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Geldi\u011fimiz ilk g\u00fcnlerdi, al\u0131\u015fveri\u015fe gittik. \u00d6nder bu\u2026
\nLahana g\u00f6rd\u00fc m\u00fc, yaprak\u2026
\nMel\u00fcm mel\u00fcm bakar, can\u0131 dolma ister, sarma\u2026
\nO bana bakt\u0131 ben ona. Ald\u0131k, sard\u0131 sa\u011f olsun\u2026
\nEv yeme\u011fi ba\u015fka!<\/p>\n
S\u00f6z verdim ya\u2026
\nS\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc mutlaka tutmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131m. Ger\u00e7ekten yemek yapt\u0131rmamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, gezsin, yats\u0131n, kalks\u0131n\u2026
\nDinlensin. Kafas\u0131na g\u00f6re ya\u015fas\u0131n!<\/p>\n
Beni de anlaman\u0131z\u0131 rica ederim\u2026
\nHasret kald\u0131m, yurtd\u0131\u015f\u0131nda ya\u015fam \u015fartlar\u0131 \u00e7ok farkl\u0131. Kad\u0131n oluyor erkek\u2026
\nErkek kimi zaman kad\u0131n, d\u00fcnya tersine d\u00f6n\u00fcyor anlayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p>\n
Severim\u2026
\nYa\u015famas\u0131n\u0131 da ya\u015fatmas\u0131n\u0131 da\u2026
\nHalim varsa!<\/p>\n
G\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm her g\u00fcn ba\u015fka mekanlara, \u00f6\u011fle yeme\u011fine, ak\u015fam yeme\u011fine, gezmeye\u2026
\nBu zibidiler geldi geleli\u2026
\nSadece \u0130stanbul\u2019un de\u011fil \u00fclkenin de anas\u0131n\u0131 bilmem ne ettiler, sonra\u2026
\nAnnemle ge\u00e7en geldi\u011fimizde i\u015fimiz Avc\u0131lar taraf\u0131na d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u2026
\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u00c7ekmeceye falan.<\/p>\n
Bir karn\u0131m ac\u0131kt\u0131\u2026
\nDelirece\u011fim. Avc\u0131larda g\u00f6z\u00fcme kestirdi\u011fim bir yere girdik\u2026
\nAntep sofras\u0131, \u00f6fffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff
\nBir i\u00e7li k\u00f6fte, bir Adana, lahmacunu\u2026
\nAllah\u2019\u0131m ya Rabbim olur mu b\u00f6ylesine bir lezzet?<\/p>\n
Duyururum Adanal\u0131ma\u2026
\n\u0130\u00e7li k\u00f6fteme, g\u00fczel y\u00e2rime\u2026
\nCevizli\u2026
\nUf anam, ufff babam, \u00f6f, \u00f6f, \u00f6f!!!<\/p>\n
10 gibiydi, giyin dedim gidiyoruz kar\u015f\u0131ya. Sordu \u201cnereye?\u201d
\nDedim Avc\u0131lara. \u201cNe yapaca\u011f\u0131z orada?\u201d
\nYeme\u011fe\u2026
\n\u201cTa oralara yeme\u011fe mi gidilir?\u201d gidilir dedim, bast\u0131k gaza\u2026
\nRahmetliyi\u2026
\nGecenin yar\u0131s\u0131 kald\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, sabah kahvemizi Paris\u2019te i\u00e7mek i\u00e7in\u2026
\nBen \u00f6yle bir \u00e7eyre\u011fim!<\/p>\n
Yemekteyiz\u2026
\nKad\u0131n \u015fap\u0131r \u015fupur yarabbi \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr yap\u0131yor ne yedi ne yedi\u2026
\nAfiyet olsun.<\/p>\n
😊<\/p>\n
\u0130stanbul\u2019daysam\u2026
\nEn sevdi\u011fim \u015fey bo\u011fazda y\u00fcr\u00fcmektir. Y\u00fcr\u00fc, y\u00fcr\u00fc\u2026
\nHer seferinde yeni bir ayr\u0131nt\u0131 ke\u015fif ediyorsunuz. Bir semtten di\u011ferine, arada\u2026
\nBo\u011fazdan ge\u00e7er dalar\u0131m semtlerin derinliklerine, O eski evler aras\u0131nda, kuytu mahalleler, sokak aralar\u0131na. \u0130zlerim \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n oyunlar\u0131n\u0131, i\u00e7ime \u00e7ekmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131m o \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131, g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fmeleri, mart\u0131lar\u0131n \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131 sesler gibi gelir bana, anlar\u0131m ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131.<\/p>\n
Otururum bir kafeye\u2026
\nBazen \u00e7ay\u0131m\u0131 yudumlar bazen kahvenin o g\u00fczel kokusu e\u015fli\u011finde izlerim mahallenin ya\u015fl\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131, konu kom\u015fu dedikodular\u0131na kulak veririm. Arar\u0131m\u2026
\n\u00d6zlerim, \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr\u00fcm\u2026
\nG\u00f6remem ne yaz\u0131k ki eski mahalle bakkallar\u0131n\u0131. O yeni yeni, bi\u00e7imsiz binalar aras\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fcm bakkallar\u0131n \u00e7akmas\u0131n\u0131, samimiyetten, i\u00e7tenlikten uzak \u0131v\u0131r z\u0131v\u0131r sat\u0131lan yerleri. Yeni mahallelerin, yeni yeni sokaklar\u0131 gibi sakinleri de so\u011fuk gelir bana, as\u0131k suratlar, acele acele at\u0131lan ad\u0131mlar.<\/p>\n
Nereye yeti\u015fmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorsun karde\u015fim?
