{"id":22083,"date":"2019-04-29T16:52:59","date_gmt":"2019-04-29T16:52:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=22083"},"modified":"2019-04-29T17:51:29","modified_gmt":"2019-04-29T17:51:29","slug":"aslinda-sozum-sana-ama","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=22083","title":{"rendered":"Asl\u0131nda sozum sana AMA"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>inan&#8230;<br \/>\nG\u00fcn boyunca aklimdan ge\u00e7enleri, duygular\u0131m\u0131 dile getirebilsem. Ah bir dile getirebilsem&#8230;<br \/>\nY\u0131llar\u0131n\u0131 verdin bana, ben sana&#8230;<br \/>\nNeden?<\/p>\n<p>Denemek istiyorum&#8230;<br \/>\nAnlayana&#8230;<br \/>\nBenim durumumda olan insan az vardir ama&#8230;<br \/>\nBu kadar karma\u015fa&#8230;<br \/>\nArap&#8217;in sa\u00e7\u0131 halt etmi\u015f yan\u0131nda.<\/p>\n<p>Bu yuzden buradan yazaca\u011f\u0131m&#8230;<br \/>\nAllah&#8230;<br \/>\nDua, tecr\u00fcbe ve gormek \u00fczerine. \u00c7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr biraz d\u00fczeldim, bacaklar. Saate bak&#8230;<br \/>\nOgleden evvelden bu yana.<\/p>\n<p>Telefon durmad\u0131 bug\u00fcn&#8230;<br \/>\nI\u015ften \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015flar dogru bana, kardes, evlat&#8230;<br \/>\n&#x1f600;<br \/>\nNasil tarif edilir bilmiyorum, ok\u015fad\u0131m tombik yanaklar\u0131n\u0131. Yiyecek, i\u00e7ecek getirmis&#8230;<br \/>\nBaklava&#8230;<br \/>\nAllah razi olsun pa\u015fam ama yiyemem, yemekle pek aram yok ama Cola, meyve suyu litrelerce&#8230;<br \/>\nBu yuzden \u015fi\u015fiyorum&#8230;<br \/>\nBildigin konu&#8230;<br \/>\nEvladi yollad\u0131ktan sonra. \u00d6nce Allah&#8230;<br \/>\nYazmam\u0131\u015f olacak SONRA sana pusula olan&#8230;<br \/>\nPusula olacak&#8230;<br \/>\nAllah buyuk, elimden geleni ADIL, taraf tutmadan yapmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015faca\u011f\u0131m. Biliyorsun&#8230;<br \/>\nHep dedigimdir, Allah benimle, sevdiklerimle&#8230;<br \/>\nARTIK&#8230;<br \/>\nSende ikna olmu\u015f olmal\u0131s\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6l\u00fcm&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcm nedir ki g\u00fcl\u00fcm&#8230;<br \/>\nEbedi ayr\u0131l\u0131k mi, hat\u0131ralar\u0131nla ba\u015f  ba\u015fa&#8230;<br \/>\nYoksa&#8230;<br \/>\nGe\u00e7i\u00e7i bir s\u00fcre icin hasretten, dayan\u0131lmaz \u00f6zlemden mi ibaret?<\/p>\n<p>VEEE&#8230;<br \/>\nSezar\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na dizilirler&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcme adanm\u0131\u015f olanlar, selam ederler muktedire&#8230;<br \/>\nKisa bir an sonra, can vermek can almak \u00fczere.<\/p>\n<p>BILIYORSUN&#8230;<br \/>\nPi\u015fmi\u015f tavuk halt etmi\u015f yanimda&#8230;<br \/>\nAzrail&#8230;<br \/>\nKanka bana. Patl\u0131can, patlican&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0131kmayan can ve daha kisa bir sure \u00f6nce yazd\u0131m sana, Allah her kuluna nasip etmez&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00d6lece\u011fi zaman\u0131 kestirmeyi, BENZEMEZ \u00e7at\u0131\u015fmaya girmeye, silah arkada\u015flar\u0131nla&#8230;<br \/>\nOlas\u0131l\u0131k&#8230;<br \/>\nYar\u0131 yar\u0131ya. Ve evet vardir kimi g\u00f6revler..<br \/>\nGeri d\u00f6nme ihtimali neredeyse sifir.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0131f\u0131r\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nKac kez t\u00fcketti bu kul?<br \/>\nBIR ILK&#8230;<br \/>\nBenim i\u00e7in ya\u015famam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m oncesi b\u00f6ylesini&#8230;<br \/>\nYatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m yer, yok her biri bir gladyat\u00f6r degil, ben dahil&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fc bekleyenler, bilirsin beni&#8230;<br \/>\nIzlerim, g\u00f6zlemlerim hem cinslerimizi&#8230;<br \/>\nKonu\u015fur&#8230;<br \/>\nOKURUM VUCUT DILERINI&#8230;<br \/>\nBilin\u00e7 altlar\u0131 gizli kalmaz benden, okurum ruhlarini.<\/p>\n<p>Umutlar&#8230;<br \/>\nEn son s\u00f6ner. Ve Rabbini hatirlar unutanlar&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Bak ya gitti gene tum yazdiklarim. Aman be, insanda heveste kalmiyor<\/p>\n<p>Devam edecek&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>inan&#8230; G\u00fcn boyunca aklimdan ge\u00e7enleri, duygular\u0131m\u0131 dile getirebilsem. Ah bir dile getirebilsem&#8230; Y\u0131llar\u0131n\u0131 verdin bana, ben sana&#8230; Neden? Denemek istiyorum&#8230; Anlayana&#8230; Benim durumumda olan insan az vardir ama&#8230; Bu kadar karma\u015fa&#8230; Arap&#8217;in sa\u00e7\u0131 halt etmi\u015f yan\u0131nda. Bu yuzden buradan yazaca\u011f\u0131m&#8230; Allah&#8230; Dua, tecr\u00fcbe ve gormek \u00fczerine. \u00c7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr biraz d\u00fczeldim, bacaklar. Saate bak&#8230; Ogleden evvelden &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=22083\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"screen-reader-text\">\u201eAsl\u0131nda sozum sana AMA\u201c<\/span> weiterlesen<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22083"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=22083"}],"version-history":[{"count":12,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22083\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":22095,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22083\/revisions\/22095"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=22083"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=22083"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=22083"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}