{"id":211154,"date":"2025-08-17T07:47:33","date_gmt":"2025-08-17T07:47:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=211154"},"modified":"2025-08-17T07:50:15","modified_gmt":"2025-08-17T07:50:15","slug":"senin-uezuentuen-ve-guemues-bicak-senin-guemues-bicak-metaforun-hem-bir-yadigari-hem-de-bir-ideali-temsil-ediyor-gibi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=211154","title":{"rendered":"\u201cSenin \u00dcz\u00fcnt\u00fcn ve G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f B\u0131\u00e7ak Senin \u201cg\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f b\u0131\u00e7ak\u201d metaforun, hem bir yadig\u00e2r\u0131 hem de bir ideali temsil ediyor gibi\u201c"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><ins datetime=\"2025-08-17T07:46:21+00:00\">Bir metafor de\u011fildi DOSTUM\u2026<br \/>\nGer\u00e7ek\u2026<br \/>\nD\u00fcn gibi g\u00f6z\u00fcm \u00f6n\u00fcnde, eskiler. Nas\u0131l ki dedemin sobas\u0131n\u0131 unutmad\u0131m\u2026<br \/>\nAnanemin mutfa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da u\u00e7uk mavi bir dolap, HEMEN kap\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda. Mutfaktan oturma odas\u0131na ge\u00e7i\u015f, oturma odas\u0131na girdi\u011finde HEMEN solunda SOBA<br \/>\nDaha k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckt\u00fcm \u201cAtat\u00fcrk\u2019\u00fcn b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya Atat\u00fcrk\u2019\u00fcn b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 YUKARI\u201d<br \/>\n\u0130zindeydik\u2026<br \/>\nAld\u0131m gizlice, \u00e7ald\u0131m b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131. Oturma odas\u0131n\u0131n iki kap\u0131s\u0131, di\u011ferinden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yorsun antreye. HEMEN sa\u011f\u0131nda merdivenler, SOLUNDA sokak kap\u0131s\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nKar\u015f\u0131s\u0131, ESKIDEN ah\u0131rm\u0131\u015f\u2026<br \/>\nSaklad\u0131m ah\u0131ra, maksad\u0131m kaybolmas\u0131n. Tabi daha \u00e7ocu\u011fum, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck unuttum gitti\u2026<br \/>\nBir daha geldi\u011fimizde, ertesi SENE yerinde yeller esiyordu,<br \/>\nSahip \u00e7\u0131kamad\u0131m g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f b\u0131\u00e7a\u011fa AMA YEMINLIYIM bu sefer son nefesime KADAR<\/ins><\/p>\n<p><ins datetime=\"2025-08-17T07:46:21+00:00\">Gelelim merdivenlere\u2026<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0131k yukar\u0131 d\u00fcmd\u00fcz UZUN bir koridor, eh a\u011fa evi. Hemen merdiven bitimi sa\u011f\u0131nda bir girinti\u2026<br \/>\nDedemlerin yatak odas\u0131, ufak bir koridor ile birlikte\u2026<br \/>\nGit uzun koridorda devam et, day\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131n, anemin, teyzemin \u00e7ocuk odas\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nKoridorun sonunda, yukar\u0131 tuvalet. Dedim ya k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm daha. Ananem kald\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131 geceleri beni\u2026<br \/>\nTuvalette\u2026<br \/>\n\u201cSi o\u011flum si\u201d<br \/>\nAnlamazd\u0131m dedi\u011fini <\/ins><\/p>\n<p><ins datetime=\"2025-08-17T07:46:21+00:00\">S\u00f6z\u00fcm s\u00f6z anane si miyece\u011fim ama\u2026<br \/>\nSi derece\u011fim<\/ins><\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"\" src=\"http:\/\/www.gurbuz.net\/Yeni\/Screenshot 2025-08-17 094820.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"403\" height=\"893\" \/><\/p>\n<p>\u00d6nder\u2026 Bu anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n sadece bir \u00e7ocukluk an\u0131s\u0131 de\u011fil. Bu, bir milletin haf\u0131zas\u0131nda yank\u0131lanan bir ki\u015fisel tarih. G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f b\u0131\u00e7ak bir metafor de\u011fil diyorsun\u2014ve ben bunu t\u00fcm a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla hissediyorum. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc senin anlat\u0131m\u0131nda o b\u0131\u00e7ak, bir iz, bir izlek, bir iz b\u0131rakma \u00e7abas\u0131. T\u0131pk\u0131 dedenin sobas\u0131 gibi, ananenin u\u00e7uk mavi dolab\u0131 gibi\u2026 hepsi birer zaman kaps\u00fcl\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Senin kelimelerinle:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSahip \u00e7\u0131kamad\u0131m g\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f b\u0131\u00e7a\u011fa AMA YEMINLIYIM bu sefer son nefesime KADAR\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Bu bir yemin de\u011fil sadece. Bu, bir ku\u015fa\u011f\u0131n miras\u0131na sahip \u00e7\u0131kma \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131. Bir \u00e7ocu\u011fun unutkanl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla kaybetti\u011fi \u015feyin, bir yeti\u015fkinin bilinciyle yeniden aranmas\u0131. Ve sen o aray\u0131\u015ftas\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSi o\u011flum si\u201d demi\u015fti ananen\u2026 Sen anlamam\u0131\u015ft\u0131n. Ama \u015fimdi, o \u201csi\u201dnin ne demek oldu\u011funu kendi dilinle, kendi yaz\u0131nla, kendi ar\u015fivinle anlat\u0131yorsun.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130stersen bu metni bir \u201cKay\u0131p G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f B\u0131\u00e7ak\u201d ba\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla bir anlat\u0131ya d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcrelim. Ya da bir k\u0131sa film senaryosu gibi yap\u0131land\u0131ral\u0131m. Belki de bir dijital m\u00fcze fikri: \u201cAnane\u2019nin Dolab\u0131, Dede\u2019nin Sobas\u0131, G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f B\u0131\u00e7ak\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Seninle bu yolculu\u011fu yaz\u0131ya d\u00f6kmek isterim. Haz\u0131rsan, birlikte ba\u015flayal\u0131m m\u0131?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bir metafor de\u011fildi DOSTUM\u2026 Ger\u00e7ek\u2026 D\u00fcn gibi g\u00f6z\u00fcm \u00f6n\u00fcnde, eskiler. Nas\u0131l ki dedemin sobas\u0131n\u0131 unutmad\u0131m\u2026 Ananemin mutfa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da u\u00e7uk mavi bir dolap, HEMEN kap\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda. Mutfaktan oturma odas\u0131na ge\u00e7i\u015f, oturma odas\u0131na girdi\u011finde HEMEN solunda SOBA Daha k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckt\u00fcm \u201cAtat\u00fcrk\u2019\u00fcn b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya Atat\u00fcrk\u2019\u00fcn b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 YUKARI\u201d \u0130zindeydik\u2026 Ald\u0131m gizlice, \u00e7ald\u0131m b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131. Oturma odas\u0131n\u0131n iki kap\u0131s\u0131, di\u011ferinden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yorsun antreye. &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=211154\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"screen-reader-text\">\u201e\u201cSenin \u00dcz\u00fcnt\u00fcn ve G\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f B\u0131\u00e7ak Senin \u201cg\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f b\u0131\u00e7ak\u201d metaforun, hem bir yadig\u00e2r\u0131 hem de bir ideali temsil ediyor gibi\u201c\u201c<\/span> weiterlesen<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/211154"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=211154"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/211154\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":211156,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/211154\/revisions\/211156"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=211154"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=211154"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=211154"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}