{"id":218259,"date":"2026-01-02T12:08:24","date_gmt":"2026-01-02T12:08:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=218259"},"modified":"2026-01-02T12:31:56","modified_gmt":"2026-01-02T12:31:56","slug":"218259","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=218259","title":{"rendered":"### !!! >>> von Israel \u00fcber Afrika \u2013 Venezuela NACH KUBA <<< !!! ###"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Ja JA der Iran,<br \/>\nJunge\u2026<br \/>\nJa meine DEN JUDEN diesen Netanjahu und SEINE Mossad\u2026<br \/>\nHeyyy\u2026<br \/>\nBIN noch NICHT Tod<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Buena Vista Social Club - Chan Chan (Official HD Video)\" width=\"525\" height=\"295\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/tGbRZ73NvlY?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>Sobald ich Zeit finde<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"\" src=\"http:\/\/www.gurbuz.net\/Yeni\/Screenshot 2026-01-02 131604.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"419\" height=\"244\" \/><\/p>\n<p>DAMIT habt IHR nicht gerechnet ODERRR?<br \/>\n\u2026<br \/>\nTja\u2026<br \/>\nich BIN ICH<br \/>\n\ud83d\ude09<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Semiramis Pekkan - Unutamad\u0131m (Official Music Video)\" width=\"525\" height=\"295\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/KLdFbBSFMHc?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>YALNIZ B\u0130R OPERA<\/p>\n<p>\u00f6l\u00fc bir y\u0131lan gibi yat\u0131yordu aram\u0131zda<br \/>\nyorgun, kirli ve umutsuz ge\u00e7mi\u015fim<br \/>\noysa bilmedi\u011fin bir \u015fey vard\u0131 sevgilim<br \/>\nBen sende b\u00fct\u00fcn a\u015fklar\u0131m\u0131 temize \u00e7ektim<\/p>\n<p>imrendi\u011fin, \u00f6fkelendi\u011fin<br \/>\nk\u0131zd\u0131\u011f\u0131n ya da k\u0131skand\u0131\u011f\u0131n diyelim<br \/>\nyani ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fl\u0131k sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n<br \/>\nGe\u00e7mi\u015fim<br \/>\ndile d\u00f6k\u00fclmeyenin tenhal\u0131\u011f\u0131nda<br \/>\nka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131lan bak\u0131\u015flarda<br \/>\ng\u00fcndeli\u011fin ba\u015f\u0131bo\u015f ayr\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131nda<br \/>\nzaman zaman geri tepip duruyordu. Ve elbet \u00fczerinde durulmuyordu.<br \/>\nSense kendini hala hayat\u0131mdaki herhangi biri san\u0131yordun, biraz daha<br \/>\nfazla sevdi\u011fim, biraz daha \u00f6nem verdi\u011fim.<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7ta do\u011fruydu belki. S\u0131radan bir ser\u00fcven, rastgele bir ili\u015fki<br \/>\ngibi ba\u015flay\u0131p, g\u00fcn g\u00fcnden hayat\u0131ma yay\u0131lan, b\u00fcy\u00fcy\u00fcp k\u00f6k salan ,<br \/>\nbenli\u011fimi kavray\u0131p, varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ele ge\u00e7iren bir a\u015fka bedellendin.<br \/>\nVe hala bilmiyordun sevgilim<br \/>\nBen sende b\u00fct\u00fcn a\u015fklar\u0131m\u0131 temize \u00e7ektim<br \/>\nAnlad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndaysa yapacak tek \u015fey kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 sana<br \/>\nB\u00fct\u00fcn kazananlar gibi<br \/>\nTerk ettin<\/p>\n<p>      Yaz ba\u015f\u0131yd\u0131 gitti\u011finde. Ard\u0131ndan, senin i\u00e7in \u00fc\u00e7 lirik par\u00e7a<br \/>\nyazmaya karar vermi\u015ftim. Kimsesiz bir yazd\u0131. Yoktun. Kimsesizdim.