T\u00fclin ablam, beraber b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fck\u2026
\nD\u00fcnyalar g\u00fczeli bir kad\u0131nd\u0131, beraber b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fck\u2026
\nTelevizyon ba\u015f\u0131nda az muzlu \u2013 Nutella t\u00fcketmedik\u2026
\nNeredeyse her hafta sonu \u00f6nce sinema sonra pizzac\u0131\u2026
\n😊
\nAllah gani gani rahmet eylesin.<\/p>\n
\u00d6l\u00fcm d\u00f6\u015fe\u011findeydi, yok \u00f6lecek demedi doktorlar. Gitmi\u015ftik annemle ziyarete\u2026
\nY\u00fcz\u00fcnde bir nur, bir ayd\u0131nl\u0131k, p\u0131r\u0131l p\u0131r\u0131l\u2026
\n\u00c7\u0131kt\u0131k yan\u0131ndan dedim anneme \u00f6lecek!!!<\/p>\n
Annem inanmad\u0131 ve k\u0131sa bir s\u00fcre sonra vefat etti\u2026
\nBabamda\u2026
\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcm aynisi o g\u00fcn bug\u00fcnd\u00fcr annem korkar benden\u2026
\nOma\u2019n\u0131n ve evlad\u0131n yan\u0131ndan geliyorum\u2026
\n\u0130yi \u00e7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr ikisi de iyi, Oma\u2026
\nY\u00fcz\u00fcnde bir ayd\u0131nl\u0131k ama di\u011ferleri gibi de\u011fil, Allah korusun\u2026
\nAmeliyatta olmas\u0131 laz\u0131m \u015fimdi\u2026
\n\u015eans\u0131zl\u0131k i\u00e7inde \u201c\u015fan\u015f\u201d gamma \u00e7ivisiyle ameliyat edebileceklermi\u015f.
\n\u00c7ok k\u0131sa bir s\u00fcre sonra yine aya\u011fa kalkabilecekmi\u015f bu sayede\u2026
\n\u0130n\u015fallah.<\/p>\n
Doktorun dediklerini unutam\u0131yorum, d\u00fcn ak\u015famdan beri etti\u011fim k\u00fcfr\u00fcn hadi hesabi yok\u2026
\nMetha\u2026
\nYeminle kendime diyecek bir s\u00f6z\u00fcm yok, vicdanim hem rahat hem de\u011fil\u2026
\nRahat\u2026
\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc elimden geleni ard\u0131ma koymuyorum\u2026
\nRahat de\u011fil \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc b\u00f6yle g\u00f6rd\u00fcm, b\u00f6yle b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcm\u2026
\n\u0130htiyarlar\u2026
\nSevdikleri i\u00e7inde eriyecek\u2026
\nO g\u00fczel mum aile i\u00e7inde s\u00f6necek\u2026
\nGel desem gelmiyor, gitsem kovuyor\u2026
\nNe yapabilirim?<\/p>\n
Birde\u2026
\nVar bir mesele daha, KORKUM\u2026
\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc BILIYORUM, binincindeyim, fark\u0131nday\u0131m\u2026
\n\u0130nsan\u2026
\nYapt\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan en az bir daha iyisini yapabilir\u2026
\nHER ZAMAN\u2026
\nSu\u00e7u kar\u015f\u0131mdakinde de\u011fil \u00f6nce kendimde arar\u0131m, yine tesad\u00fcflere inanmam\u2026
\nVar tabii tesad\u00fcf denilen \u201crastlant\u0131\u201d
\nAMA birden fazla tesad\u00fcf olmaz arka arkaya!<\/p>\n
Acaba eksik bir taraf\u0131m\u0131 mi g\u00f6rd\u00fc bu kad\u0131n?
\n\u00d6yleyse neden do\u011frudan y\u00fcz\u00fcme s\u00f6ylemeyip ima yoluna gidiyor?
\nSonra\u2026
\nAllah korusun \u015fik\u00e2yet etse, d\u00fc\u015fsem mahkemelere\u2026
\nH\u00e2kim bana m\u0131 inanacak doktora m\u0131?
