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<\/p>\nOlsun\u2026
\nArkeolojiye olan merak\u0131m, ilgim\u2026
\nD\u00fcn gibi taze\u2026
\nDijital arkeologlar aras\u0131nday\u0131m, unutulan\u0131, sildik denileni g\u00fcn y\u00fcz\u00fcne \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131r\u0131m\u2026
\nAnar\u015fistim diyorum, ter\u00f6ristle kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yorlar\u2026
\nYanl\u0131\u015fa, haks\u0131zl\u0131\u011fad\u0131r ba\u015fkald\u0131r\u0131m, dikleni\u015fim bu y\u00fczdendir\u2026
\nBen kimim?
\nBir \u00e7eyrek!<\/p>\n
Zaman zaman ge\u00e7mi\u015fim dikilir kar\u015f\u0131ma, takip eder bulur beni\u2026
\nBir k\u00e2bus gibi. Bitmek bilmeyen bir karabasan\u2026
\nSurat\u0131m mahkeme duvar\u0131 gibiymi\u015f, g\u00fclmeyi unuttum\u2026
\nUnutturdular, al\u0131\u015f\u0131r insan, nelere al\u0131\u015fm\u0131yor ki?<\/p>\n
Y\u00fcz\u00fcmdeki bir maske\u2026
\nSertli\u011fin maskesi, gir kalbime, girebilirsen gir ve g\u00f6r beni\u2026
\nEvlada kar\u015f\u0131 bile, pi\u015fman\u0131m ama son pi\u015fmanl\u0131k fayda etmez\u2026
\nYanl\u0131\u015flar\u0131m, te buradan aya k\u00f6pr\u00fc olur, \u015f\u00fcphesiz do\u011frular\u0131mda olmu\u015ftur\u2026
\n\u00d6nder i\u015fi\u2026
\nKar\u0131\u015f\u0131r kimi zaman \u00d6ndere, \u00d6nder de\u011fildir asl\u0131nda o kar\u0131\u015fan, can\u2026
\nDizilmi\u015ftir ipe, ip ise ipekten\u2026
\n\u0130nceldi\u011fi yerden de\u011fil her an koptu kopacak\u2026
\nG\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc gibi yine ufukta hastane, bitmez \u00e7ile.<\/p>\n
Tepesi anadan do\u011fma at\u0131klardan\u0131m\u2026
\nSigortalar gev\u015femi\u015f, eskimi\u015f\u2026
\nAt\u0131veriyor ikide birde\u2026
\nK\u0131zar\u0131m\u2026
\nHAYIR derim sert \u015fekilde, y\u00fcrek pare pare\u2026
\nYine pi\u015fman olur hay\u0131r dedi\u011fime onay verir, yapar\u0131m\u2026
\nBen ne bi\u00e7im bir insan\u0131m?<\/p>\n
Hap deli, hup delidir bizim evdekiler\u2026
\nHem a\u011flat\u0131rlar beni hem g\u00fcld\u00fcr\u00fcrler\u2026
\nDelirttiler, huniyi ba\u015f\u0131ma takar onlar gibi ya\u015far\u0131m.<\/p>\n
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\n\u0130nceledim, \u00f6l\u00e7t\u00fcm \u2013 bi\u00e7tim, tartt\u0131m(!)<\/p>\n
Gen\u00e7ler\u2026
\nSizler i\u00e7in \u00e7ocuklar, okuyun, \u00f6\u011frenin, sorun ve sorgulay\u0131n\u2026
\nHer \u015feyden \u00f6nce kendinizi\u2026
\nBen hala do\u011fru yolda m\u0131y\u0131m, hedeflerim do\u011frultusunda m\u0131y\u0131m?
\n\u0130lle bilin, ille anlay\u0131n\u2026
\nVe ille hem kendinizden hem kar\u015f\u0131n\u0131zdakinden emin olun.<\/p>\n
\u00d6nder<\/p>\n
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