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir yolun ilk dura\u011f\u0131nda bir mevsim bekledim durdum.<br \/>\n      \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ben a\u015fk\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00e7a\u011flar\u0131ndan geliyordum.<\/p>\n<p>      San\u0131r\u0131m lirik s\u00f6zc\u00fc\u011f\u00fc en \u00e7ok y\u00fcz\u00fcne yak\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu<br \/>\n      y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki ku\u015fkun kedere, g\u00fcr kirpiklerinin alt\u0131ndan<br \/>\n      k\u0131s\u0131k lambalar gibi \u0131\u015f\u0131yan g\u00f6zlerine<br \/>\n      \u00e7er\u00e7evesine s\u0131\u011fmayan<br \/>\n      munis, sokulgan, h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc resimlerine<br \/>\n      lirik s\u00f6zc\u00fc\u011f\u00fc en \u00e7ok y\u00fcz\u00fcne yak\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu<\/p>\n<p>      Yaz ba\u015f\u0131yd\u0131 gitti\u011finde. Sersemletici bir r\u00fczgar gibi ge\u00e7mi\u015fti<br \/>\nMay\u0131s. Seni bir \u015fiire d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fck\u00e7e kanat gibi, t\u00fcy gibi, dokunmak gibi<br \/>\nu\u00e7ucu ve yumu\u015fak \u015feyler geliyordu akl\u0131ma. \u00d6nceki \u015fiirlerimde hi\u00e7 kullanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bu s\u00f6zc\u00fck usulca d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyordu bir ka\u011f\u0131t akl\u0131\u011f\u0131na, belki de<br \/>\nilk kez giriyordu yazd\u0131klar\u0131ma, hayat\u0131ma.<br \/>\n      Yaz ba\u015f\u0131yd\u0131 gitti\u011finde. Bir a\u015fk\u0131n ilk g\u00fcnleriydi daha. A\u015fk m\u0131yd\u0131,<br \/>\nde\u011fil miydi? Bunu o g\u00fcnler kim bilebilirdi? &#8222;Eyl\u00fcl&#8217;de ayn\u0131 yerde ve<br \/>\nayn\u0131 insan olmam\u0131 isteyen&#8220; notunu buldum kap\u0131mda. Alt\u0131na saat: 16.00<br \/>\ndiye yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131n, ve saat 16.04&#8217;t\u00fc onu buldu\u011fumda.<\/p>\n<p>Daha o g\u00fcn anlamal\u0131yd\u0131m bu ili\u015fkinin yazg\u0131s\u0131n\u0131<br \/>\n      Takvim tutmazl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131<br \/>\n      Aram\u0131zda bir d\u00fc\u015fman gibi duran<br \/>\n      Zaman&#8217;\u0131<br \/>\n      Daha o g\u00fcn anlamal\u0131yd\u0131m<br \/>\n      Benim sana erken<br \/>\n      Senin bana ge\u00e7 kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n<p>      Gittin. Koca bir yaz girdi aram\u0131za. Yaz ve getirdikleri.<br \/>\nD\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde eksik, noksan bir \u015feyler ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Sanki yaz, birbirimizi g\u00f6rmedi\u011fimiz o \u00fc\u00e7 ay, al\u0131p g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc bir \u015feyleri hayat\u0131m\u0131zdan, olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131, eksik<br \/>\nkalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<br \/>\n      K\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir \u015feyi onar\u0131r gibi ba\u015flad\u0131k yar\u0131m kalm\u0131\u015f<br \/>\narkada\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131za. Ad\u0131mlar\u0131m\u0131z tutuk, y\u00fcre\u011fimiz \u00e7ekingen, k\u00f6rler gibi tutunuyor, dilsizler gibi bak\u0131\u015f\u0131yorduk.