{"id":23675,"date":"2019-06-05T05:31:10","date_gmt":"2019-06-05T05:31:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=23675"},"modified":"2019-06-05T05:46:03","modified_gmt":"2019-06-05T05:46:03","slug":"duen-evlat-geldi-nasil-sevindim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=23675","title":{"rendered":"D\u00fcn evlat geldi, nas\u0131l sevindim"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u00c7ok\u2026<br \/>\n\u00c7ok, \u00e7ok, \u00e7ok ciddi ruh hastas\u0131y\u0131m. Bu kesin\u2026<br \/>\nKORKUYORUM, akl\u0131m gidiyor kaybetmekten\u2026<br \/>\nS.kerim paras\u0131n\u0131, ne paras\u0131?<br \/>\nCan kaybetmekten korkuyorum. HERKES olacak g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnde, hanim uzakta\u2026<br \/>\nNas\u0131l tedirginim\u2026<br \/>\nHerkes olunca yan\u0131mda, ula\u015fabilece\u011fim yerde nispeten huzurluyum. Sanki ben koruyabilece\u011fim?!<\/p>\n<p>Allah yazmam\u0131\u015f olacak, Allah\u2026<br \/>\nD\u00fcn yine\u2026<br \/>\nINAN, \u00e7ok d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm, \u00e7ok istedim. Hayata tek ba\u015f\u0131na olmak\u2026<br \/>\nDuymu\u015flar T\u00fcrkiye\u2019den, arayan arayana\u2026<br \/>\nHastane\u2026<br \/>\nKara Mediha her halde, yeti\u015ftirdi yine. Herkes \u00fczg\u00fcn ama manen hepsi yan\u0131mda\u2026<br \/>\nBu da g\u00fc\u00e7 veriyor bana, karde\u015f yine \u201cA\u011fabey\u2026\u201d<br \/>\nBiliyor musun, d\u00fcn annem diyor \u201cAllah her \u015feyi verdi veriyor. Bir tek sa\u011fl\u0131k. Acaba hem maddiyat hem sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir arada verse olmaz m\u0131?\u201d<br \/>\nT\u00f6vbeler, t\u00f6vbesi\u2026<br \/>\nHer halde olmuyor!?<\/p>\n<p>Ya \u00e7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr, \u00e7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr\u2026<br \/>\nBak\u0131nca ba\u015fkalar\u0131na, tamam hayvan gibi \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmak zorunda kal\u0131yoruz AMA iyiyiz \u00e7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr\u2026<br \/>\nMuhta\u00e7 de\u011filiz kimseye, yuvarlan\u0131p gidiyoruz yani\u2026<br \/>\nNakit meselesi, herkeste oldu\u011fu gibi\u2026<br \/>\nAma kimse dayanm\u0131yor, dayanam\u0131yor kap\u0131m\u0131za!<\/p>\n<p>INAN\u2026<br \/>\n\u0130nan buna \u00f6l\u00fcmden korkmuyorum, bir varm\u0131\u015f\u0131n bir yokmu\u015fsun\u2026<br \/>\nYa 54 ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m, s\u00f6zde erkek\u2026<br \/>\nSaniyem\u2026<br \/>\nSaniyeme uymuyor, utan\u0131yorum anamdan, beni d\u00fcnyaya getiren insandan\u2026<br \/>\nMa\u015fallah benden din\u00e7 kimi zaman\u2026<br \/>\nErkek demeye\u2026<br \/>\nMilyon \u015fahit laz\u0131m, milyon!<\/p>\n<p><strong>Unuttum bak, Cemil \u00c7i\u00e7ek \u00e7ok \u00f6nemli bir &gt; tespitte &lt; bulundu\u2026<br \/>\nHangi siyasi g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015ften olursa olsun, insan do\u011fruyu s\u00f6yleyince\u2026<br \/>\nP\u00fcr dikkat kesilmeli!<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Neyse bitireyim \u015fu ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131, bitsin bir \u015feyler. INAN bence \u00d6NEMLI, gerek g\u00f6rmesem zaten yapmam. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn ya d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn YSK gibi bir kurum bilgi veremez durumda!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00c7ok\u2026 \u00c7ok, \u00e7ok, \u00e7ok ciddi ruh hastas\u0131y\u0131m. Bu kesin\u2026 KORKUYORUM, akl\u0131m gidiyor kaybetmekten\u2026 S.kerim paras\u0131n\u0131, ne paras\u0131? Can kaybetmekten korkuyorum. HERKES olacak g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnde, hanim uzakta\u2026 Nas\u0131l tedirginim\u2026 Herkes olunca yan\u0131mda, ula\u015fabilece\u011fim yerde nispeten huzurluyum. Sanki ben koruyabilece\u011fim?! Allah yazmam\u0131\u015f olacak, Allah\u2026 D\u00fcn yine\u2026 INAN, \u00e7ok d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm, \u00e7ok istedim. Hayata tek ba\u015f\u0131na olmak\u2026 Duymu\u015flar T\u00fcrkiye\u2019den, &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=23675\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"screen-reader-text\">\u201eD\u00fcn evlat geldi, nas\u0131l sevindim\u201c<\/span> weiterlesen<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23675"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=23675"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23675\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":23681,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23675\/revisions\/23681"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=23675"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=23675"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=23675"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}