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<\/p>\nWiesbaden\u2026
\nSonnenberg semti veya Neroberg\u2026
\nNezih, kalbur \u00fcst\u00fc\u2026
\nRuhum\u2026
\nDedi\u011fimde kast etti\u011fim, saniye, salise i\u00e7eresinde devri \u00e2lem yapar\u0131m\u2026
\nYerin yedi kat dibi, DarkNet dedikleri veya evrenin derinlikleri\u2026
\nSenin g\u00f6rmedi\u011fin, asla g\u00f6remeyece\u011fin \u201cyerlere\u201d gidip, gelirim\u2026
\nRuhum, g\u00f6z\u00fcm \u2013 g\u00f6nl\u00fcm a\u00e7\u2026
\nArs\u0131z de\u011filim, hele a\u00e7 g\u00f6zl\u00fc\u2026
\nDaral\u0131yorum, bo\u011fuluyorum y\u00fczeysellik, bir \u00e7ay ka\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 derinli\u011finde su i\u00e7erinde(!)<\/p>\n
Arad\u0131\u011f\u0131m derinlik\u2026
\n\u0130nsanda ve nesnede\u2026
\nDalmak istiyorum i\u00e7ine, kaybolay\u0131m, kendimi kaybedeyim, yeniyi, derin d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceyi\u2026
\nKar\u0131\u015f kar\u0131\u015f, kula\u00e7 kula\u00e7 ke\u015fif edeyim\u2026
\nDoysun ruh, doysun beyin, doysun zihin ve g\u00fcn gelir bulabilirsem kad\u0131nda arad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131\u2026
\nKapamadan bu g\u00f6zleri, koklarken o g\u00fczel ve nadide \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fi, bedende doysun\u2026
\nVe ben, \u00f6leyim.<\/p>\n
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K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u00f6l\u00fcm diye tabir edilir kad\u0131n ve erke\u011fin birlikteli\u011fi\u2026
\n\u00c7ift\u2026
\nRuh ve g\u00f6n\u00fcl ikizi ise bu birliktelik salt bir hayvani i\u00e7g\u00fcd\u00fcn\u00fcn tatmini de\u011fildir\u2026
\nBeden e\u015fli\u011finde ruhlar\u0131n birle\u015fmesi, doymas\u0131, doru\u011fa, zirveye eri\u015fmesidir\u2026
\nNe ho\u015ftur ne g\u00fczeldir ne derin\u2026
\n\u0130\u00e7tenlik ile\u2026
\nTenin tene de\u011fmesi, his etti\u011fin, ta i\u00e7inde, en derinde o s\u0131cakl\u0131k, o g\u00fcven ile bar\u0131nma, kendini emniyete his etme. <\/p>\n
\u00d6l\u00fcp \u00f6l\u00fcp dirilirsin yeniden, doyamas\u0131n bu derin i\u00e7tenli\u011fe\u2026
\nO vah\u015fi\u2026
\nO dayan\u0131lmaz, kar\u015f\u0131 konmaz arzuya\u2026
\nEvet, arzulamak birbirini \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcne. <\/p>\n
\u00c7evrem, tan\u0131d\u0131klar\u0131m\u2026
\n\u0130nsandan ka\u00e7abildi\u011fim kadar ka\u00e7ar\u0131m\u2026
\nHer bildi\u011fimi, bildi\u011fimi sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6ylemem\u2026
\nHer g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131klamam…
\nKimsenin ard\u0131ndan konu\u015fmam\u2026
\nSer veririm, s\u0131r vermem!<\/p>\n
Bela geliyorum demez, gelir otomatikman bulur beni\u2026
\nSevdiklerim gibi\u2026
\nHerkes tan\u0131r, bilir bizi. Telefon geldi\u2026
\n\u201cGelebilir misin bize?\u201d y\u0131llardan beri konu\u015fmam\u0131\u015f\u0131m, unuttum gitti\u2026
\nHay hay efem, tabii ki\u2026
\nAdresi ald\u0131m, atlad\u0131m arabaya, ver elini Neroberg\u2019e\u2026
\nHep derim ya haf\u0131zam, \u00f6nemli olan \u015feyleri ezberlemem ve s\u00fcrekli tekrarlamam gerekli\u2026
\nNeticede \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc dereceden kanamal\u0131 beyin sars\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131\u2026
\nCamlar\u0131m yaz \u2013 k\u0131\u015f, evde de arabada da a\u00e7\u0131kt\u0131r. Hat\u0131rlar bulurum diye navigasyona da vermedim adresi.<\/p>\n