<br \/>\n      Sanki ufac\u0131k bir\u015fey olsa birbirimizden ka\u00e7acakt\u0131k.<\/p>\n<p>Fotoromans\u0131z, tr\u00fcks\u00fcz, hilesiz, kli\u015fesiz bir beraberlikti bizimki.<br \/>\nZamanla g\u00f6zlerimiz a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131, dilimiz \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcld\u00fc g\u00fcvenle ilerledik birbirimize.<\/p>\n<p>Gittin.\u015fimdi bir mevsim de\u011fil, koca bir hayat girdi aram\u0131za. Biliyorum ne sen d\u00f6nebilirsin art\u0131k, ne de ben kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7abilirim sana.<\/p>\n<p>      \u015eimdi biz neyiz biliyor musun?<br \/>\n      Ak\u0131p giden zamana g\u00f6z k\u0131rpan yorgun y\u0131ld\u0131zlar gibiyiz.<br \/>\n      Birbirine uzanamayan<br \/>\n      Bo\u015flukta iki yaln\u0131z y\u0131ld\u0131z gibi<br \/>\n      Ac\u0131 \u00e7ekiyor ve kendimize g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fcyoruz<br \/>\n      Bir zaman sonra bat\u0131k bir a\u015fktan geriye kalan iki enkaz olaca\u011f\u0131z yaln\u0131zca<br \/>\n      Kendi denizlerimizde sessiz sedas\u0131z bo\u011fulaca\u011f\u0131z<br \/>\n      Ne kalacak bizden?<br \/>\n      bir mektup, bir kart, birka\u00e7 sat\u0131r ve benim su k\u0131r\u0131k d\u00f6k\u00fck \u015fiirim<br \/>\n      Sessizce alacak yerini nesnelerin d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda<br \/>\n      Ne kalacak geriye savrulmu\u015f g\u00fcnlerimizden<br \/>\n      Bizden diyorum, ikimizden<br \/>\n      Ne kalacak?<\/p>\n<p>      \u015eimdi biz neyiz biliyor musun?<br \/>\n      Y\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar aras\u0131nda yak\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131 arayan \u00f6ks\u00fcz sava\u015f \u00e7ocuklar\u0131<br \/>\ngibiyiz. Umut ve korkunun hi\u00e7bir anlam ta\u015f\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir d\u00fcnyada bir<br \/>\n\u015fey buldu\u011funda neyi, ne yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilemeyen \u00e7ocuklar gibi.<br \/>\n      Art\u0131k hi\u00e7bir duygusunu anlamayan \u00e7ocuklar gibi<br \/>\n      Ve elbet biz de bu a\u015fkla b\u00fcy\u00fcyecek<br \/>\n      Her \u015feyi bir ba\u015fka a\u015fka erteleyece\u011fiz<\/p>\n<p>      k\u0131\u015f ba\u015fl\u0131yor sevgilim<br \/>\n      ho\u015fnutsuzlu\u011fumun k\u0131\u015f\u0131 ba\u015fl\u0131yor<br \/>\n      bir yaz daha ge\u00e7ti hi\u00e7bir \u015fey anlamadan<br \/>\n      oysa yapacak ne \u00e7ok \u015fey vard\u0131<br \/>\n      ve ne kadar az zaman<br \/>\n      k\u0131\u015f ba\u015fl\u0131yor sevgilim<br \/>\n      iyi bak kendine<br \/>\n      g\u00f6zlerindeki usul \u015fefkati<br \/>\n      teslim etme kimseye, hi\u00e7bir \u015feye<br \/>\n      upuzun bir k\u0131\u015f ba\u015fl\u0131yor sevgilim<br \/>\n      ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n k\u0131\u015f\u0131 ba\u015fl\u0131yor<br \/>\n      Giriyoruz kara ve so\u011fuk bir mevsime.