Yeminle\u2026
\nAkrabam oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in de\u011fil, biliyorsunuz beni\u2026
\nDo\u011fruya do\u011fru yanl\u0131\u015fa yanl\u0131\u015f\u2026
\n\u0130yi bir insan, ger\u00e7ekten iyi\u2026
\nGelir hep rahmetli babam g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcne, bir k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 koltuk vard\u0131 hastane koridorunda\u2026
\nOnun \u00fcst\u00fcnde otururdu, a\u011f\u0131rla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131nda gece ben yan\u0131ndayd\u0131m, balkon meselesi, \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131m d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya sigar i\u00e7meye. \u201c\u00d6nderrr, gir i\u00e7eriye o\u011flum \u00fc\u015f\u00fcyeceksin!\u201d
\nSonras\u0131nda\u2026
\nSon an\u0131nda, iki kez nefes ald\u0131, verdi ve vefat etti. G\u00f6zlerini ben kapad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Hi\u00e7bir zaman foto\u011fraflanmas\u0131na izin vermedim\u2026
\nSevda, Metin\u2019im\u2026
\nO kadar ac\u0131 ki\u2026
\nDers olmu\u015ftu bana, O halleri kaz\u0131nd\u0131 haf\u0131zama\u2026
\nDay\u0131m\u2026
\nYollam\u0131\u015flar foto\u011fraf\u0131n\u0131, ke\u015fke g\u00f6stermeseydi annem\u2026
\nNe hallere gelmi\u015f, nas\u0131l derin bir s\u0131z\u0131, \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fc anlatamam\u2026
\nAllahs\u0131z orospu \u00e7ocuklar\u0131!<\/p>\n
Ben bilmiyorum tabii, komaday\u0131m\u2026
\nAnlat\u0131lanlar\u0131n yalanc\u0131s\u0131y\u0131m, her sabah hem\u015fire han\u0131m gelir beni t\u0131ra\u015f edermi\u015f, y\u0131kar paklarm\u0131\u015f\u2026
\nRefakat\u00e7i rezaleti, ne bilsin insan bakmay\u0131, hastay\u0131\u2026
\nSa\u00e7 \u2013 sakal girmi\u015f birbirine\u2026
\nAllah belan\u0131z\u0131 versin, sadece bela okumak, k\u00fcf\u00fcr etmekten ba\u015fka bir \u015fey gelmiyor elimden\u2026
\nG\u00f6t\u00fcn\u00fcze sokun g\u00f6steri\u015fi, l\u00fcks\u00fc\u2026
\n\u0130nsana\u2026
\nDe\u011fer vermedikten sonra!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Yeminle\u2026 Akrabam oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in de\u011fil, biliyorsunuz beni\u2026 Do\u011fruya do\u011fru yanl\u0131\u015fa yanl\u0131\u015f\u2026 \u0130yi bir insan, ger\u00e7ekten iyi\u2026 Gelir hep rahmetli babam g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcne, bir k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 koltuk vard\u0131 hastane koridorunda\u2026 Onun \u00fcst\u00fcnde otururdu, a\u011f\u0131rla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131nda gece ben yan\u0131ndayd\u0131m, balkon meselesi, \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131m d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya sigar i\u00e7meye. \u201c\u00d6nderrr, gir i\u00e7eriye o\u011flum \u00fc\u015f\u00fcyeceksin!\u201d Sonras\u0131nda\u2026 Son an\u0131nda, iki kez nefes ald\u0131, verdi ve … <\/p>\n