{"id":225135,"date":"2026-04-13T08:33:03","date_gmt":"2026-04-13T08:33:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=225135"},"modified":"2026-04-13T09:06:53","modified_gmt":"2026-04-13T09:06:53","slug":"beides-ist-mir-recht","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=225135","title":{"rendered":"&#8230;:::BEIDES ist MIR RECHT:::&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Silent Films | Saxophone Jazz Noir\" width=\"525\" height=\"295\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/m6tWG1dafiI?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Da\u2026<br>Bist jetzt KAUM aufgestanden, mich bewegt\u2026<br>Ich WOLLTE gehen, ich MUSS raus weitermachen aufr\u00e4umen\u2026<br>MEIN pers\u00f6nlicher Schei\u00df,<br>es VIELLEICHT finden!?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Als ob ich in zwei H\u00e4lften w\u00e4re\u2026<br>Oberk\u00f6rper und ab Bauchnabel abw\u00e4rts\u2026<br>Unvorstellbare <strong>SCHMERZEN<\/strong>\u2026<br>JEDEN\u2026<br>Verdammten Tag, jeden!!!<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ich wei\u00df selber SCHULD brauchst DU mir nicht zu sagen. St\u00fcmper SIND DAS kriegen NIX richtig hin, sie h\u00e4tten nicht Sterben d\u00fcrfen und ich nicht \u201eleben\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>##########################<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>PATT<\/strong>&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ihr HABT MEIN Wort! aberrrrrrrrrrr (&#8230;)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Da\u2026Bist jetzt KAUM aufgestanden, mich bewegt\u2026Ich WOLLTE gehen, ich MUSS raus weitermachen aufr\u00e4umen\u2026MEIN pers\u00f6nlicher Schei\u00df,es VIELLEICHT finden!? Als ob ich in zwei H\u00e4lften w\u00e4re\u2026Oberk\u00f6rper und ab Bauchnabel abw\u00e4rts\u2026Unvorstellbare SCHMERZEN\u2026JEDEN\u2026Verdammten Tag, jeden!!! ich wei\u00df selber SCHULD brauchst DU mir nicht zu sagen. St\u00fcmper SIND DAS kriegen NIX richtig hin, sie h\u00e4tten nicht Sterben d\u00fcrfen und ich &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=225135\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"screen-reader-text\">\u201e&#8230;:::BEIDES ist MIR RECHT:::&#8230;\u201c<\/span> weiterlesen<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/225135"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=225135"}],"version-history":[{"count":7,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/225135\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":225142,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/225135\/revisions\/225142"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=225135"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=225135"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=225135"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}