<\/p>\n<p>      Kitaplara sar\u0131lmak, dostlarla konu\u015fmak, yaz\u0131ya oturup sonu<br \/>\ngelmeyen c\u00fcmleler kurmak, camdan d\u0131\u015far\u0131 bak\u0131p puslu \u015fark\u0131lar m\u0131r\u0131ldanmak&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>      B\u00f6yle zamanlarda her \u015fey birbirinin yerini al\u0131r<br \/>\n      \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc her \u015fey bir o kadar anlams\u0131zd\u0131r<br \/>\n      i\u00e7inizdeki \u0131ss\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 doldurmaz hi\u00e7bir oyun<br \/>\n      para etmez kendinizi avutmak i\u00e7in buldu\u011funuz numaralar<br \/>\n      Bir a\u015fk\u0131 ya\u015fatan ayr\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131 nereye saklayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 bilemezsiniz<br \/>\n\u00e7\u0131plak bir yara gibi s\u0131zlar payla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z anlar, e\u015fyalar<br \/>\n      g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnde durur birlikte yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131klar<br \/>\n      korkars\u0131n\u0131z s\u00f6zc\u00fcklerden, sessizlikten de; bakamazs\u0131n\u0131z aynalara,<br \/>\n\u00e7a\u011fr\u0131\u015f\u0131mlarla \u00f6de\u015femezsiniz<br \/>\n      d\u0131\u015far\u0131da hayat d\u00fc\u015fmand\u0131r size<br \/>\n      i\u00e7eride odalara s\u0131\u011famazken siz, kendiniz<br \/>\n      Bir ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n ilk g\u00fcnleridir daha<br \/>\n      Her \u015fey as\u0131l\u0131 kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r bitkisel bir yaln\u0131zl\u0131kla<\/p>\n<p>      G\u00fcn boyu hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yapmadan oturup<br \/>\n      kulak verdi\u011finiz saatin tiktaklar\u0131<br \/>\n      kaplar tekin olmayan g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc<br \/>\n      ge\u00e7ici bir dinginlik, d\u00fczmece bir erin\u00e7<br \/>\nsuyu bo\u015falm\u0131\u015f bir havuz, fi\u015ften \u00e7ekilmi\u015f bir alet kadar tehlikesiz<br \/>\n      bak\u0131n\u0131p dururken duvarlara<br \/>\n      bo\u015f bir \u00e7uval gibi, \u00e7almayan bir org gibi, plastik bir \u00e7i\u00e7ek, unutulmu\u015f bir oyuncak, eski bir \u00e7er\u00e7eve gibi, hani, unutsam e\u015fyan\u0131n g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc, nesnelerin d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda kendime bir yer bulsam, dedi\u011fimiz zamanlar gibi<br \/>\n      kendimizin i\u00e7inden yeni bir kendimiz \u00e7\u0131karmaya zorland\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z anlar<br \/>\ngibi<br \/>\n      yeni bir iklime, yeni bir kente, bir tutukluluk haline, bir trafik<br \/>\nkazas\u0131na, ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za gelmi\u015f bir felakete, i\u015fkenceye \u00e7ekilmeye, ameliyata<br \/>\nal\u0131nmaya<br \/>\n      kendimizi haz\u0131rlar gibi<br \/>\n      yani dayanmak ve katlanmak i\u00e7in silkelerken b\u00fct\u00fcn benli\u011fimizi<br \/>\n      ama \u00f6yle sessiz bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z duvarlar gibi olmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken,<br \/>\n      ve