{"id":21638,"date":"2019-04-20T02:46:17","date_gmt":"2019-04-20T02:46:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=21638"},"modified":"2019-04-20T02:48:07","modified_gmt":"2019-04-20T02:48:07","slug":"ben-ne-yapacagim-allahim-ben-ne-yapacagim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=21638","title":{"rendered":"Ben ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m, Allah\u2019\u0131m ben ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Allah belam\u0131 versin yalan\u0131m varsa, \u015fahsen korkuyorsam d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en adi \u2026 olay\u0131m!<br \/>\nValide\u2026<br \/>\nKad\u0131n yemeden, i\u00e7meden, uykudan kesildi\u2026<br \/>\nD\u00fcn DaDa, nas\u0131ls\u0131n diye sordu hemen\u2026<br \/>\n\u00d6nemli olan sormas\u0131 de\u011fil, sorarken y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn hali\u2026<br \/>\nBenim i\u00e7in \u00f6nemli kimi ki\u015fi bilmiyor, haberi yok\u2026<br \/>\nHayal bile etmek istemiyorum.<\/p>\n<p>A\u011flarsa anam a\u011flar, gerisi yalan a\u011flar(!)<br \/>\n???<br \/>\nBILMIYORUM!<\/p>\n<p>17,5 GB veri\u2026<br \/>\neMail\u2026<br \/>\nO adilere ait, i\u00e7im el vermiyor okumaya. Yeminliyim, ki\u015finin, \u00f6zelinin mahremiyeti\u2026<br \/>\nZaman\u0131nda yemin ettim koruyaca\u011f\u0131m diye\u2026<br \/>\nYeminliyim\u2026<br \/>\nVatan \u2013 millet\u2026<br \/>\nSevdiklerim, kalbimde olanlar\u2026<br \/>\nBen ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m, Allah\u2019\u0131m ben ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m?<\/p>\n<p>Bir\u2026<br \/>\nD\u00fcn 24 saati sadece bir uyu\u015fturucu ile ge\u00e7irdim, ba\u015fkaca a\u011fr\u0131 kesici kullanmadan\u2026<br \/>\nK\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 pancar salatas\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nBOL sar\u0131msakl\u0131, Allah\u2019\u0131m nas\u0131l iyiydim. Bir uyudum bir uyudum\u2026<br \/>\nKan dola\u015f\u0131m\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nSar\u0131msak BIR NUMARALI uyku ilac\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nTabii\u2026<br \/>\nYan\u0131ma sokulma, koca bir ba\u015f varm\u0131\u015f i\u00e7inde, bir ba\u015f\u2026<br \/>\nAMA jet gibiydim!<\/p>\n<p>Alt\u00fcst oldum, alt\u00fcst\u2026<br \/>\nNe istedi\u011fimi ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u015fa\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f vaziyetteyim.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Allah belam\u0131 versin yalan\u0131m varsa, \u015fahsen korkuyorsam d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en adi \u2026 olay\u0131m! Valide\u2026 Kad\u0131n yemeden, i\u00e7meden, uykudan kesildi\u2026 D\u00fcn DaDa, nas\u0131ls\u0131n diye sordu hemen\u2026 \u00d6nemli olan sormas\u0131 de\u011fil, sorarken y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn hali\u2026 Benim i\u00e7in \u00f6nemli kimi ki\u015fi bilmiyor, haberi yok\u2026 Hayal bile etmek istemiyorum. A\u011flarsa anam a\u011flar, gerisi yalan a\u011flar(!) ??? BILMIYORUM! 17,5 GB veri\u2026 eMail\u2026 &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=21638\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"screen-reader-text\">\u201eBen ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m, Allah\u2019\u0131m ben ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m?\u201c<\/span> weiterlesen<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21638"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=21638"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21638\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":21639,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/21638\/revisions\/21639"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=21638"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=21638"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=21638"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}