Allaha \u00e7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr\u2026
\nBen olay\u0131m, aile fertlerim olsun, T\u00fcrkiye\u2019de ve burada yuvarlan\u0131p gidiyoruz.
\nHayat \u015fartlar\u0131 zorluyor tabii.<\/p>\n
Arabam tamirde ya, karde\u015fin arabas\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131m. K\u0131z\u0131 i\u015fe g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm geldim\u2026
\nD\u00fckk\u00e2na d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde han\u0131m dedi \u201ch\u0131rs\u0131z\u2026\u201d
\nT\u00fcrkiye\u2019ye gitmeden birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn \u00f6ncesiydi, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck day\u0131m\u0131n evine, k\u00f6yde, h\u0131rs\u0131z girmi\u015f. Kirada, k\u0131rac\u0131 h\u0131rs\u0131z\u0131n fark\u0131na varm\u0131\u015f, \u00f6\u011fretmen kendisi, tabii ak\u0131ll\u0131 adam \u00e7ekmi\u015f yorgan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na beklemi\u015f. Ata yadig\u00e2r\u0131 ev, d\u00f6rt karde\u015fin d\u00f6rt dairesi. Kura \u00e7ektiler, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck day\u0131m\u0131n ve bizim daire zemin katta, ana yadig\u00e2r\u0131 oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in karde\u015fe d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm, ben pay\u0131ma bu daireden \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m. B\u00f6yle \u015feylere de\u011fer veririm. K\u0131z \u00e7ocu\u011funa anas\u0131n\u0131n evi yak\u0131\u015f\u0131r. Allah verede Dayday k\u0131ymet bilse. Y\u00fcz k\u00fcsur senelik, komple tadilattan ge\u00e7ti. Dada biraz b\u00fcy\u00fcs\u00fcn anlataca\u011f\u0131m ona neden Dayday\u2019a yak\u0131\u015f\u0131r. K\u00f6y\u00fcn tam ortas\u0131nda, merkezde. \u00d6n\u00fcnde k\u00f6y\u00fcn kocaman park\u0131 var, ger\u00e7ekten g\u00fczel, ulu a\u011fa\u00e7lar, \u00e7ay bah\u00e7esi. Eskiden dedemin kahvesi vard\u0131 park\u0131n \u201cortas\u0131nda\u201d. Bir s\u00fcre k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck day\u0131m \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131 sonras\u0131nda devir edildi. Yan\u0131nda zab\u0131ta, \u00f6te tarafta, hemen yan\u0131m\u0131zda k\u00f6y\u00fcn k\u00fclt\u00fcr merkezi, Camii hemen biti\u015fi\u011finde\u2026
\nMusalla ta\u015f\u0131!<\/p>\n
F\u00e2ni d\u00fcnya, f\u00e2ni\u2026<\/p>\n
Allahtan \u00f6\u011fretmen m\u00fcdahale etmemi\u015f, h\u0131rs\u0131z evden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca feryat, figan\u2026
\nGecenin bir yar\u0131s\u0131, h\u0131rs\u0131z\u0131 park i\u00e7inde insanlar \u00e7eviriyor\u2026
\nB\u0131\u00e7ak \u00e7ekiyor soysuz, tabii insanlar \u00e7il yavrusu gibi ka\u00e7\u0131\u015f\u0131yor, herif arazi. Yakalanamad\u0131 da\u2026
\nTinerci oldu\u011fu s\u00f6yleniyor. Mezarl\u0131kta cirit at\u0131yorlarm\u0131\u015f\u2026
\nHaliyle T\u00fcrkiye\u2019ye gitti\u011fimde, k\u00f6ye, mezarl\u0131ktay\u0131m. Tembih \u00fczerine tembih, millet korkar olmu\u015f mezarl\u0131\u011fa gitmeye, b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 takacaklar insana. <\/p>\n
\u201cAnneannemin evine h\u0131rs\u0131z girmi\u015f\u201d
\nBizim eve yani\u2026
\n\u201cEvet\u201d
\nK\u0131z\u0131m delirtme beni bizim eve yani?!!!