kazanm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrken derinli\u011fimizi<br \/>\n      Ne zaman ki, yeniden canlan\u0131r ba\u011f\u0131\u015flamas\u0131z belle\u011fimizde<br \/>\n      bir an\u0131n, yaln\u0131zca bir an\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn bir hayat\u0131 kaplad\u0131\u011f\u0131 anlar<br \/>\no tiktaklar kadar \u00f6nemsiz kal\u0131r \u015fimdi<br \/>\n      hayat\u0131m\u0131za verdi\u011fimiz b\u00fct\u00fcn anlamlar<\/p>\n<p>      denemeseniz de, bilirsiniz<br \/>\n      hi\u00e7 yak\u0131n olmam\u0131\u015fs\u0131n\u0131zd\u0131r intihara bu kadar<\/p>\n<p>      Bana Zamandan s\u00f6z ediyorlar<br \/>\n      Gelip size Zamandan s\u00f6z ederler<br \/>\nYaralar\u0131 nas\u0131l sard\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, ya da her \u015feye nas\u0131l iyi geldi\u011finden. Zamanla ilgili b\u00fct\u00fcn atas\u00f6zleri g\u00fcndeme gelir yeniden. Hepsini bilirsiniz zaten, bir ise yaramad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bildi\u011finiz gibi. Dahas\u0131 onlar da bilirler. Ama yine de g\u00fc\u00e7 verir baz\u0131 s\u00f6zler, s\u00f6zc\u00fckler,<br \/>\n      \u00f6yle d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrler.<br \/>\n      Bitti\u011fine kendini inand\u0131rmak, ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n ger\u00e7e\u011fine katlanmak, s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131zdaki han\u00e7eri \u00e7\u0131kartmak, y\u00fcre\u011finizin unuttu\u011funuz yerleriyle yeniden<br \/>\nkar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmak kolay de\u011fildir elbet. Kolay de\u011fildir bunlarla ba\u015f etmek,<br \/>\nu\u011fruna i\u00e7inizi \u00f6ld\u00fcrmek. Zaman al\u0131r.<br \/>\n      Zaman<br \/>\n      Al\u0131r sizden bunlar\u0131n y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc<br \/>\n      O bo\u015fluk dolar elbet, yaralar kabuk ba\u011flar, s\u0131z\u0131lar diner, ac\u0131lar<br \/>\ndibe \u00e7\u00f6ker. Hayatta sevinilecek \u015feyler yeniden fark edilir. Bir<br \/>\nyerlerden<br \/>\nbulunup yeni mutluluklar edinilir.<br \/>\n      O bo\u015fluk doldu san\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z<br \/>\n      Oysa o bo\u015flu\u011fu dolduran eksilmenizdir<\/p>\n<p>      g\u00fcn gelir bir g\u00fcn<br \/>\n      ba\u015fka bir mevsim, ba\u015fka bir takvim, ba\u015fka bir ili\u015fkide<br \/>\n      o eski a\u011fr\u0131<br \/>\n      ans\u0131z\u0131n geri teper.<br \/>\n      Dilerim geri teper. Yoksa ger\u00e7ekten<br \/>\n      Bitmi\u015fsinizdir.<\/p>\n<p>      Zamanla  yerle\u015fir ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131n, yeniden konumlan\u0131r, \u00e7o\u011fal\u0131r, anlamlar\u0131<br \/>\n      \u00f6nemi kavran\u0131r. Bir zamanlar anlamadan ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u015fey, \u00e7ok sonra de\u011ferini<br \/>\n      kazan\u0131r. Yoklu\u011fu derin  ve s\u00fcrekli bir s\u0131z\u0131 halini al\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>      Oysa yapacak hi\u00e7bir \u015fey kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r art\u0131k<br \/>\n      Mutluluk ge\u00e7ip gitmi\u015ftir yan\u0131n\u0131zdan<br \/>\n      Her\u015feye iyi gelen Zaman sizi kanat\u0131r<\/p>\n<p>      \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f saadeti kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131r ya\u015fayan mutsuzlukla<br \/>\n      g\u00fcnlerin d\u00f6k\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc yap<br \/>\n      benim senden, senin benden habersiz al\u0131p verdiklerini<br \/>\n      kim bilebilir ikimizden ba\u015fka?