Kimi geleneklerim vard\u0131r\u2026
\nKendime g\u00f6re adetlerim, yolculuk \u0130stanbul\u2019aysa mutlaka vapura binece\u011fim\u2026
\nMutlaka\u2026
\nBir Kad\u0131k\u00f6y yapaca\u011f\u0131m, K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcksu, \u00c7engelk\u00f6y, bo\u011fazda, iki yakas\u0131nda da bir y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f\u2026
\n\u00dcsk\u00fcdar\u2019da \u2013 Kuzguncukta aylak aylak gezmek\u2026
\nArnavutk\u00f6y\u2019e, Ortak\u00f6y\u2019de\u2026
\nKokore\u00e7 yemek, sahilde bir \u015fekerli kahve, Ortak\u00f6y Camisinde bir ibadet\u2026
\nF\u0131rsat\u0131m olursa adalar, en ba\u015fta Heybeli\u2026
\nY\u0131llardan beri, O olay oldu\u011fundan beri adeta \u00e7ekiyor beni Florya\u2026
\nAdakale, Ye\u015filk\u00f6y gibi, Emin\u00f6n\u00fc\u2026
\nBal\u0131k ekmek, mutlaka gitmeye, g\u00f6rmeye, gezmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131m\u2026
\nTarihi yar\u0131maday\u0131.<\/p>\n
Y\u00fczlerce kez g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f olsam bile, yine, yine ve yine\u2026
\nHer seferinde yeniden\u2026
\nHasretim \u0130stanbul\u2019a, insana\u2026
\n\u0130stanbul Han\u0131m ve Beyefendilerine!<\/p>\n
Bu senede gelene\u011fi bozmad\u0131m, sabah\u0131n k\u00f6r\u00fcnde kalk\u0131p hem kendime hem han\u0131ma stres yapt\u0131m\u2026
\nVakit var, \u00e7ok var\u2026
\n\u0130stanbul trafi\u011fi, Pazar olmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen, biliyorum yani\u2026
\nSahil boyu do\u011fru Atat\u00fcrk havaliman\u0131na, ge\u00e7tim, dald\u0131m Florya\u2019ya\u2026
\nAMA NE K\u00dcF\u00dcR ETTIM, saatler boyu gezdim, gezdim ve k\u00fcf\u00fcr ettim\u2026
\nHop hop hoplatt\u0131m, z\u0131p z\u0131p z\u0131platt\u0131m mezar\u0131nda\u2026
\nOradan vurdum Ye\u015filk\u00f6y\u2019e, han\u0131m\u0131n karn\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131kt\u0131, var benim bir kahvem hemen Ye\u015filk\u00f6y sahilde\u2026
\nHer d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcmde orada mutlaka bir kahve i\u00e7er, tad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131r\u0131m sahilin, insanlar\u0131n, \u0130stanbullun..
\nHadi oraya gidelim kahvalt\u0131 etmeye dedim\u2026
\nYa karde\u015fim bu ne?
\nRaz\u0131y\u0131m para \u00f6demeye, bulsam vallahi billahi fazla fazla verece\u011fim, park edilecek yer yok bir\u2026
\nYollar\u0131 bir de\u011fi\u015ftirmi\u015fler, kapam\u0131\u015flar, in\u015faatlar falan iki\u2026
\nAna bir bakt\u0131m Ye\u015filk\u00f6y\u2019\u00fcn ucunday\u0131m\u2026
\nNeyse buldum bir yer, ikimizin de karn\u0131 zil \u00e7al\u0131yor\u2026
\nAllahtan bir kad\u0131n g\u00f6rd\u00fcm sahilde, a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f kendine bir b\u00fcfe\u2026
\nG\u00f6zleme\u2026
\n\u00d6ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff\u2026
\nMis gibide kokuyor, c\u0131z\u0131r c\u0131z\u0131r pi\u015firiyor\u2026
\nNeyli diye sordum, patatesli, peynirli\u2026
\nIspanakl\u0131s\u0131, pancarl\u0131s\u0131 da var\u2026
\nVer kad\u0131n ver, doldur, Allah ne verdiyse ver\u2026
\n\u0130ndik sahile\u2026
\n\u00d6nce liman ucuna do\u011fru y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fck, oturduk dalgak\u0131ranlar \u00fczerine, g\u00f6zlemeler han\u0131m\u0131n elinde\u2026
\nBen bir sigara yakt\u0131m bak\u0131yorum denize, anaaa, bizim hatun yatay ge\u00e7i\u015f yapm\u0131\u015f ya, dalm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6zlemelere\u2026
\nYa kad\u0131n bana da ver dememe kalmad\u0131 sard\u0131 etraf\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 kediler\u2026
