\u00c7ok severim\u2026
\nPi\u015fmez oldu art\u0131k bizim evde\u2026
\nOn, on be\u015f sene cipsi yiyemedi\u011fim gibi\u2026
\nK\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 biberim \u00e7ok severdi\u2026
\nEn son kendim pi\u015firdim, ellerimle ona yedirdim\u2026
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden \u00f6ncesiydi, hastanedeydi\u2026
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fc\u2026
\n\u201cBekleme odas\u0131na\u201d yat\u0131rmadan \u00f6ncesi. T\u00fcrkiye\u2019de var m\u0131 bilmiyorum\u2026
\nBuralarda\u2026
\n\u00d6l\u00fcmc\u00fcl hastalar i\u00e7in vard\u0131r \u00f6zel oda. \u0130stenildi\u011fi zamanlar aileler hastalar\u0131 ile beraber kal\u0131rlar\u2026
\nKa\u00e7 gece kald\u0131m yan\u0131nda, sondan bir gece evvelsi, sigara\u2026
\nBalkon kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde koltukta uyuyup kalm\u0131\u015f\u0131m, bir ses uyand\u0131rd\u0131 beni\u2026
\n\u201c\u00d6nder uyan, hastalanacaks\u0131n. Kalk o\u011flum kalk, uyan\u201d!<\/p>\n
Karn\u0131 yar\u0131klardan de\u011filim, s\u0131rt\u0131 yar\u0131klardan\u0131m\u2026
\nRahmetli karn\u0131 yar\u0131kt\u0131\u2026
\n\u00c7o\u011fu insan, kalbinden ameliyat olan karn\u0131 yar\u0131kt\u0131r, rahmetli\u2026
\nKoca Arnavut babam gibi, eni\u015ftem, \u00e7ok severdim kendisini\u2026
\n\u015eof\u00f6rd\u00fc, kendi minib\u00fcs\u00fc ile y\u0131llarca ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131 \u00f6\u011frencileri evlerinden okullara, okullardan eve\u2026
\n\u201cPark\u201d ettiler adam\u0131 yolun ba\u015f\u0131na, hala kendime hem k\u0131zar\u0131m hem g\u00fclerim nas\u0131l \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 bu s\u00f6z a\u011fz\u0131mdan diye!<\/p>\n
Ka\u00e7 g\u00fcnd\u00fcr keyifsizim, pazar Oma girdi araya, can istemedi\u2026
\nElim bir \u015feye varm\u0131yor\u2026
\nBu sabahtan beri bir ba\u015f a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131, yar\u0131m yar\u0131m beynim \u00e7\u0131kacak, g\u00f6zlerim\u2026
\nHa \u015fimdi ge\u00e7ti ha ge\u00e7ecek\u2026
\nBenim ikici babam diyebilirim, ikinci annem oldu\u011fu gibi, kan karde\u015fim\u2026
\nGer\u00e7ek karde\u015f d\u00fcnyaya gelmeden \u00e7ok \u00f6ncesi ben onlarda, kan karde\u015fim bizde b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc desem yalan olmaz. Yugoslav!<\/p>\n
Onun koca kar\u0131 ilac\u0131, akl\u0131n\u0131zda olsun diye yaz\u0131yorum\u2026
\n\u00c7ok tesirli\u2026
\nBildi\u011fin T\u00fcrk kahvesi, \u015fekersiz, pi\u015ftikten sonra i\u00e7ine limon s\u0131k\u2026
\nP\u00fcf diye ge\u00e7ecek ba\u015f a\u011fr\u0131n, dene bak g\u00f6receksin. Rahmetli pederin, annem anlat\u0131r hep\u2026
\n\u00c7ocuklu\u011fumdan beri kulak a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7ekerim, \u00e7ok hassast\u0131r kulaklar\u0131m \u00e7ok fazla g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fc kald\u0131rmaz\u2026 R\u00fczg\u00e2r, so\u011fuk yemesin\u2026
\nBir di\u015f sar\u0131msa\u011f\u0131 halis muhlis zeytin ya\u011f\u0131nda \u201ck\u0131zart\u0131rm\u0131\u015f\u201d
\nBir \u2013 iki \u00e7eviriyor yani k\u0131zg\u0131n ya\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inde, so\u011futtuktan sonra damlat\u0131rlarm\u0131\u015f kula\u011f\u0131ma\u2026
\nSusmayan ben, y\u0131rtarm\u0131\u015f\u0131m bir taraflar\u0131m\u0131 uyuyup kal\u0131rm\u0131\u015f\u0131m. Babaannem b\u00f6yle b\u00fcy\u00fctm\u00fc\u015f babam\u0131 ve halam\u0131.<\/p>\n
Kolay de\u011fil karde\u015fim, inan kolay de\u011fil\u2026
\nYard\u0131lar beni, \u00e7apraz\u0131na bir u\u00e7tan di\u011ferine yar\u0131m metre\u2026
\nOmurga engel, kalbin \u00f6n\u00fcnde. \u00c7ektiler makinayla kenara\u2026
\nKurcalad\u0131lar i\u00e7imi, kesip att\u0131lar bir par\u00e7a aorta\u2026
\nSeni yars\u0131nlar\u2026
\nBir ucundan di\u011ferine yar\u0131m metre*\u2026
\nG\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fcm seni, toparlayabiliyor musun kendini!?<\/p>\n
Karn\u0131 yar\u0131k ba\u015fka\u2026
\nS\u0131rt\u0131 yar\u0131k bir ba\u015fka.<\/p>\n
Elim varm\u0131yor bir \u015feye, canim istemiyor\u2026
\nGeyik muhabbetti i\u015fte.<\/p>\n
* Ge\u00e7mi\u015f zaman, yalan olmas\u0131n. Fizik tedaviden sonra \u00f6l\u00e7m\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc han\u0131m\u2026
\n45-46 ile 49 cm aras\u0131 olmas\u0131 laz\u0131m.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u00c7ok severim\u2026 Pi\u015fmez oldu art\u0131k bizim evde\u2026 On, on be\u015f sene cipsi yiyemedi\u011fim gibi\u2026 K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 biberim \u00e7ok severdi\u2026 En son kendim pi\u015firdim, ellerimle ona yedirdim\u2026 \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden \u00f6ncesiydi, hastanedeydi\u2026 \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fc\u2026 \u201cBekleme odas\u0131na\u201d yat\u0131rmadan \u00f6ncesi. T\u00fcrkiye\u2019de var m\u0131 bilmiyorum\u2026 Buralarda\u2026 \u00d6l\u00fcmc\u00fcl hastalar i\u00e7in vard\u0131r \u00f6zel oda. \u0130stenildi\u011fi zamanlar aileler hastalar\u0131 ile beraber kal\u0131rlar\u2026 Ka\u00e7 gece kald\u0131m yan\u0131nda, … <\/p>\n