<br \/>\n      s\u00f6zc\u00fcklerin ve sessizliklerin yeri iyi ayarlanm\u0131\u015f<br \/>\nbir ili\u015fkiyi, duygular\u0131n birli\u011fini, bir a\u015fk\u0131 beraberlik haline getiren<br \/>\n      kendili\u011findenli\u011fi<br \/>\n      yani g\u00fcnlerimiz ayd\u0131nl\u0131kken ka\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z her \u015feyi<br \/>\n      bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn<br \/>\n      emek ve a\u015fkla g\u00fczelle\u015ftirilmi\u015f bir d\u00fcnya<br \/>\n      \u015fimdi a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r bat\u0131yor ve yoklu\u011fa kar\u0131\u015f\u0131yor orada<br \/>\n\u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f saadeti kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131r ya\u015fayan mutsuzlukla<br \/>\n      Bunlar da bir ise yaramad\u0131ysa<br \/>\n      Demek yang\u0131nda kurtar\u0131lacak hi\u00e7bir \u015fey kalmam\u0131\u015f aram\u0131zda<\/p>\n<p>      Bu \u015fiire ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131mda nerde,<br \/>\n      \u015fimdi nerdeyim?<br \/>\n      solgun yollardan ge\u00e7tim. Bak\u0131\u015f\u0131ml\u0131 mevsimlerden<br \/>\n      ikindi ya\u011fmurlar\u0131n\u0131 bekleyen<br \/>\n      yaz sonu h\u00fcz\u00fcnlerinden<br \/>\n      g\u00fcn g\u00fcnden puslu pencerelere benzeyen g\u00f6zlerim<br \/>\n      ge\u00e7ti her \u00e7a\u011f\u0131n bitki \u00f6rt\u00fcs\u00fcnden<br \/>\n      oysa \u015fimdi i\u00e7imin y\u0131kanm\u0131\u015f ta\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan<br \/>\n      bakarken d\u00fcnyaya<br \/>\n      yang\u0131nlarda bay\u0131nd\u0131r kentler gibiyim:<br \/>\n      \u00e7i\u00e7ek adlar\u0131n\u0131 ezberlemekten geldim<br \/>\neski \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131, sarho\u015flar\u0131n ve su\u00e7lular\u0131n<br \/>\n      unuttuklar\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rlamaktan<br \/>\n      uzak uzak yollar\u0131 tarif etmekten<br \/>\n      haydutluktan ve melankoliden<br \/>\n      giderken ya da d\u00f6nerken atlanan e\u015fiklerden<br \/>\n      Duyarl\u0131\u011f\u0131n gece mekteplerinden geldim<br \/>\n      B\u00fct\u00fcnlemeli \u00e7ocuklarla ge\u00e7ti<br \/>\n      gen\u00e7li\u011fimin r\u00fczgara verdi\u011fim y\u0131llar\u0131<br \/>\n      dokunmalar\u0131n ve i\u00e7d\u00f6kmelerin vaktinden geldim.<\/p>\n<p>      Bu \u015fiire ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131mda nerde,<br \/>\n      \u015fimdi nerdeyim?<br \/>\n      yaram vard\u0131. bir de s\u00f6zc\u00fckler<br \/>\n      sonra vaat edilmi\u015f topraklar gibi<br \/>\n      sayfalar ve g\u00fcnler<br \/>\n      \u0131\u015f\u0131k istiyordu yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m<br \/>\n      K\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fckler imparatorlu\u011funda bir tek \u015fiir yazmay\u0131 biliyordum<br \/>\n      \u0130lerledik\u00e7e&#8230; Kaybolup gittin bu \u015fiirin derinliklerinde<br \/>\n                     A\u015fk ve Ac\u0131 usul usul eriyen bir kandil gibi s\u00f6nd\u00fc<br \/>\n                     daha \u015fiir bitmeden. Karard\u0131 dizeler.