\nYeminle\u2026
\nBen do\u011fru bildi\u011fimi, do\u011fru oldu\u011funa inand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 yap\u0131yorum, YEMINLE\u2026
\nYa…
\nBizi kovuyor yan\u0131nda insan bar\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131r mi?<\/p>\n
D\u00fcn\u2026
\nCankurtaranda, d\u00f6nd\u00fc doktora ve dedi, beni g\u00f6steriyor parmaklar\u0131yla\u2026
\n\u201cEr hat ALLES im Griff!\u201d
\nAlles\u2019i vurgulad\u0131, \u00fcst\u00fcne basa basa\u2026
\nGenelde \u00f6yledir, tutu\u011fumu kopar\u0131r\u0131m\u2026
\nYoktur kendimi b\u00fcy\u00fck g\u00f6rme kompleksim, \u00e7okbilmi\u015fli\u011fim, yok saplant\u0131lar\u0131m\u2026
\nTe\u015fhisi koydu kad\u0131n\u2026
\nKassandra semptomu\u2026
\n\u00d6yle de\u011fil mi ruhu sap\u0131\u011f\u0131m?<\/p>\n
Ge\u00e7elim\u2026
\nHastaneden d\u00fckk\u00e2na d\u00f6nerken hanimi arad\u0131m, dedim sor \u00e7ocu\u011fa bir \u015feye ihtiyac\u0131 var m\u0131?
\nBenim al\u0131k o\u011flum, aptal herif. Hem derim, GURURLA s\u00f6ylerim\u2026
\nHem okuyor hem \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor. Bize y\u00fck olmak istemiyor\u2026
\n\u00d6k\u00fcze boynuzlar\u0131 a\u011far gelir mi, insana Allah verdiyse, \u00f6yle yaratt\u0131ysa kamburu?
\nEvlat bu evlat\u2026
\nBakmayaca\u011f\u0131n, YETI\u015eTIREMEYECEGIN \u00e7ocu\u011fu ne b.k yemeye getirirsin d\u00fcnyaya?
\n\u00c7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr yuvarlan\u0131p gidiyoruz, \u00e7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr\u2026
\nGer\u00e7ekten de \u00e7ok ge\u00e7medi arad\u0131 herif, ben girdim girece\u011fim tam deli\u011fe\u2026
\nDedim sonra ara\u2026
\n\u00c7\u0131kt\u0131m delikten ben arad\u0131m, o\u011flum bir \u015feylere ihtiyac\u0131n var m\u0131?
\n\u00d6nce \u201cyok\u201d dedi \u00fcsteleyince ba\u015flad\u0131 saymaya\u2026
\nHay sormaz olayd\u0131m, iflas bayra\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ektim.<\/p>\n
😊<\/p>\n
Ehliyetini kapt\u0131rd\u0131 e\u015fek o\u011flu e\u015fek\u2026
\nCezal\u0131, bir iki aya kalmaz alacak ama ben kapam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m evvelsi\u2026
\n\u00dcniversiteye \u201c\u00fc\u00e7, be\u015f ad\u0131m\u201d
\nAma al\u0131\u015fveri\u015f sorun, YOK\u2026
\n\u00d6nder Rheinlandpfalze kar\u015f\u0131 de\u011fil bu, O ayr\u0131\u2026
\nYiyor, \u00e7\u0131tt\u0131r \u00e7\u0131tt\u0131r \u201cbabas\u0131n\u0131n parac\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131\u201d
\n😊
\nYesin p.zevenk, yok ki ondan ba\u015fkas\u0131!<\/p>\n
Dedim ya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor\u2026
\nYazm\u0131\u015f fatura\u2026
\nBirincisi hesabi yanl\u0131\u015f yapm\u0131\u015f, ikincisi atmam\u0131\u015f imza\u2026
\nKoskoca herif oldu, koskoca soksam koynuna\u2026
\nBir kad\u0131n olaca\u011f\u0131m dede AMA bak yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 hatalara.<\/p>\n
Neyse yava\u015f yava\u015f haz\u0131rlanmam laz\u0131m\u2026
\nHerkese g\u00fczel hafta sonlar\u0131 dilerim, ben ka\u00e7t\u0131m.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
T\u00fclin ablam, beraber b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fck\u2026 D\u00fcnyalar g\u00fczeli bir kad\u0131nd\u0131, beraber b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fck\u2026 Televizyon ba\u015f\u0131nda az muzlu \u2013 Nutella t\u00fcketmedik\u2026 Neredeyse her hafta sonu \u00f6nce sinema sonra pizzac\u0131\u2026 😊 Allah gani gani rahmet eylesin. \u00d6l\u00fcm d\u00f6\u015fe\u011findeydi, yok \u00f6lecek demedi doktorlar. Gitmi\u015ftik annemle ziyarete\u2026 Y\u00fcz\u00fcnde bir nur, bir ayd\u0131nl\u0131k, p\u0131r\u0131l p\u0131r\u0131l\u2026 \u00c7\u0131kt\u0131k yan\u0131ndan dedim anneme \u00f6lecek!!! Annem inanmad\u0131 ve … <\/p>\n