Devlet de\u011firmeni\u2026
\nB\u00fcrokratik aparat dedikleri\u2026
\nDe\u011firmenin di\u015flileri a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r d\u00f6ner\u2026
\nSak\u0131n aras\u0131nda kalma, seni \u00f6ver!<\/p>\n
\u0130\u015f hayat\u0131na at\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir g\u00fcnden beri\u2026
\nBir aya\u011f\u0131m hapisteydi\u2026
\nDedim ya bili\u015fimciyim, bildi\u011fin tiplerden de\u011filim, konumum, g\u00f6revlerim gere\u011fi\u2026
\nBir ayak otomati\u011fe ba\u011flam\u0131\u015f, demir parmakl\u0131klar\u0131 izlerken, d\u0131\u015far\u0131dan d\u0131\u015far\u0131ndan\u2026
\nDi\u011feri\u2026
\n\u00c7ok\u00e7a girip \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131r mahpushaneye(!)<\/p>\n
Yarg\u0131lanmad\u0131m, h\u00fck\u00fcm giymedim\u2026
\nBa\u015fkacayd\u0131 girip \u00e7\u0131kmam\u0131n nedenleri, Allah kimseleri d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrmesin\u2026
\nDert verip derman aratmas\u0131n, kap\u0131lara\u2026
\nO kap\u0131lara ne hastane ne hapishane kap\u0131lar\u0131na bakt\u0131rmas\u0131n.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr meslek hayatim sona erdi\u2026
\nTehlike ge\u00e7ti\u2026
\nUlan it, rahat g.t\u00fcne mi batt\u0131, insanl\u0131k denilen sana mi kald\u0131?<\/p>\n
Oma\u2026
\nAlmanya\u2026
\nKanunlar, nizam yani d\u00fczen denilen\u2026
\nVe insan\u2026
\nVe vicdan\u2026
\nVe di\u015fliler ars\u0131nda kald\u0131 kat\u0131lacak olan ben\u2026
\nDedim ya kendimi kolay kolay ezdirmem, sildirmem\u2026
\nSilinmedim, \u00fcst\u00fcm \u00e7izilmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u2026
\nSen, sen ol bula\u015fma, kar\u0131\u015fma \u00e2leme\u2026
\n\u0130nsan kal ama insanl\u0131k yapmaya kalkma\u2026
\nCan\u0131ndan cansa, kan\u0131ndan kan sesiz \u015feytan\u0131 oynama\u2026
\nHele anaysa, baba, evlat veya bac\u0131\u2026
\nSahiplen, maddi ve manevi arka \u00e7\u0131k, yedir, i\u00e7ir, bak elinden geldi\u011fi kadar\u2026
\nAma kan ba\u011f\u0131n yoksa ve bebe de\u011filse kar\u0131\u015fma, bula\u015fma!<\/p>\n
Allah, anl\u0131yor musun Allah\u2026
\nBen ona s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131m, inand\u0131ramam kulu, gelir ba\u015fa, gelecek olan\u2026
\nKimsenin tavu\u011funa k\u0131\u015f bile demem ama bela ama dert hem de \u00f6yle b\u00f6yle olmayan cinsten gelir bulur beni. Bu omuzlar \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc\u2026
\nBu bel b\u00fck\u00fcld\u00fc\u2026
\nBen ettim e\u015fekli, ben ettim sen etme, aynaya bakabiliyorum, utanm\u0131yorum kendimden AMA inand\u0131ramam, insan eti insana a\u011f\u0131r gelir, bir ana bir baba yedi evlada bakm\u0131\u015f ama yedi evlat bir anaya, bir babaya bakamam\u0131\u015f!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Devlet de\u011firmeni\u2026 B\u00fcrokratik aparat dedikleri\u2026 De\u011firmenin di\u015flileri a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r d\u00f6ner\u2026 Sak\u0131n aras\u0131nda kalma, seni \u00f6ver! \u0130\u015f hayat\u0131na at\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir g\u00fcnden beri\u2026 Bir aya\u011f\u0131m hapisteydi\u2026 Dedim ya bili\u015fimciyim, bildi\u011fin tiplerden de\u011filim, konumum, g\u00f6revlerim gere\u011fi\u2026 Bir ayak otomati\u011fe ba\u011flam\u0131\u015f, demir parmakl\u0131klar\u0131 izlerken, d\u0131\u015far\u0131dan d\u0131\u015far\u0131ndan\u2026 Di\u011feri\u2026 \u00c7ok\u00e7a girip \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131r mahpushaneye(!) Yarg\u0131lanmad\u0131m, h\u00fck\u00fcm giymedim\u2026 Ba\u015fkacayd\u0131 girip \u00e7\u0131kmam\u0131n nedenleri, Allah … <\/p>\n