Belki\u2026
\nYok belki de\u011fil, KESIN anne ve babama olan sevgi\u2026
\nRet ettim tetik\u00e7i olmay\u0131, ASLA, ASLA olmad\u0131m ayak tak\u0131m\u0131\u2026
\nYa oturdum masaya ya \u00f6\u011frendim veya y\u00f6netip, y\u00f6nlendirdim.<\/p>\n
Dedim ya \u2026
\nAh bir tutuklasalar, t\u0131kmad\u0131k\u00e7a beni yaln\u0131z bir odaya\u2026
\nVeya sesiz, sedas\u0131z kaybetmezlerse beni\u2026
\nO mahpus\u2026
\nOlur okul!<\/p>\n
Emel\u2026
\nAnlat\u0131m sana, benim g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc sen san\u0131yor musun ki babam g\u00f6rmeyecek?
\nOna b\u0131rakmadan\u2026
\nVerdim y\u00fcz\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc eline, hadi k\u0131z\u0131m g\u00fcle g\u00fcle!<\/p>\n
Ne yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131?
\nDans ederken sa\u00e7\u0131yla oynad\u0131\u2026
\nOLMAZ ONDAN KARI!<\/p>\n
S\u00f6z bozuldu\u2026
\nGel zaman git zaman neler geldi ba\u015fa, var m\u0131yd\u0131 tahamm\u00fcl etmekten ba\u015fka \u00e7are, pa\u015fa pa\u015fa?
\nBak\u2026
\n\u00d6nder d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc elden ayaktan, ka\u00e7ar bucak bucak\u2026
\nOndan bundan, ya arkada\u015f, kar\u015f\u0131nda bir \u00e7eyrek.<\/p>\n
Kat\u0131d\u0131r kimi kurallar\u0131m, \u00e7ok katt\u0131\u2026
\nNe g\u00fczel dile getirdi de\u011fil mi Can Y\u00fccel?<\/p>\n
\u201cToprak gibi olmal\u0131s\u0131n!
\nEzildik\u00e7e sertle\u015fmelisin!
\nSeni ezenler sana muhta\u00e7 kalmal\u0131!
\nHayat\u0131 sende bulmal\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n
Can verdim, hep vermeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, can ald\u0131\u011f\u0131mda oldu\u2026
\nKaza, NEDEN \u00f6lmedin \u00d6nder, NEDEN?<\/p>\n
S\u0131fat mahkeme duvar\u0131\u2026
\nY\u00fcz\u00fcm g\u00fclmez oldu, bir bebeler bir onlar. G\u00f6rmeliydin d\u00fcn ikisinin y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc, nas\u0131l sevindiler\u2026
\n\u0130\u00e7im s\u0131cac\u0131k oldu.<\/p>\n
Evet\u2026
\n\u201cYar\u0131m g\u00f6t neyine g\u00fcveniyorsun\u201d
\nAllah\u2019\u0131ma!
\nMESAJ ALINDI\u2026
\n>>> Gere\u011fi yap\u0131lmayacak <<<<\/p>\n
Yay\u0131nlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m ge\u00e7enlerde\u2026<\/p>\n