\n\u201cEvet, bizim ev desem yanl\u0131\u015f anlayacaks\u0131n, korktum\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Anlatm\u0131\u015f\u0131md\u0131r, Allah nasip etti, ata topra\u011f\u0131na bir evca\u011f\u0131z diktik. Onca mal, m\u00fclk i\u00e7inde ki anne taraf\u0131 bir zamanlar \u201ck\u00f6y a\u011fas\u0131\u201d niteli\u011findeymi\u015f, varl\u0131kl\u0131 yani, toprak gani\u2026
\n\u0130ki evin aras\u0131 y\u00fcz, y\u00fcz elli metre var yok\u2026
\nSadece bize nasip oldu ata topra\u011f\u0131 \u00fczerinde bir \u015feyler in\u015fa etmek. Y\u00fcr\u00fcyemiyorum ya, ayakta zor duruyorum, zemin kat\u0131 benim. Kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7, bah\u00e7edesin\u2026
\nDemir parmakl\u0131k istemedim, \u201ck\u0131r\u0131lmaz cam\u201d, k\u0131r\u0131l\u0131yor ama i\u00e7ine giremiyorsun. Kap\u0131lar \u201ckale\u201d.
\nKa\u00e7 defa h\u0131rs\u0131z girmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131, ba\u015faramad\u0131. Kaz\u0131\u011f\u0131 bana, camlar d\u00fcnya para.<\/p>\n
Dedemin evi tarihi nitelikte, \u201casl\u0131na\u201d uygun tadilattan ge\u00e7ti\u2026
\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck day\u0131m ki yok can\u0131nla bu olaydan sonra evin pencerelerine demir parmakl\u0131klar yapt\u0131rmak i\u00e7in harekete ge\u00e7ti, d\u00f6nece\u011fimin bir g\u00fcn \u00f6ncesiydi, parmakl\u0131klar geldi, nostaljik, \u00e7ok ho\u015fuma gitti. Anneme \u201ctalimat\u201d verdim bizde yapt\u0131ral\u0131m. Sipari\u015f verildi.
\nBirka\u00e7 haftaya tak\u0131lacak, h\u0131rs\u0131z girdi!<\/p>\n
Yirmi bir ya\u015f\u0131nda k\u0131zca\u011f\u0131z, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck bebesi var. E\u015fi gececi\u2026
\nAllahtan d\u00fcn gece i\u015fe gitmemi\u015f. Gen\u00e7 kad\u0131n\u2026
\nAllah korusun, burun buruna gelmi\u015fler h\u0131rs\u0131zla, sadece eski bir cep telefonu \u00e7alm\u0131\u015f, ka\u00e7m\u0131\u015f. <\/p>\n
H\u0131rs\u0131zlar cirit at\u0131yor \u00fclkede\u2026
\nBa\u015f \u00e7alan Ankara\u2019da!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Allaha \u00e7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr\u2026 Ben olay\u0131m, aile fertlerim olsun, T\u00fcrkiye\u2019de ve burada yuvarlan\u0131p gidiyoruz. Hayat \u015fartlar\u0131 zorluyor tabii. Arabam tamirde ya, karde\u015fin arabas\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131m. K\u0131z\u0131 i\u015fe g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm geldim\u2026 D\u00fckk\u00e2na d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde han\u0131m dedi \u201ch\u0131rs\u0131z\u2026\u201d T\u00fcrkiye\u2019ye gitmeden birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn \u00f6ncesiydi, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck day\u0131m\u0131n evine, k\u00f6yde, h\u0131rs\u0131z girmi\u015f. Kirada, k\u0131rac\u0131 h\u0131rs\u0131z\u0131n fark\u0131na varm\u0131\u015f, \u00f6\u011fretmen kendisi, tabii ak\u0131ll\u0131 adam \u00e7ekmi\u015f yorgan\u0131 … <\/p>\n