{"id":51664,"date":"2020-09-17T10:03:42","date_gmt":"2020-09-17T10:03:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=51664"},"modified":"2020-09-17T10:50:32","modified_gmt":"2020-09-17T10:50:32","slug":"628-oender-guerbuez-kendimi-bildim-bileli-bir-anarsistim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=51664","title":{"rendered":"628 \u00d6nder G\u00fcrb\u00fcz, kendimi bildim bileli bir anar\u015fistim"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u00d6G olarak d\u00fcnyaya geldim\u2026<br \/>\nBir bakt\u0131m oldum \u00d6T\u2026<br \/>\nSordular, kendi iste\u011fim ve irademle ailem nam\u0131na karar verdim, babam dururken oldum gene \u00d6G\u2026<br \/>\nZamanla karar k\u0131ld\u0131m \u00d6\u00d6G\u2019ye\u2026<br \/>\nAllah bir daha de\u011fi\u015ftirmek durumunda b\u0131rakmas\u0131n beni\u2026<br \/>\nBen kendim bilmiyorum kendimi\u2026<br \/>\nSen nereden bileceksin ki beni?<\/p>\n<p>S\u0131radan hayatlar aman aman ne kadar s\u0131k\u0131c\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nTize \u00f6rne\u011fin, rahmetli halam ve aileleri\u2026<br \/>\nBir grip olsalar d\u00fcnya ba\u015flar\u0131na y\u0131k\u0131l\u0131yor sanki\u2026<br \/>\nB\u00dcY\u00dcK OLAY\u2026<br \/>\nGribi\u2026<br \/>\nCiddisini hastal\u0131ktan bile saymam, \u00f6yle yani\u2026<br \/>\nKanser, kalp, z\u0131rdelisi\u2026<br \/>\nA\u015fa\u011f\u0131s\u0131 kurtarmaz bizi\u2026<br \/>\nMaddiyat\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nAma ciddi oranda maddiyats\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131, hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131, pi\u015fmi\u015f tavu\u011fun ba\u015f\u0131na gelmeyeni\u2026<br \/>\n\u00c7alkant\u0131l\u0131, yok ya ne ini\u015fli \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015fl\u0131 ya f\u00fcze gibi dimdik yukar\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nVeya kilometrelerce u\u00e7urum dibi\u2026<br \/>\n\u0130syank\u00e2r etti beni\u2026<br \/>\nKad\u0131n denilenin her t\u00fcrl\u00fcs\u00fc, heyecan\u0131n doruk noktas\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nO kadar ki kalpten g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr insan\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nHer t\u00fcrl\u00fc manada girip \u00e7\u0131kmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m delik kalmad\u0131, hep ko\u015fturdum yar\u0131\u015f ati gibi\u2026<br \/>\nYoruldum, yoruldum, bittim, bezdim gayr\u0131s\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Reklam vermi\u015f badem\u2026<br \/>\nBe\u011fenmedim desem\u2026<br \/>\nYalan olur\u2026<br \/>\nRuhe\u2026<br \/>\nAlmancada hem sessizlik, sakinlik hem huzur anlam\u0131nda\u2026<br \/>\nGleichgewicht denge demek\u2026<br \/>\nTayyipistanda \u00f6yle mi?<br \/>\nDemiyor muyum benzetiyorum bu \u00fclkeyi kendime diye?<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"525\" height=\"295\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/QWkTi668p94?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>Kraft demek g\u00fc\u00e7 demek\u2026<br \/>\nAkdeniz meselesi\u2026<br \/>\nBir su \u015fi\u015fesi, bir su \u015fi\u015fesi!<\/p>\n<p>*<\/p>\n<p><strong>Rusya\u2019dan geliyormu\u015f, bayram edecekler\u2026<br \/>\nHep dedim, Rab vermemi\u015f petrol zenginli\u011fi AMA SU\u2026<br \/>\nVe YINE \u00f6zellikle Suriye\u2026<br \/>\nAMA ANADOLU\u2026<br \/>\nMedeniyetLER be\u015fi\u011fi, bak bu \u00f6rne\u011fin \u201cyok\u201d Suriye\u2019de\u2026<br \/>\nM\u0131s\u0131r\u2019da\u2026<br \/>\nT\u00fcrkiye Cumhuriyeti Devleti\u2026<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fck a\u00e7\u0131k hava m\u00fczelerinden biri\u2026<br \/>\n&gt;&gt;&gt; D\u00f6rt mevsimim ayni anada ya\u015fanabilece\u011fi NADIR \u00fclkelerden biri &lt;&lt;&lt;<br \/>\nKafas\u0131n\u0131 sikti\u011fiminim bademi, o kadar \u00e7ok anlatt\u0131m ki bu gibi konular\u0131!<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00d6G olarak d\u00fcnyaya geldim\u2026 Bir bakt\u0131m oldum \u00d6T\u2026 Sordular, kendi iste\u011fim ve irademle ailem nam\u0131na karar verdim, babam dururken oldum gene \u00d6G\u2026 Zamanla karar k\u0131ld\u0131m \u00d6\u00d6G\u2019ye\u2026 Allah bir daha de\u011fi\u015ftirmek durumunda b\u0131rakmas\u0131n beni\u2026 Ben kendim bilmiyorum kendimi\u2026 Sen nereden bileceksin ki beni? S\u0131radan hayatlar aman aman ne kadar s\u0131k\u0131c\u0131\u2026 Tize \u00f6rne\u011fin, rahmetli halam ve aileleri\u2026 &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=51664\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"screen-reader-text\">\u201e628 \u00d6nder G\u00fcrb\u00fcz, kendimi bildim bileli bir anar\u015fistim\u201c<\/span> weiterlesen<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/51664"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=51664"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/51664\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":51669,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/51664\/revisions\/51669"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=51664"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=51664"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=51664"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}