fazlas\u0131, \u00e7ok daha fazlas\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nKAZINIR\u2026<br \/>\nBeynine, y\u00fcre\u011fine\u2026<br \/>\nYeter ki ya\u015fa, tecr\u00fcbe et\u2026<br \/>\n<strong>ANLA<\/strong>!<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7orap\u2026<br \/>\n\u00c7orab\u0131 NASIL UNUTURUM, \u00e7orap\u2026<br \/>\nHer \u015fey canlan\u0131yor g\u00f6z\u00fcm \u00f6n\u00fcnde!<\/p>\n<p>BAKKK\u2026<br \/>\nDedim ya canlan\u0131yor g\u00f6z\u00fcm \u00f6n\u00fcnde\u2026<br \/>\nBILEREK\u2026<br \/>\nDilendirilen \u00e7ocuklar, kad\u0131nlar\u2026<br \/>\nTAKIP\u2026<br \/>\nEtmi\u015ftim, izledim, tecr\u00fcbe edindim.<\/p>\n<p>Her fakir\u2026<br \/>\nHer muhta\u00e7 ger\u00e7ekten fakir\u2026<br \/>\nGer\u00e7ekten muhta\u00e7 de\u011fildir!<\/p>\n<p>Sizler ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 san\u0131yorsunuz\u2026<br \/>\nAcaba ger\u00e7ekten ya\u015fad\u0131n\u0131z m\u0131 VEYA bildik, tan\u0131d\u0131k ortam\u0131n\u0131zdan bir adim\u2026<br \/>\nSa\u011fa, sola kayd\u0131n\u0131z m\u0131?<\/p>\n<p>NELER VAR\u2026<br \/>\nBu d\u00fcnyada ve Allah nasip etti\u2026<br \/>\n\u00d6nder\u2026<br \/>\nG\u00f6rd\u00fc kimi \u015feyi. Hani Azrail\u2026<br \/>\nKANKA\u2026<br \/>\nBelki, bilmiyorum ki?!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Zorla evden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m, mecburiyet\u2026 ANLAYANA\u2026 Evet, mecburiyet. D\u00fckk\u00e2na geldim moralim \u00e7ok bozuldu\u2026 Sigaram bitmi\u015fti\u2026 Sigara almak i\u00e7in benzinciye girdim\u2026 Anlatm\u0131\u015f\u0131md\u0131r buralarda \u015fi\u015fe toplay\u0131c\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131, tan\u0131yorum kad\u0131n\u0131, g\u00f6z a\u015final\u0131\u011f\u0131\u2026 YEMINLE AYNEN B\u00d6YE\u2026 Tam arabadan inece\u011fim, bir kad\u0131n, s\u0131rt\u0131nda, HER YERINDE torba\u2026 \u0130\u00e7inde \u015fi\u015feler, bak\u0131yor benzincinin \u00e7\u00f6p kutular\u0131na\u2026 \u015fise ar\u0131yor\u2026 Bug\u00fcn Cumartesi, al\u0131\u015fveri\u015f, araban\u0131n arkas\u0131nda iki TORBA \u015fi\u015fe\u2026 &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=78319\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"screen-reader-text\">\u201e&#8222;SAKIN avu\u00e7 a\u00e7ma, SAKIN!!!&#8220; A\u00e7mam, boyun e\u011fmem senin yard\u0131m\u0131n ile\u201c<\/span> weiterlesen<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/78319"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=78319"}],"version-history":[{"count":14,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/78319\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":78333,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/78319\/revisions\/78333"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=78319"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=78319"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=78319"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}