\nHayat dedi\u011fin d\u00f6rt nala\u2026
\nGe\u00e7ip gidiyor yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ndan. Sen maddiyat pe\u015finde ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131yorsun bebelerin g\u00fclen y\u00fczlerini\u2026
\nBazen a\u011flamalar\u0131n\u0131, kavgalar\u0131n\u0131, ya\u015fam\u0131!<\/p>\n
Ge\u00e7enlerde\u2026
\n\u0130stinye \u2013 Tarabya yolu \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc\u2026
\nBunu biliyor muydunuz? SONRA!!!<\/p>\n
Ne \u015ferefli ne ya\u015fanas\u0131\u2026
\nHayat\u0131n kendisiydi O m\u00fccadele, Gezi Olaylar\u0131\u2026
\nBirka\u00e7 a\u011fa\u00e7 i\u00e7in direnen O gen\u00e7ler, ye\u015fil karde\u015fim, ye\u015fil\u2026
\nOksijen, teneff\u00fcs etti\u011fin hava\u2026
\nOkyanus \u00f6tesinde\u2026
\nOccupy Wall Street hareketi!<\/p>\n
Yemin ediyorum yemin, Allah inand\u0131rs\u0131n\u2026
\nAllah hepimize ak\u0131 vermi\u015f, fikir vermemi\u015f. G\u00f6z vermi\u015f, kulak vermi\u015f\u2026
\nY\u00fcrek vermi\u015f, y\u00fcrek\u2026
\nHis et diye\u2026
\n\u0130\u015fini yaps\u0131n, yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n hakk\u0131n\u0131 versin, vars\u0131n dinci olsun\u2026
\nY\u00fcre\u011finde\u2026
\nAllah\u2019\u0131 samimi his ediyor, biliyorsa karde\u015fim yapabilece\u011fi k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fck s\u0131n\u0131rl\u0131d\u0131r, s\u0131n\u0131rl\u0131 olur\u2026
\nAMA YOK\u2026
\nAKP gibi, O k\u00fclliyesinde g.t\u00fcne kaz\u0131klar baltac\u0131s\u0131 gibi y\u00fcreksiz, bilgisiz, \u201ctatl\u0131 dilli\u201d \u015feytan olursa\u2026
\nG\u00f6ren g\u00f6z, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnen beyin g\u00f6r\u00fcr g\u00f6rece\u011fini!<\/p>\n
Neyin Gazi\u2019si\u2026
\nNerenin, neyin komutan\u0131\u2026
\nSorar\u0131m size?<\/p>\n
Tipi \u00e7ok bozuk olanlardan de\u011filim\u2026
\nEn az\u0131ndan elime, y\u00fcz\u00fcme bak\u0131labilecek bir insan oldu\u011fum kan\u0131s\u0131nday\u0131m\u2026
\nKan\u0131t\u0131\u2026
\nHayat\u0131ma giren hatunlar, istediklerimin \u00e7o\u011funa sahip oldum\u2026
\nBilen, bilir\u2026
\nDil mi g\u00fczel, dilber mi?<\/p>\n
O hesap\u2026
\n\u0130ddia ediyorlar, iddia\u2026
\nRahmetli Atat\u00fcrk ve arkada\u015flar\u0131 Camileri ah\u0131r yapm\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f\u2026
\nYalan\u0131n kuyruklusu AMA g\u00f6ren g\u00f6z g\u00f6r\u00fcyor\u2026
\n\u0130stanbul\u2026
\nBeton y\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131!<\/p>\n
Yukar\u0131daki resim ne ki\u2026
\nKoca koca binalar, insanlar hayvan, t\u0131k i\u00e7ine\u2026