Neroberg, Sonnenberg gibi \u201cBeylik konaklar\u0131\u201d
\nBir\u00e7o\u011fu ofis haline getirilmi\u015f, \u00f6mr\u00fcn bir k\u0131sm\u0131 buralarda ge\u00e7ti\u2026
\nAdresi ararken, g\u00f6z kenar\u0131ndan bir ses:
\n\u201c???\u2019mi ar\u0131yorsunuz?\u201d
\nEvet\u2026
\n\u201cBiraz ileride, sol tarafta. ??? ile konu\u015fman\u0131za kulak misafiri oldum, bekliyor sizi\u201d<\/p>\n
Dedim ya g\u00f6z kenar\u0131 ile, kad\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcne bile bakmad\u0131m do\u011fru d\u00fcr\u00fcst, araba hareket halinde. Kahverengi bir d\u00f6piyes i\u00e7inde 60 ba\u015flar\u0131nda bir han\u0131mefendi. Ne al\u0131m ne al\u0131m\u2026
\nGer\u00e7ekten saniyelerle\u2026
\nAlbenisi \u00e7ok bir kad\u0131n. Tam bir Han\u0131mefendi. Hali, hareketi, konu\u015fmas\u0131\u2026
\nTek kelimeyle bay\u0131ld\u0131m\u2026
\nKalite karde\u015fim kalite. Kalite bir b\u00fct\u00fcnd\u00fcr, beli eder kendini. <\/p>\n
Bu sabah\u0131n aksine\u2026
\nAlmanya\u2019n\u0131n tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f, discounter diye tabir edilen bir ma\u011faza zincirinde\u2026
\nNormalinde tanesi 15 \u2013 20\u20ac aras\u0131nda sat\u0131lan bilgisayar i\u00e7in bir aleti iki, tekrar 2 Euro\u2019ya sat\u0131\u015fa sunmu\u015flar. Alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7 \u2013 be\u015f tane denedim, ger\u00e7ekten iyi \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131, hadi dedim alay\u0131m birka\u00e7 tane daha\u2026
\nKaliteyi objenin kendisi belirler ne mek\u00e2n ne d\u0131\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f, kaliteyi ancak deneyerek, tecr\u00fcbe ederek ve d\u0131\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015fte belli ba\u015fl\u0131 \u00f6zelliklere bakarak anlars\u0131n AMA illa tecr\u00fcbe edeceksin\u2026
\nKasada, \u00f6n\u00fcmde bir kad\u0131n ve on ya\u015flar\u0131nda bir \u00e7ocuk\u2026
\n\u00c7ocuk kasa yan\u0131na \u00f6zellikle yerle\u015ftirilen oyuncaklardan istiyor. Anne Almanca cevap veriyor ama belli yabanc\u0131. Belli, \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck ihtimale T\u00fcrk. Neyse \u00f6dedi \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131, ben \u00f6dedim \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m, park yerinde yanlar\u0131ndan ge\u00e7iyorum. <\/p>\n
\u00d6zenti\u2026
\n\u201cBizim\u201d Arap \u00f6zentileri gibi\u2026
\nKad\u0131n \u00e7ocu\u011fu ile yar\u0131 Almanca, yar\u0131 T\u00fcrk\u00e7e konu\u015fuyor\u2026
\nBu \u00e7ocuk b\u00fcy\u00fcy\u00fcnce \u00e7ocu\u011funa ne verebilir?
\nBu \u00e7ocuktan kendine, topluma ne fayda gelir?
\nAnadilini bile do\u011fru d\u00fcr\u00fcst anlamayan \u00e7ocu\u011fun, yeti\u015fkinin alg\u0131s\u0131ndan, ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 kararlardan, verdi\u011fi oydan ne beklenir?
\nNe Almancas\u0131 Almanca ne T\u00fcrk\u00e7esi T\u00fcrk\u00e7e! <\/p>\n
D\u00fcn ve bug\u00fcn yay\u0131nlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m resimler\u2026
\nSanat\u00e7\u0131 Han\u0131mefendiye ait, yolda kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m kad\u0131nda sonradan bize e\u015flik etti, d\u00f6nd\u00fc geldi\u2026
\nKald\u0131m iki kad\u0131n aras\u0131nda, hangisine laf yeti\u015ftirece\u011fim, s\u00f6z s\u00f6yleyece\u011fim?