<br \/>\n      A\u015fk&#8230; Bitti. Soldu \u015fiir.<br \/>\n      B\u00fcy\u00fck bir \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131k kald\u0131 o f\u0131rt\u0131nal\u0131 g\u00fcnlerden<\/p>\n<p>      Daha \u00f6nce de ba\u015fka \u015fiirlerde konaklam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m<br \/>\n      A\u011f\u0131r s\u0131navlar vermi\u015ftim de\u011fi\u015fen ruh iklimlerinde<br \/>\n      A\u015fk yaln\u0131z bir operad\u0131r, biliyordum: Operada bir gece<br \/>\n      uyudum, hi\u00e7 uyanmad\u0131m.<br \/>\n      barbarlar\u0131n seyretti\u011fi trapezlerden ge\u00e7tim<br \/>\n      her ad\u0131mda boynumdan bir fular d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyordu<br \/>\n      el kadar g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc mendil kadar ufuk<br \/>\n      birlikte \u00e7\u0131k\u0131lan yollar\u0131n yazg\u0131s\u0131d\u0131r:<br \/>\n      eksiliyorduk<br \/>\n      mataramda tuzlu suyla, oteller kentinden geldim<br \/>\n      her otelde biraz eksilip, biraz artarak<br \/>\n      yani \u00e7o\u011falarak<br \/>\n      tahvil ve senetlerini intiharla de\u011fi\u015ftirenlerin<br \/>\n      birahaneler ve bankalar \u00fczerine kurulu hayatlar\u0131nda<br \/>\n      a\u011f\u0131r ve ac\u0131 tan\u0131kl\u0131klardan<br \/>\n      ge\u00e7erek geldim. Terli ve kirliydim.<br \/>\nSonra t\u0131marhanelerde t\u0131mar edilen ruhum<br \/>\n      maskeler ve \u00e7i\u00e7ekler biriktiriyordu<br \/>\n      lin\u00e7 edilerek \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclenlerin hayat hikayelerini de&#8230;<br \/>\n      korsan yaz\u0131lar\u0131, kara \u015fiirleri, gizli kitaplar\u0131<br \/>\n      ve a\u00e7\u0131k hayatlar\u0131 seviyordu.<br \/>\n      Buraya gelirken<br \/>\n      uzun uzak yollar i\u00e7in her menzilde at de\u011fi\u015ftirdim<br \/>\n      atlarla birlikte terledim yollar\u0131 ve geceleri<br \/>\n      \u00f6d\u00fcn\u00e7 almad\u0131m hi\u00e7 kimseden hi\u00e7bir \u015feyi<br \/>\n      \u00e7\u0131plak ve sahici ya\u015fay\u0131p \u00e7\u0131plak ve sahici \u00f6lmek i\u00e7in<br \/>\n      panay\u0131r yerleri&#8230; panay\u0131r yerleri&#8230;<br \/>\n      \u00f6l\u00fc kelebekler&#8230; \u00f6l\u00fc kelebekler&#8230;<br \/>\n      sonra d\u00fcnyan\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn sinemalar\u0131nda b\u00fct\u00fcn filmleri seyrettim.<br \/>\n      Ad\u0131m onlar\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na yaz\u0131lmas\u0131n diye<br \/>\n      ac\u0131 \u00e7ekecek yerlerimi yok etmeden<br \/>\n      ac\u0131yla ba\u015f etmeyi \u00f6\u011frendim.<br \/>\n      Yoksa bu kadar konu\u015fabilir miydim?