Hatun ki\u015fi\u2026
\n\u00c7ok dikkat etmeli!<\/p>\n
Arkada\u015f bu ne ya, bu ne?
\nAllah gani gani rahmet eylesin, anneannem\u2026
\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck day\u0131mdan \u015f\u00fcphelenmi\u015f, bu \u00e7ocuk gece gece nerelere gidiyor diye\u2026
\nYa sana ne?
\nGen\u00e7 adam de\u011fil mi? Gece gece kar\u0131ya da gider k\u0131za da\u2026
\n\u0130cab\u0131nda kafas\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcslemeye\u2026
\nSana ne?
\nDoldururmu\u015f day\u0131m\u0131n ayakkab\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7ine leblebiyi, pirinci\u2026
\nMaksat can\u0131 ac\u0131yacak, ses \u00e7\u0131karacak O da bilecek ne zaman gidip geldi\u011fini(!)<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan\u0131n ad\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131na can\u0131 \u00e7\u0131ks\u0131n, \u00e7\u0131ks\u0131n ya \u00e7\u0131ks\u0131n!!!<\/p>\n
Uzun zamandan beri gece hayat\u0131m yoktur benim\u2026
\nBu ak\u015fam, tam kap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131m annem dikildi ba\u015f\u0131ma hafiye gibi\u2026
\n\u201cNereye gidiyorsun \u00d6nder?\u201d
\nAt\u0131c\u0131 kul\u00fcb\u00fcne\u2026
\n\u201cNereye???\u201d
\nAt\u0131c\u0131 kul\u00fcb\u00fcne \u00fcye olmaya!
\nY\u00fcz\u00fcme bir bakt\u0131, s\u00fczd\u00fc beni a\u015fa\u011f\u0131dan yukar\u0131ya, bir daha\u2026
\nYukar\u0131dan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya\u2026
\nY\u0131kand\u0131m ya, \u00fcst\u00fcm ba\u015f\u0131m, sa\u00e7\u0131m \u2013 sakal\u0131m (\u2026) \u00c7ok sert bir sesle\u2026
\n\u201cNeredeymi\u015f O at\u0131c\u0131 kul\u00fcb\u00fc?\u201d
\nWehen\u2019de, s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc kesti\u2026
\n\u201cYine bir b.klar yiyorsun ya hadi hay\u0131rl\u0131s\u0131!\u201d<\/p>\n
Yaaa\u2026
\nVallahi billahi gittim at\u0131c\u0131 kul\u00fcb\u00fcne\u2026
\nYa kad\u0131n sana ne, sen misin kar\u0131m?
\nHan\u0131m inan\u0131yor hesap sormuyor bana, sana ne oluyor?<\/p>\n
Hatun ki\u015fi\u2026
\n\u00c7ok dikkat etmeli!
\nEn aptal\u0131\u2026
\nCin kesilir, cin. Vakti saati geldi\u011finde!<\/p>\n
Kalbim\u2026
\nMecburum bir \u015feyler yapmaya, y\u00fcr\u00fcyemiyorum\u2026
\nAt\u0131c\u0131l\u0131k\u2026
\nKeskin ni\u015fanc\u0131 iddias\u0131nda de\u011filim ama att\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 vururum\u2026
\nNefes alma tekni\u011fi, kalp at\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n kontrol\u00fc, elin\u2026
\nTitrememesi, rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131\u2026
\nParmak antrenman\u0131 2-3, 4-5 kilo tetik direnci, benim i\u00e7in \u00f6nemli!<\/p>\n
Sanki birka\u00e7 kad\u0131nla u\u011fra\u015facak hal kald\u0131 bende\u2026
\nBir \u015feyler yapmam gerekiyor, yatak sporu yetmiyor\u2026
\nElimden sigara \u00e7ok\u00e7a d\u00fc\u015fmeye ba\u015flad\u0131, anlam\u0131yorum bile, sinirler\u2026
\nParmaklar\u0131m, tu\u015flara bas\u0131p basmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 his etmez oldum\u2026
\nGeberece\u011fim, ki ke\u015fke biran evvel \u00f6lsem ama o zaman kadar bir \u015feyler yapmal\u0131y\u0131m\u2026
\nDerdimi kimseye anlatam\u0131yorum!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Hatun ki\u015fi\u2026 \u00c7ok dikkat etmeli! Arkada\u015f bu ne ya, bu ne? Allah gani gani rahmet eylesin, anneannem\u2026 K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck day\u0131mdan \u015f\u00fcphelenmi\u015f, bu \u00e7ocuk gece gece nerelere gidiyor diye\u2026 Ya sana ne? Gen\u00e7 adam de\u011fil mi? Gece gece kar\u0131ya da gider k\u0131za da\u2026 \u0130cab\u0131nda kafas\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcslemeye\u2026 Sana ne? Doldururmu\u015f day\u0131m\u0131n ayakkab\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7ine leblebiyi, pirinci\u2026 Maksat can\u0131 ac\u0131yacak, … <\/p>\n