V\u00fccudumda b\u0131\u00e7ak izi de var\u2026
\nKur\u015fun yaras\u0131da\u2026
\nY\u00fcz\u00fcm, v\u00fccudum kazalardan harita!<\/p>\n
Gen\u00e7lik i\u015fte\u2026
\nToy, tecr\u00fcbesiz ve hayattan bir haber\u2026
\nYa\u015f\u0131n vermi\u015f oldu\u011fu tecr\u00fcbe ve evet, olgunluk diyebilirim. Bu tecr\u00fcbe ve olgunlukla gen\u00e7lik y\u0131llar\u0131ma geri d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda\u2026
\nG\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u2026
\nBir\u00e7ok yanl\u0131\u015f\u0131m var da her \u015feyi yanl\u0131\u015f yapmam\u0131\u015f\u0131m!<\/p>\n
Mecburiyet, evet bir zorunluluktu, mecburiyet\u2026
\n244 bin Mark kredi \u00e7ekmi\u015ftim kaza sonras\u0131 bir daire almak i\u00e7in\u2026
\nMecburdum, mecbur. Kiralamaya ev yok\u2026
\n\u00c7oluk \u2013 \u00e7ocuk, ana ve baba sokakta kald\u0131k, darmada\u011f\u0131n olmu\u015ftuk\u2026
\nFele\u011fin \u00f6yle bir tokad\u0131 ki Allah d\u00fc\u015fman ba\u015f\u0131na bile vermesin\u2026
\n25 senede geri \u00f6denmek \u00fczere\u2026
\nToplam 640 bin Mark!<\/p>\n
Bankadan geliyorum, Allah nasip k\u0131smet ederse 31.01.2018 BITTI!
\n\u00d6dendi, gitti!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <\/p>\n
Hayat dedi\u011fin, fele\u011fin bizatihi kendisi\u2026
\nVe insan\u2026
\n\u00d6yle yaralar, \u00f6yle ac\u0131lar verdi, dayatt\u0131 ki bana tarif edemem\u2026
\nAncak\u2026
\nHi\u00e7bir yara, hi\u00e7bir ac\u0131\u2026
\nVicdan ve yine kad\u0131n\u0131m dedi\u011fim iki insandan daha beter kalbime han\u00e7er saplamad\u0131\u2026
\nBu ac\u0131lar\u0131n ne re\u00e7etesi var ne tarifi\u2026
\nY\u00fcre\u011fe saplanan han\u00e7erin yok tedavisi!<\/p>\n
Eskiden canl\u0131 bir cesettim\u2026
\n\u0130\u015fte\u2026
\nBir \u015fekilde \u201cvar\u201d olan\u2026
\nArt\u0131k\u2026
\nSadece nefes alan!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
V\u00fccudumda b\u0131\u00e7ak izi de var\u2026 Kur\u015fun yaras\u0131da\u2026 Y\u00fcz\u00fcm, v\u00fccudum kazalardan harita! Gen\u00e7lik i\u015fte\u2026 Toy, tecr\u00fcbesiz ve hayattan bir haber\u2026 Ya\u015f\u0131n vermi\u015f oldu\u011fu tecr\u00fcbe ve evet, olgunluk diyebilirim. Bu tecr\u00fcbe ve olgunlukla gen\u00e7lik y\u0131llar\u0131ma geri d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda\u2026 G\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u2026 Bir\u00e7ok yanl\u0131\u015f\u0131m var da her \u015feyi yanl\u0131\u015f yapmam\u0131\u015f\u0131m! Mecburiyet, evet bir zorunluluktu, mecburiyet\u2026 244 bin Mark kredi \u00e7ekmi\u015ftim … <\/p>\n