<\/p>\n<p>      ipek yollar\u0131nda kuzey y\u0131ld\u0131z\u0131<br \/>\n      a\u015fk\u0131n kuzey y\u0131ld\u0131z\u0131<br \/>\n      san\u0131rs\u0131n durdu\u011fun yerde<br \/>\n      ya da yol \u00fcst\u00fcndedir<br \/>\n      oysa \u00e7ocukluktan kalma g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde hileli zar<br \/>\n      \u00f6l\u00fc yanarda\u011flar, \u00f6l\u00fc y\u0131ld\u0131zlar<br \/>\n      ve toy ya\u015f\u0131n bilmedi\u011fi hesap: \u0131\u015f\u0131k h\u0131z\u0131<\/p>\n<p>      A\u015eKIN B\u0130R YOLU VARDIR<br \/>\n      HER YA\u015eTA BA\u015eKA T\u00dcRL\u00dc GE\u00c7\u0130LEN<br \/>\n      A\u015eKIN B\u0130R YOLU VARDIR<br \/>\n      HER YA\u015eTA B\u0130RAZ GEC\u0130K\u0130LEN<br \/>\n      g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde yaln\u0131z bir y\u0131ld\u0131z arar g\u00f6zler<br \/>\n      g\u00f6zlerim<br \/>\n      a\u015fk\u0131n kuzey y\u0131ld\u0131z\u0131d\u0131r bu<br \/>\n      yazlar\u0131 daha iyi g\u00f6r\u00fclen<br \/>\n      Ben, \u00f6teki, bir di\u011feri ona do\u011fru ilerler<br \/>\n      ilerlerim<br \/>\n      zamanla anlars\u0131n bu bir yan\u0131lsama<br \/>\n      \u00f6l\u00fc \u015fairlerin imgelerinden kalma<br \/>\n      Sen de de\u011filsin. O da de\u011fil<br \/>\n      Kuzey y\u0131ld\u0131z\u0131 daha uzakta<br \/>\n      yeniden yollara d\u00fc\u015ferler<br \/>\n      d\u00fc\u015ferim<br \/>\n      bir \u015fiir ya\u015fat\u0131r her \u015feyi ya\u015fam\u0131n anlam\u0131 soldu\u011funda<br \/>\n      ben yoluma devam ederim. Bitmemi\u015f bir \u015fiirin ortas\u0131nda<br \/>\n      Darmada\u011f\u0131n\u0131k imgeler, s\u00f6zc\u00fckler ve kafiyeler<br \/>\n      ya\u015famsa yerli yerinde<br \/>\n      yerli yerinde her \u015fey<\/p>\n<p>      \u015fimdi her \u015fey doludizgin ve \u00e7o\u011ful<br \/>\n      \u015fimdi her \u015fey kesintisiz ve s\u00fcrekli bir devrim gibi<br \/>\n      \u015fimdi her \u015fey yeniden<br \/>\n      y\u00fcre\u011fim, o eski a\u015fk kalesi<br \/>\n      yepyeni bir mazi yaratt\u0131 s\u00f6zc\u00fcklerin g\u00fcc\u00fcnden<\/p>\n<p>      D\u00f6n\u00fcp ard\u0131ma bak\u0131yorum<br \/>\n      Yoksun sen<br \/>\n      Ey sanat! Her \u015feyi hayata d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcren<\/p>\n<p>Murathan MUNGAN<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ja JA der Iran, Junge\u2026 Ja meine DEN JUDEN diesen Netanjahu und SEINE Mossad\u2026 Heyyy\u2026 BIN noch NICHT Tod Sobald ich Zeit finde DAMIT habt IHR nicht gerechnet ODERRR? \u2026 Tja\u2026 ich BIN ICH \ud83d\ude09 YALNIZ B\u0130R OPERA \u00f6l\u00fc bir y\u0131lan gibi yat\u0131yordu aram\u0131zda yorgun, kirli ve umutsuz ge\u00e7mi\u015fim oysa bilmedi\u011fin bir \u015fey vard\u0131 sevgilim &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=218259\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"screen-reader-text\">\u201e### !!! >>> von Israel \u00fcber Afrika \u2013 Venezuela NACH KUBA <<< !!! ###\u201c<\/span> weiterlesen<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/218259"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=218259"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/218259\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":218264,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/218259\/revisions\/218264"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=218259"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=218259"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=218259"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}