{"id":228234,"date":"2026-05-18T11:38:44","date_gmt":"2026-05-18T11:38:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=228234"},"modified":"2026-05-18T12:20:30","modified_gmt":"2026-05-18T12:20:30","slug":"228234","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=228234","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=2sATDdR2dBg&amp;list=RD2sATDdR2dBg&amp;start_radio=1\">https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=2sATDdR2dBg&amp;list=RD2sATDdR2dBg&amp;start_radio=1<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>DAS wei\u00df ich<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"TON PARFUM | French Cinematic Noir \u2014 Juliette de Lumi\u00e8re\" width=\"525\" height=\"295\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/1RhEUjN6ovw?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>um ehrlich zu sein am liebsten w\u00fcrde ich weglaufen GANZ WEIT weg, ich BIN NICHT mehr der Alte. ALLES tut weh, alles IST in meinem &#8222;Leben&#8220; nur noch eine Katastrophe. Mir FEHLT die KRAFT<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>*<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-4-3 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Elarwyn of the Fading Vale\" width=\"525\" height=\"394\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/o6f5nGNtZiI?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>DAS Gestern KENN vor VORGESTERN WISSEN\u2026<br>Aberrr\u2026<br>IMMER nach vorneschauen<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Habe ich NICHT GESAGT Tr\u00e4nen stehen euch NICHT?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=3blxAI175as\">https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=3blxAI175as<\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ja ich BIN DEINE S\u00fcnde\u2026<br>DU\u2026<br>Warst es der mich von mir befreit HAT aber auch (\u2026)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>KARDA Y\u00dcR\u00dc\u2026<br>izini BELLI ETME<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"I Can\u2019t Forget You\u2026 (Je t\u2019oublie pas) | French Sad Song\" width=\"525\" height=\"295\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/j7G7Qwq1msM?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>DAS\u2026<br>Die dritte im Bunde will ich DOCH SEHR hoffen<br>\ud83d\ude09<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>es ist KEINE RACHE mehr, <a href=\"http:\/\/www.gurbuz.net\/Yeni\/Aufzeichnung 2026-05-18 141840.mp4\" data-type=\"URL\" data-id=\"http:\/\/www.gurbuz.net\/Yeni\/Aufzeichnung 2026-05-18 141840.mp4\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener\">es IST eine Abrechnung<\/a> nicht mehr und nicht weniger<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=2sATDdR2dBg&amp;list=RD2sATDdR2dBg&amp;start_radio=1 DAS wei\u00df ich um ehrlich zu sein am liebsten w\u00fcrde ich weglaufen GANZ WEIT weg, ich BIN NICHT mehr der Alte. ALLES tut weh, alles IST in meinem &#8222;Leben&#8220; nur noch eine Katastrophe. Mir FEHLT die KRAFT * DAS Gestern KENN vor VORGESTERN WISSEN\u2026Aberrr\u2026IMMER nach vorneschauen Habe ich NICHT GESAGT Tr\u00e4nen stehen euch NICHT? &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=228234\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"screen-reader-text\">\u201e\u201c<\/span> weiterlesen<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/228234"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=228234"}],"version-history":[{"count":9,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/228234\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":228244,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/228234\/revisions\/228244"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=228234"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=228234"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=228234"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}