\n193 \u00fclke, 7000 dil ve leh\u00e7e\u2026
\n\u00c7ok derin, tatmin edici bir sohbet oldu\u2026
\nKad\u0131n dedi \u201csizden duyduklar\u0131m\u0131 Alman dostlar\u0131mdan duymad\u0131m\u201d
\n\u00d6ylesine \u015fa\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ki benim T\u00fcrk oldu\u011fumu \u00f6\u011frenince\u2026
\nHele ona Atat\u00fcrk hakk\u0131nda anlatt\u0131klar\u0131m onu \u00e7ok memnun etti\u2026
\nSanat\u00e7\u0131 dostum ile ezoterik alanda, siyaseten ve sanat konular\u0131ndaki sohbetimizden \u00e7ok etkilenmi\u015fti. <\/p>\n
D\u00fcn\u2026
\n\u00c7ok uzun bir s\u00fcreden beri ruhen, beynen tatmin olmu\u015f bir halde eve d\u00f6nd\u00fcm\u2026
\n\u0130htiyac\u0131m var belli, en g\u00fczeli azami bir derinli\u011fe\u2026
\nSu gibi, hava gibi muhtac\u0131m. B\u0131km\u0131\u015f\u0131m y\u00fczeysellikten, \u00e7ok b\u0131km\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u2026
\nA\u00e7\u0131m a\u00e7, beyin doymak ister ruh doymak ister beden doymak ister\u2026
\nTatmin olmak ister insan, doymak. <\/p>\n
D\u00fcnk\u00fc resim\u2026
\nBir k\u00fcreden di\u011ferine ge\u00e7i\u015f\u2026
\nYa\u015famdan \u00f6l\u00fcme ve tersine\u2026
\nBeni en \u00e7ok \u015fa\u015f\u0131rtan, etkileyen kad\u0131n\u0131n bu resim ile Albert Einstein\u2019\u0131n\u2026
\n\u0130zafiyet Kuram\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131klamas\u0131 oldu.<\/p>\n
D\u00fcr\u00fcst olun, kendinize kar\u015f\u0131 d\u00fcr\u00fcst\u2026
\nAkl\u0131n\u0131za gelir miydi bunlar?<\/p>\n
Sanskrit\u2026
\nM.\u00d6. 1200 y\u0131llar\u0131nda olu\u015ftu\u011fu tahmin edilen bir Hint dilinin toplam\u0131\u2026
\nDini ayinler esnas\u0131nda kullan\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 tahmin ediliyor (Veden). Hint mitolojisinde, Yunan mitolojisi gibi rengarenk. Naga\u2026
\nKad\u0131n k\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda y\u0131lan tanr\u0131\u00e7as\u0131 (dikkatinizi \u00e7ekerim KADIN = YILAN, Hava anam\u0131z\u0131n, \u00c2dem babam\u0131za uzatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 elma, y\u0131lan. Neyse konuyu sapt\u0131rmayal\u0131m, hat\u0131rlatmam\u0131n nedeni INSAN, insandan beslenir. Hat\u0131rl\u0131 okuyucular\u0131m bilir bu k\u0131sa c\u00fcmle ile ne demek istedi\u011fimi)
\nY\u0131lan\u0131n Hintliler hayat\u0131nda \u00f6nemli bir yeri vard\u0131r. Sanat\u00e7\u0131 dostum\u2026
\nBu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceden esinlenerek yukar\u0131daki resmi tuale ald\u0131. Anlam\u0131 insan ruhu, y\u0131lan gibi k\u0131vr\u0131lmas\u0131, zehri, karma\u015fas\u0131!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Wiesbaden\u2026 Sonnenberg semti veya Neroberg\u2026 Nezih, kalbur \u00fcst\u00fc\u2026 Ruhum\u2026 Dedi\u011fimde kast etti\u011fim, saniye, salise i\u00e7eresinde devri \u00e2lem yapar\u0131m\u2026 Yerin yedi kat dibi, DarkNet dedikleri veya evrenin derinlikleri\u2026 Senin g\u00f6rmedi\u011fin, asla g\u00f6remeyece\u011fin \u201cyerlere\u201d gidip, gelirim\u2026 Ruhum, g\u00f6z\u00fcm \u2013 g\u00f6nl\u00fcm a\u00e7\u2026 Ars\u0131z de\u011filim, hele a\u00e7 g\u00f6zl\u00fc\u2026 Daral\u0131yorum, bo\u011fuluyorum y\u00fczeysellik, bir \u00e7ay ka\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 derinli\u011finde su i\u00e7erinde(!) Arad\u0131\u011f\u0131m derinlik\u2026 … <\/p>\n