\nKoy \u00f6n\u00fcne saman\u0131!<\/p>\n
Neymi\u015f kalk\u0131nmaym\u0131\u015f, \u201cilerleyen\u201d T\u00fcrkiye\u2026
\nMehter mar\u015f\u0131n\u0131n tersine, iki geriye, bir ileriye gibi yallah geriye\u2026
\nGe\u00e7enlerde gidiyoruz kuzene, tabii sahil boyu\u2026
\nDaha da doldurmu\u015flar bo\u011faz\u0131, dikmi\u015fler bina, beton, beton\u2026
\nYe\u015fil yok, salt beton. Dolguya karde\u015fim, deprem b\u00f6lgesinde denize dolgu.<\/p>\n
Ailecek oturma odas\u0131nday\u0131z\u2026
\nAilemizin ikinci b\u00fcy\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, eni\u015ftem, halam\u0131n e\u015fi de orada\u2026
\nAllah raz\u0131 olsun Yxxxmden, Kxxxn\u2019dan bak\u0131yorlar babalar\u0131na\u2026
\nSelam sabah sonras\u0131 ki ben yerlerde\u2026
\nAllah\u2019a yak\u0131n, kula uzak oturuyor m\u00fcbarek, d\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc katta\u2026
\n\u0130lk sorduklar\u0131ndan biri „neden art\u0131k yazm\u0131yorsun, Facebook\u2019ta yoksun“ oldu!<\/p>\n
Duyumsamazl\u0131ktan geldim, \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m balkona sigara i\u00e7meye\u2026
\nArd\u0131mdan Kexxxn geldi, tekrar sordu\u2026
\nDedim hatundan ka\u00e7\u0131yorum, hesab\u0131m\u0131 kapad\u0131m…
\nAnlamad\u0131, biraz d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckten sonra:
\n\u201cUlan hala kar\u0131 \u2013 k\u0131z pe\u015finde misin\u201d diye sordu\u2026
\n\u201cSxxxa biliyor mu?\u201d
\nBiliyor\u2026
\nBir an duraksad\u0131, \u201cHaline baksana!!!\u201d diye sert bir \u015fekilde c\u00fcmlesini tamamlad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Gayri ihtiyari, yani hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden cevap verdim; Ulan \u00f6ld\u00fcm m\u00fc!!!?<\/p>\n
G\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi, anlat\u0131m \u00fcst\u00fc kapal\u0131 meseleyi, konu de\u011fi\u015ftirdik\u2026
\nKirada\u2026
\nUzun ve \u00fcz\u00fcc\u00fc bir konu, Yen ma\u011fduru. Sordum, bana m\u0131 \u00f6yle geliyor yoksa sahili daha da mi doldurdular. Sanki baz\u0131 binalar\u0131 \u00f6ncesi g\u00f6rmedim.<\/p>\n
\u201cO binalar var ya\u201d dedi\u2026
\n\u201cDaireleri 10 milyona sat\u0131yorlar\u201d
\nYuh dedim, ulan dol\u011fu \u00fczerine yap\u0131lan binada daireye 10 milyon verilir mi?<\/p>\n
Yan tarafta \u201cbo\u015f\u201d arsay\u0131 g\u00f6sterdi, bir in\u015faat var \u00fczerinde\u2026
\nYar\u0131s\u0131 bitmi\u015f, b\u0131rak Ye\u015filk\u00f6y olmas\u0131n\u0131 bir tarafa\u2026
\n\u201cBitince, kiras\u0131 4000 Lira\u201d dedi!
\nAy dedi\u011fin nedir ki karde\u015fim?
