Niye yazd\u0131m bunu?
\n\u00d6v\u00fcnmek i\u00e7in de\u011fil, deliriyorum\u2026
\n\u00c7\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131yorum zaten bildi\u011fim, EMIN oldu\u011fum bir \u015feyi bir ba\u015fkas\u0131na ispatlamak ZORUNDA oldu\u011fum\u2026
\nKald\u0131\u011f\u0131m zaman\u2026
\nBir\u2026
\n\u0130kincisi \u00f6\u011frenmek istemedi\u011fim bir \u015feye beni zorlarlarsa\u2026
\nT\u0131bbi bilgiler; BIL ate\u015fli silah yaralanmalar\u0131\u2026
\nYapabilece\u011fin TEK \u015eEY, kanamay\u0131 durdurmak\u2026
\nBir \u015fekilde, olmad\u0131 k\u0131zg\u0131n \u00e7elik ile!<\/p>\n
HEMEN y\u00e2rdim \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmak, HEMEN. Ba\u015fka yapabilece\u011fin pek bir \u015fey yok zaten.<\/p>\n
Utand\u0131rd\u0131 beni do\u00e7ent\u2026
\n16 ki\u015fiden yedisi s\u0131f\u0131r hata puan\u0131 ile\u2026
\nYine 16 ki\u015fiden be\u015fi kad\u0131n, hatta yan\u0131mda oturan hatuna sordum, merak ettim\u2026
\nNIYE???
\nDedi \u201ckocam avc\u0131, beni de g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc yan\u0131nda. Zevk ald\u0131m nisana ate\u015f etmekten!\u201d
\nNe g\u00fczel kar\u0131 \u2013 kocan\u0131n ORTAK ZEVKLER payla\u015fmas\u0131.<\/p>\n
Sigara i\u00e7meye \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, girdi\u011fimde do\u00e7ent karneleri da\u011f\u0131t\u0131yordu\u2026
\n\u201cHah geldi\u201d dedi, \u00f6ncesi ne konu\u015fuldu bilmiyorum\u2026
\n\u0130ki do\u00e7ent, d\u00f6rt > devlet g\u00f6revlisi <
\nYani alt\u0131 ki\u015fi, ANLAYIN verilen \u00f6nemi! <\/p>\n
NIYE?
\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc toplum sana > ger\u00e7ek g\u00fc\u00e7 < veriyor, hat\u0131rlay\u0131n bu konuda yay\u0131nlad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131\u2026
\nNas\u0131ld\u0131?
\n\u00d6l\u00fcmc\u00fcl ni\u015fan alarak ate\u015f etme yetkisine sahip misin?
\nEVET, son \u00e7are olarak nefsi m\u00fcdafaa veya bir ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n hayat\u0131n\u0131 kurtarmak i\u00e7in!<\/p>\n
Anlatt\u0131m da ka\u00e7ta ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131z anlad\u0131 bilmiyorum\u2026
\nNotstand; Notfall ola\u011fan\u00fcst\u00fc durumu vesaire\u2026
\nNedensiz ne yapmazd\u0131 \u00e7eyrek?
\nBir harf bile yazmaz, yay\u0131nlamazd\u0131! <\/p>\n
Toplum\u2026
\nDevlet sana g\u00fc\u00e7 veriyor, \u201csen art\u0131k toplumun silahl\u0131 g\u00fc\u00e7lerinden birisin\u201d
\nTabii ki polis de\u011filsin, kolluk kuvveti AMA\u2026
\nHat\u0131rla Tayyipistanda durumu, yanda\u015f \u2013 yolda\u015f silahland\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131\u2026
\n>>> ta\u015f\u0131ma yetkisi <<<
\nVerdi karnemi, do\u011frudan bizim buran\u0131n yetkili devlet g\u00f6revlisine, Bad \u2013 Schwalbach yani\u2026
\nKad\u0131n ise bana verdi, do\u00e7ent ise\u2026
\n\u201cDo\u011frudan (pers\u00f6nlich vom Waffenamt \u00fcberreicht so kriegt es nicht jeder) g\u00f6revli elinden al\u0131yorsun\u201d diye kursiyerlerin i\u00e7inde. Neyse, herkes g\u00f6rd\u00fc beni, tedirginli\u011fimi, endi\u015feli halimi\u2026
\nYEMINLE\u2026
\nPek umudum yoktu, g\u00fcvenemedim haf\u0131zama, TERIMLER, KELIMLER\u2026
\nAyakta durabilecek miydim acaba, yoksa silah beni kendisiyle birlikte duvara m\u0131 m\u0131hlayacakt\u0131?
\nRezil olmak var sonu\u00e7ta, kul\u00fcpte, siz de\u011ferli okurlar\u0131m kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda\u2026
\nD\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcverdiler k\u00e2\u011f\u0131da, kovadan bo\u015fal\u0131rcas\u0131na.<\/p>\n
Sorumluluk karde\u015fim\u2026
\nMesuliyet\u2026
\nG\u00fc\u00e7 demek Y\u00dcK DEMEK!<\/p>\n
Not:
\nYok bardaktan de\u011fil, kovadan\u2026
\nAma yazd\u0131m, yeminle aynen \u00f6yle\u2026
\nNe uyudum ne uyudum.<\/p>\n
S\u0131rada evlat\u2026 2. sayfa sa\u011f taraf. Heyet!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Niye yazd\u0131m bunu? \u00d6v\u00fcnmek i\u00e7in de\u011fil, deliriyorum\u2026 \u00c7\u0131ld\u0131r\u0131yorum zaten bildi\u011fim, EMIN oldu\u011fum bir \u015feyi bir ba\u015fkas\u0131na ispatlamak ZORUNDA oldu\u011fum\u2026 Kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m zaman\u2026 Bir\u2026 \u0130kincisi \u00f6\u011frenmek istemedi\u011fim bir \u015feye beni zorlarlarsa\u2026 T\u0131bbi bilgiler; BIL ate\u015fli silah yaralanmalar\u0131\u2026 Yapabilece\u011fin TEK \u015eEY, kanamay\u0131 durdurmak\u2026 Bir \u015fekilde, olmad\u0131 k\u0131zg\u0131n \u00e7elik ile! HEMEN y\u00e2rdim \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmak, HEMEN. Ba\u015fka yapabilece\u011fin pek bir \u015fey … <\/p>\n
\nBana m\u00fcsaade!<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n