G\u00f6zler\u2026
\nG\u00f6zler ve sa\u00e7lar insan sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n birer d\u0131\u015fa vurumu, g\u00f6stergesi niteli\u011finde\u2026
\nG\u00f6zlerimin ak\u0131n\u0131 unuttum\u2026
\nK\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131, mavi, kan k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131s\u0131\u2026
\nEvimin kad\u0131nlar\u0131, ba\u015fta anam olmak \u00fczere s\u00f6z birli\u011fi edercesine\u2026
\n\u00d6nder, o\u011flum, a\u011fabey \u00e7ok zay\u0131flad\u0131n\u2026
\nYeminle fark\u0131nda de\u011filim, pantolonlar\u0131m bir taraf\u0131mdan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor o ba\u015fka\u2026
\nBir gram arkada\u015f, bir gram daha az y\u00fck bacaklarda\u2026
\nBenim i\u00e7in ne demek biliyor musun?
\nDerman yok, hal yok, g\u00fc\u00e7 yok, kuvvet yokkk!<\/p>\n
\u201cKanser oldun benden sakl\u0131yorsun\u201d
\nYok anac\u0131\u011f\u0131m yok bir \u015feyim, bilin\u00e7lide bir \u015fey yapm\u0131yorum\u2026
\n\u0130la\u00e7lar\u2026
\n\u00c7ok a\u011f\u0131r, ola\u011fan\u00fcst\u00fc g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc, malum olandan bir \u00f6ncesi!!!<\/p>\n
Anlatam\u0131yorum\u2026
\nGeceleri\u2026
\nT\u00fcm evi dola\u015f\u0131yorum, bazen koltukta, yerde, yatakta\u2026
\nArt\u0131k g\u00f6zler nerede kapan\u0131rsa\u2026
\nYatak, yorgan yerlerde, uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131mda eller, y\u00fcz\u00fcm, t\u00fcm v\u00fccut \u00f6l\u00fc gibi so\u011fuk, buz\u2026
\nBuzla \u00e7ivi\u2026
\nKafa \u00f6ylesine gitti ki\u2026
\nNe derdimi ne meram\u0131m\u0131 anlatabiliyorum, g\u00fcnler gecelerim, geceler g\u00fcn\u00fcm oldu\u2026
\nTarih yakla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a akl\u0131m\u0131 yitirece\u011fim diye korkuyorum, i\u00e7imdeki s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 katlanarak artmakta\u2026
\nG\u00f6r\u00fcyor \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyorum, \u00fcz\u00fclmekten ba\u015fkacas\u0131 gelmiyor elimden k\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fcm sanki\u2026
\nEvet, \u00f6yleyim, sakat, engelli\u2026
\nTayyipgiller koyar T\u00fcrkiye\u2019nin A\u2019s\u0131na\u2026
\nBen yine \u00e7al\u0131\u015fabilsem eskisi gibi, el ekmek tutsa\u2026
\nBen\u2026
\nT\u00fcrkiye ile yetinmem, koyar\u0131m d\u00fcnyan\u0131n A\u2019s\u0131na\u2026
\nAhhh, eller bir ekmek tutsa\u2026
\nGer\u00e7ekten \u00e7al\u0131\u015famamak, sevdiklerime istedi\u011fimi, istediklerini verememek \u00e7ok \u00fcz\u00fcyor beni.<\/p>\n
\u00c7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum diye sak\u0131n \u015fik\u00e2yet etme\u2026
\n\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr et haline!!!<\/p>\n
Haz\u0131ra da\u011f dayanmaz der atalar\u2026
\nAd\u0131mda Tayyip de\u011fil benim, o kadar tiniyetsiz de\u011filim\u2026
\nSat, sav, ya\u015fa\u2026
\nKoyma p\u0131nar, p\u0131nar olmad\u0131ktan sonra\u2026
\n\u00c7al\u0131\u015fmal\u0131y\u0131m, \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmal\u0131, aln\u0131m\u0131n teri, el eme\u011fi, g\u00f6z nuru ile kazanmal\u0131y\u0131m helal paray\u0131 (\u2026)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
G\u00f6zler\u2026 G\u00f6zler ve sa\u00e7lar insan sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n birer d\u0131\u015fa vurumu, g\u00f6stergesi niteli\u011finde\u2026 G\u00f6zlerimin ak\u0131n\u0131 unuttum\u2026 K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131, mavi, kan k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131s\u0131\u2026 Evimin kad\u0131nlar\u0131, ba\u015fta anam olmak \u00fczere s\u00f6z birli\u011fi edercesine\u2026 \u00d6nder, o\u011flum, a\u011fabey \u00e7ok zay\u0131flad\u0131n\u2026 Yeminle fark\u0131nda de\u011filim, pantolonlar\u0131m bir taraf\u0131mdan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor o ba\u015fka\u2026 Bir gram arkada\u015f, bir gram daha az y\u00fck bacaklarda\u2026 Benim i\u00e7in ne demek biliyor … <\/p>\n