\n\u00c7\u0131kard\u0131 yeni bir g\u00f6zleme torbadan, kopard\u0131 bir lokma\u2026
\nT\u0131kad\u0131 a\u011fz\u0131ma, sen sus dercesine\u2026
\nBir bakt\u0131m, har\u0131l har\u0131l kedi besliyor bizim hatun\u2026
\nYok olacak gibi de\u011fil tek tek gidiyor can\u0131m g\u00f6zlemeler, kalk kad\u0131n dedim sert bir \u015fekilde\u2026
\nZ\u0131plad\u0131 yerinden\u2026
\nOturdum parka, deniz \u201chemen\u201d ayaklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n dibinde\u2026
\nDur dedim, hatunuma bir \u00e7ay alay\u0131m, ba\u015fl\u0131yla onaylad\u0131\u2026
\n20 \u2013 30 metrede bir\u2026
\nSahilde bir \u00e7ayc\u0131, gezer yani, gittim birisine\u2026
\n\u0130nsanlarla konu\u015fup \u00f6\u011frenmeyi severim, \u00e7ay ald\u0131m, gittim hanimin yan\u0131na, yedim bir g\u00f6zleme\u2026
\nHem yiyorum hem \u00e7ayc\u0131y\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u00fcyorum, adam tedirgin, korkuyor\u2026
\nHanim kendi keyfine, d\u00f6nd\u00fcm yine \u00e7ayc\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na, sordum ne oluyor karde\u015fim?
\n\u201cAbi, zab\u0131talardan kokuyorum\u201d<\/p>\n
Uzun laf\u0131n k\u0131sas\u0131\u2026
\nGe\u00e7en gitti\u011fimde b\u00f6yle de\u011fildi\u2026
\nT\u00fcrbanl\u0131, cipli \u015f\u0131rf\u0131nt\u0131lar \u201csarm\u0131\u015f etraf\u0131\u201d, Ye\u015filk\u00f6y\u2019\u00fc karde\u015fim Ye\u015filk\u00f6y\u2019\u00fc\u2026
\nHen\u00fcz tek t\u00fck AMA girmeye ba\u015flad\u0131lar m\u0131, anla, gerisi gelir yani\u2026
\nD\u00fcn a\u00e7\u0131kland\u0131\u2026
\nTayyipistan n\u00fcfusu 80 milyon 800 bin\u2026
\nResmi rakamlara g\u00f6re \u0130stanbul n\u00fcfusu 15 milyon\u2026
\nHadi can\u0131m sende\u2026
\nY\u00fcr\u00fc\u00fc\u00fc\u2026
\n\u00d6k\u00fcz arabas\u0131 ba\u015fka semte!<\/p>\n
Not: Resmen on be\u015fse, sen ona en az yirmi, yirmi be\u015f de\u2026
\nYanl\u0131\u015fl\u0131kla, dalg\u0131nl\u0131kla foto\u011fraflar\u0131 silmeseydim, neler belgeledim neler
\nBak unutmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m yine, dertler\u2026
\nKendileri milyarlar g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrken, kendini, \u00e7olu\u011funu \u00e7ocu\u011funu ge\u00e7indirmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan insanc\u0131klar\u0131n pe\u015fine tak\u0131l\u0131yorlar. Resmi izin vermiyorlarm\u0131\u015f, avu\u00e7 dolusu r\u00fc\u015fveti yedir bak nas\u0131l veriyorlar. Ya neler neler\u2026
\nYazmak, anlatmak bile yoruyor beni\u2026
\nYoksa her seferinde \u015fahit olduklar\u0131m\u0131 yazsam, hele hele bizim yani ailemin ba\u015f\u0131na gelenleri a\u011fz\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131k \u015fa\u015fars\u0131n\u0131z!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Kimi geleneklerim vard\u0131r\u2026 Kendime g\u00f6re adetlerim, yolculuk \u0130stanbul\u2019aysa mutlaka vapura binece\u011fim\u2026 Mutlaka\u2026 Bir Kad\u0131k\u00f6y yapaca\u011f\u0131m, K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcksu, \u00c7engelk\u00f6y, bo\u011fazda, iki yakas\u0131nda da bir y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015f\u2026 \u00dcsk\u00fcdar\u2019da \u2013 Kuzguncukta aylak aylak gezmek\u2026 Arnavutk\u00f6y\u2019e, Ortak\u00f6y\u2019de\u2026 Kokore\u00e7 yemek, sahilde bir \u015fekerli kahve, Ortak\u00f6y Camisinde bir ibadet\u2026 F\u0131rsat\u0131m olursa adalar, en ba\u015fta Heybeli\u2026 Y\u0131llardan beri, O olay oldu\u011fundan beri adeta \u00e7ekiyor … <\/p>\n