{"id":240404,"date":"2026-09-29T11:54:06","date_gmt":"2026-09-29T11:54:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=240404"},"modified":"2026-09-29T12:27:12","modified_gmt":"2026-09-29T12:27:12","slug":"j-a","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=240404","title":{"rendered":"J A"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Noches de Amor en La Habana | Boleros Cubanos para Recordar\" width=\"525\" height=\"295\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/8yvapa3pJe8?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>DIE E r i n n e r u n g BLEIBT, so wie ich mein Gl\u00fcck KENNE<br>2 JAHRE<br>???<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A l l e i n e?<br>DAS war ich schon IMMER<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>KEINE balkone MEHR, meine Moral! 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Sagte ich nicht ich will es bei euch nicht mehr sehen?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>gro\u00dfe WORTE und DOCH bist DU bei mir<br>ich sagte ich mag solche Spielchen NICHT obwohl es zu EUEREM sein dazugeh\u00f6rt<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>###############<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>wei\u00dft du SIE haben es FAST geschaft mich mental zu brechen ABER NUR FAST<br><strong>dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee<br>4 Stunden 10 Minuten LAUFEN<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>*<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ES<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Te Ame\u0301 Ma\u0301s de lo que Me Ame\u0301 a Mi\u0301 \u2013 Volvi\u0301 a Amarme | Spanish Soul Blues\" width=\"525\" height=\"295\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/Zry9lKBkGmM?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>beruht auf Gegenseitigkeit nur das ich mich NICHT lieben KANN<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>*<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8222;Weib&#8220;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Relaxing Jazz Songs | Timeless Jazz Playlist for Coffee, Work &amp; Late Nights\" width=\"525\" height=\"295\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/5XDO-s-Lb6A?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>du<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"[\ud835\udc77\ud835\udc8d\ud835\udc82\ud835\udc9a\ud835\udc8d\ud835\udc8a\ud835\udc94\ud835\udc95] Soft love songs for a quiet night \ud83c\udf19 | Smooth Jazz \u00b7 Female Vocals \u00b7 Lounge Music\" width=\"525\" height=\"295\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/VTmCw-ExqbA?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>machst MICH fertig<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>DIE E r i n n e r u n g BLEIBT, so wie ich mein Gl\u00fcck KENNE2 JAHRE??? 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