\nBilmem ne demek istedi\u011fimi, bunlar\u0131 neden anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 anl\u0131yor musunuz?<\/p>\n
C\u00fcmlesini \u015f\u00f6yle tamamlad\u0131\u2026
\n\u201c\u00d6yle herkese sat\u0131lm\u0131yor, tipine bak\u0131yorlar ondan sonra\u201d
\nL\u00fctfeyle yani dedim\u2026
\nBa\u015f\u0131 ile onaylad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Son y\u0131llarda hep annemle gelmek nasip oldu \u0130stanbul\u2019a\u2026
\nDaha \u00e7ok i\u015f g\u00fc\u00e7le ilgili oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in b\u00f6yle olmas\u0131 gerekiyordu\u2026
\nSirkeci\u2019yi ge\u00e7, Saray Burnunu, devam et yoluna, sahil boyu\u2026
\nCankurtaranda bir tesis\u2026
\nSosyal tesis diyorlar, bo\u011faz keyfi, halka arz\u2026
\nEvet\u2026
\nEskiden bo\u011faza naz\u0131r bir restoranda yemek yemek, o keyfi ya\u015famak her babayi\u011fidin harc\u0131 de\u011fildi\u2026
\nC\u00fczi rakamlar, manzara harikulade\u2026
\nTavsiye ederim diyece\u011fim, diyemem\u2026
\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc\u2026
\nPa\u015fabah\u00e7e, Beykoz aras\u0131 kalan tesiste yemek yemek bir ayr\u0131cal\u0131k\u2026
\nManzara, tek kelime ile tarifsiz, hele O mart\u0131lar\u2026
\nHalka arz dedik ya\u2026
\nT\u00fcrbanl\u0131 \u201corospular\u201d az say\u0131da\u2026
\nHan\u0131m han\u0131mc\u0131k giyinmi\u015f insanlar, ba\u015f \u00f6rt\u00fcl\u00fcler!<\/p>\n
Y\u0131llardan beri giderim yolum d\u00fc\u015ferse b\u00f6yle yerlere de\u2026
\nBeykoz\u2019da koru i\u00e7i mesela\u2026
\nHaliyle hayat sadece g\u0131rtlak dedi\u011fin de\u011fildir\u2026
\nRuhta g\u0131da ister, etkinlikler\u2026
\nG\u00f6ze bariz bir \u015fekilde \u00e7arpan\u2026
\nK\u00fclt\u00fcr dedi\u011finde, halk dedi\u011fin\u2026
\nYok(!)<\/p>\n
Nerede bu insanlar\u2026
\nNerede ki g\u00f6zle a\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7a ay\u0131rt edebiliyorsun AKP se\u00e7menini\u2026
\nNeredeler, nerede?<\/p>\n
Simgeler ve haf\u0131zalarda uyand\u0131rd\u0131klar\u0131 \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131\u015f\u0131mlar\u2026
\n\u0130stanbul desem\u2026
\nAllah \u2013 Peygamber a\u015fk\u0131 i\u00e7in, elinizi vicdan\u0131n\u0131za koyup s\u00f6yleyin\u2026
\n\u0130stanbul desem\u2026
\nILK AKLINIZA NE GELIR?<\/p>\n
Sulatan Ahmet mi, Divan Yolu, Kapal\u0131\u00e7ar\u015f\u0131, Emin\u00f6n\u00fc, Sirkeci, Haydarpa\u015fa m\u0131\u2026
\nYOKSA\u2026
\nVapurlar m\u0131?<\/p>\n
Otantik nedir bilir misiniz?<\/p>\n
Bir insan\u0131n, bir yerin, bir kentin \u00f6znesi\u2026
\nOnu tan\u0131mlayan, tamamlayan b\u00fct\u00fcnleyen \u00f6z\u00fc\u2026
\n\u00d6z karde\u015fim \u00f6z\u2026
\nBence \u0130stanbul\u2019u, \u0130stanbul yapan vapurlar\u0131yd\u0131 ne k\u00f6pr\u00fcs\u00fc ne t\u00fcneli\u2026
\nSadece ve sadece vapurlar\u0131yd\u0131\u2026
\n\u0130ki k\u0131tay\u0131 birbirine ba\u011flayan \u201ctaka \u2013 tukalar\u0131\u201d
\nGeldi kay\u0131k\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n, orospunun evlad\u0131\u2026
\nYOK ETTI!<\/p>\n
Bak karde\u015fim\u2026
\n\u0130hanetti sadece \u0130stanbul\u2019a de\u011fil\u2026
\nT\u00fcm \u00fclkeye y\u00f6nelik i\u015fledi\u2026
\nVatana\u2026
\nVe millete IHANET ETTI!<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u00f6k\u00fcyor karde\u015fim, \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcyor yollar\u2026
\nDeprem olmadan\u2026
\nBinalar\u2026
\nDenize dolgu\u2026
\nYay\u0131nlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m \u201csulanmay\u0131\u201d
\n\u00c7\u00f6kecek hayaller, r\u00fcyalar, kaybolacak bo\u011faz\u0131n serin sular\u0131nda, g\u00f6m\u00fclecek tarihin karanl\u0131k sayfalar\u0131na!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
S\u00f6z verdim\u2026 Benimle izine gelmek istemiyordu. \u201cKorkuyorum senden\u201d diyor(du)\u2026 Dedim; merak etme ne sana yemek pi\u015firtece\u011fim ne sinirlenece\u011fim(!) Ger\u00e7ek \u015fu ki\u2026 Tepem otomati\u011fe ba\u011flad\u0131, patlamaya haz\u0131r, pimi \u00e7ekilmi\u015f bomba gibiyim\u2026 Eskiden de b\u00f6yleydim, \u00e7ok ani parlar\u0131m, saman alevi\u2026 Yan\u0131mda olan\u0131 o an \u00e7ok fena yakar\u0131m! Yazar\u0131m\u2026 Kendimi ruha benzetirim \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc ruh gibiyimdir, karda y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcp izini … <\/p>\n