{"id":26503,"date":"2019-08-09T14:36:11","date_gmt":"2019-08-09T14:36:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=26503"},"modified":"2019-08-09T15:07:07","modified_gmt":"2019-08-09T15:07:07","slug":"26503","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=26503","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"525\" height=\"394\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/F8CA-tE6m48?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcn ge\u00e7miyor ki \u015fehit haberi gelmesin kula\u011f\u0131ma, ben mi?<br \/>\nBildi\u011fin gibi\u2026<br \/>\nBug\u00fcn yine oldu bir \u015feyler\u2026<br \/>\nSuriye\u2019de, T\u00fcrk\u2019\u00fcn oralarda i\u015fi ne?<\/p>\n<p>Her Allah\u2019\u0131n g\u00fcn\u00fc ekleniyor yeni bir \u015feyler\u2026<br \/>\nDertler\u2026<br \/>\nA\u011fr\u0131lar\u2026<br \/>\nYa\u015fam\u0131yorum ki, sadece nefes al\u0131p veriyorum kendimce\u2026<br \/>\nG\u00fcn say\u0131yorum, y\u00fcz\u00fcm hi\u00e7 g\u00fclmez oldu\u2026<br \/>\nUnuttum g\u00fclmeyi\u2026<br \/>\nHastal\u0131\u011fa hastal\u0131k eklendi.<\/p>\n<p>Yard\u0131m istemezse bir insan, g\u00f6r\u00fcrse seni d\u00fc\u015fman\u2026<br \/>\nYa \u00f6leceksin ya \u00f6ld\u00fcreceksin\u2026<br \/>\nBedensel engel mi, ruhun derin hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0131 bilemezsin\u2026<br \/>\n\u0130ki g\u00fcnl\u00fck \u00f6mr\u00fc cehenneme \u00e7eviren\u2026<br \/>\nOraya koyars\u0131n olmaz, buray\u0131 doldurmaz\u2026<br \/>\nYa \u00f6leceksin\u2026<br \/>\nYa \u00f6ld\u00fcreceksin!<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6l\u00fcm bana ezelden beri yolda\u015f\u2026<br \/>\n\u00d6per \u00f6per durur beni al\u0131nmadan, g\u00f6zlerimden\u2026<br \/>\nAma beni bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc yan\u0131na almaz\u2026<br \/>\nDert etme beni, ayn\u0131 tas ayn\u0131 hamam\u2026<br \/>\n\u00c7ile \u00e7ekmeye devam.<\/p>\n<p>\u015eik\u00e2yet etmiyorum, sanma kar\u0131 gibi a\u011flan\u0131yorum\u2026<br \/>\n\u0130syan ediyorum kendime, isyand\u0131r \u00f6z\u00fcme\u2026<br \/>\nYaz\u0131yor \u00e7iziyorsam, anlat\u0131yorsam\u2026<br \/>\nDelirmemek i\u00e7in, konu\u015facak, sar\u0131lacak, g\u00fclecek\u2026<br \/>\nA\u011flayacak olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in\u2026<br \/>\nBunca insan i\u00e7inde, bunca bana can\u2026<br \/>\nYok\u2026<br \/>\nYok derdimi anlatabilece\u011fim, beni anlayan insan.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>G\u00fcn ge\u00e7miyor ki \u015fehit haberi gelmesin kula\u011f\u0131ma, ben mi? Bildi\u011fin gibi\u2026 Bug\u00fcn yine oldu bir \u015feyler\u2026 Suriye\u2019de, T\u00fcrk\u2019\u00fcn oralarda i\u015fi ne? Her Allah\u2019\u0131n g\u00fcn\u00fc ekleniyor yeni bir \u015feyler\u2026 Dertler\u2026 A\u011fr\u0131lar\u2026 Ya\u015fam\u0131yorum ki, sadece nefes al\u0131p veriyorum kendimce\u2026 G\u00fcn say\u0131yorum, y\u00fcz\u00fcm hi\u00e7 g\u00fclmez oldu\u2026 Unuttum g\u00fclmeyi\u2026 Hastal\u0131\u011fa hastal\u0131k eklendi. Yard\u0131m istemezse bir insan, g\u00f6r\u00fcrse seni d\u00fc\u015fman\u2026 &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=26503\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"screen-reader-text\">\u201e\u201c<\/span> weiterlesen<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26503"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=26503"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26503\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":26506,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/26503\/revisions\/26506"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=26503"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=26503"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=26503"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}