{"id":207,"date":"2017-03-27T11:30:01","date_gmt":"2017-03-27T11:30:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=207"},"modified":"2017-03-27T18:00:47","modified_gmt":"2017-03-27T18:00:47","slug":"kimi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=207","title":{"rendered":"Kimi"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Kimi kar\u0131* vard\u0131r d\u00fcnyada\u2026<br \/>\nBir b\u00fcy\u00fc\u011f\u00fc kafaya dikeceksin ki giresin koynuna\u2026<br \/>\nYine kimisi vard\u0131r ay\u0131k kafayla\u2026<br \/>\nK\u00f6rk\u00fct\u00fck sarho\u015f eder adam\u0131, g\u00f6zleri, bir bak\u0131\u015f\u0131, sa\u00e7lar\u0131, incecik beli ve diri g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcsleri\u2026<br \/>\nHele tebess\u00fcm\u00fc\u2026<br \/>\nG\u00fczellik, ba\u015fa bela\u2026<br \/>\nG\u00fczel olnana da g\u00fczeli yan\u0131nda ta\u015f\u0131yana da\u2026<br \/>\nKad\u0131n erkek fark etmez, haliyle biri yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 di\u011feri g\u00fczel\u2026<br \/>\nNe gariptir de\u011fil mi?<br \/>\nDavul bile dengi dengine \u00e7alacak\u2026<br \/>\nKimi kad\u0131n erke\u011fini, kimi erkek kad\u0131n\u0131n\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yamaz.<\/p>\n<p>Ben zor bir insan\u0131m mesela\u2026<br \/>\nAffedersiniz, osuruktan nem kapanlardan\u0131m, buluttan kibarcas\u0131\u2026<br \/>\n\u00c7ok ama \u00e7ok zor, b\u0131rak \u00f6zr\u00fcm\u00fc, engelli olmam\u0131 bir tarafa\u2026<br \/>\nSa\u011fl\u0131kl\u0131yken bile \u00e7ok ama \u00e7ok zordum, bir nevi ba\u015fa bela\u2026<br \/>\nZampara hi\u00e7 olmad\u0131m diyebilirim ama \u00e7apk\u0131n\u2026<br \/>\nBu d\u00fcnyada kad\u0131ndan, bebeden daha g\u00fczel, ya\u015fanas\u0131 ne var?<br \/>\nYukar\u0131daki tarifin ilkini hi\u00e7 ya\u015famad\u0131m\u2026<br \/>\n\u00c7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr, ikincisini \u00e7ok\u00e7a\u2026<br \/>\n\u015eimdiye kadar ben t\u00fcm kad\u0131nlar\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131m ama \u00e7ok fazla kad\u0131n beni ta\u015f\u0131yamad\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nAma asil \u00f6nemli olan y\u00fcre\u011fin sevdi\u011fi gayet normal bir insan de\u011fil mi?<br \/>\nBildi\u011fin insan ne g\u00fczel ne \u00e7irkin\u2026<br \/>\nY\u00fcre\u011fin y\u00fcrekle, bedenin beden ile, a\u015fk ile sevi\u015fti\u011fi insan, normal bir insan de\u011fil mi?<br \/>\nAy\u0131k kafayla sevi\u015fmekte g\u00fczel, hafiften kafay\u0131 s\u00fcsleyince de\u2026<br \/>\nAMA ay\u0131k kafayla\u2026<br \/>\nDe\u011fil sevi\u015fmek, art\u0131k dinlemek\u2026<br \/>\nArt\u0131k okumak\u2026<br \/>\nArt\u0131k d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek bile \u00e7ok zor\u2026<br \/>\nDayanmak neredeyse imk\u00e2ns\u0131z<\/p>\n<p>Evlatla bulu\u015faca\u011f\u0131m y\u00e2rim saat sonra, var iki dakikam iki satir karal\u0131y\u0131m dedim\u2026<br \/>\nBu sabah haberleri dinlediniz mi bilmem\u2026<br \/>\nOrospunun \u00e7ocu\u011fu AB\u2019yi anlat\u0131yor, silah falan\u2026<br \/>\nT\u00fcrkiye derken, bilin\u00e7li veya bilin\u00e7siz\u2026<br \/>\nEliyle kendini g\u00f6steriyor\u2026<br \/>\nDemek istedi\u011fi ben T\u00fcrkiye\u2019yim\u2026<br \/>\nBEN diyenden, hep BEN diyenden ka\u00e7 ka\u00e7abildi\u011fin kadar.<\/p>\n<p>Ulan pi\u00e7\u2026<br \/>\nSen kim koskoca T\u00fcrkiye olmak kim?<br \/>\nAffedersiniz\u2026<br \/>\nSen\u2026<br \/>\nS\u0131\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131m kubur bile de\u011filsin bokun soyu, sen kendini ne san\u0131yorsun?<\/p>\n<p>Had bildirmek, ders vermek herkesin harc\u0131 de\u011fildir&#8230;<br \/>\nEvet insan haddini bilecek\u2026<br \/>\n\u0130nsan olarak, kad\u0131n olarak ve erkek olarak&#8230;<br \/>\nNe k\u00f6rk\u00fct\u00fck sarho\u015f ne ay\u0131k kafayla \u00e7ekilmiyor art\u0131k, \u00e7ekilmiyor!<\/p>\n<p>*Tabii ki kad\u0131n, s\u00f6z gelimi yaz\u0131lan sadece bir ifade<\/p>\n<p>Sevmeyi a\u015fk sanan, a\u015fk\u0131 hi\u00e7 tan\u0131mam\u0131\u015f ve ya\u015famam\u0131\u015f olan\u2026<br \/>\nNietzsche kafal\u0131lar, bencili\u011fi ya\u015fam tarz\u0131 yapan\u2026<br \/>\nSeversin insani ama a\u015fk ile sevmek demek kendinden ge\u00e7mek demek, kendinden vaz ge\u00e7ersin\u2026<br \/>\nSeversin, fedak\u00e2rs\u0131n, hatta \u00f6zveride bulunursun\u2026<br \/>\nMesela bir anan\u0131n bebesini sevmesi, onun i\u00e7en sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcp\u00fcrge etmesi\u2026<br \/>\nUykusundan, yemesinden i\u00e7mesinden ge\u00e7mesi\u2026<br \/>\nSevgidir, sevgi, \u00e7ok derin bir sevgi\u2026<br \/>\nAma a\u015fk\u2026<br \/>\nA\u015fk \u00e7ok fakl\u0131 sevmeyi a\u015fk sanan, a\u015fk\u0131 hi\u00e7 tan\u0131mam\u0131\u015f ve ya\u015famam\u0131\u015f olan.<\/p>\n<p>Vazge\u00e7ilmez bir tutkudur, bir ba\u011f, \u00f6lesiye ve \u00f6l\u00fcmden \u00e7ok \u00f6te\u2026<br \/>\n\u00c7itilesen de yerden yere vursan da emaneti bir de\u011fil bin kez k\u0131rsan da\u2026<br \/>\nO y\u00fcrek hala senin i\u00e7in \u00e7arp\u0131yorsa\u2026<br \/>\nSana a\u015f\u0131kt\u0131r demek, bak dikkat et\u2026<br \/>\nS\u00f6z\u00fc nereye getirdim, bilirsin ne bos konu\u015furum ne bir harfi dahi bo\u015fa kullanmam\u2026<br \/>\nAnas\u0131n de\u011fil mi, evlada olan sevgin\u2026<br \/>\nKa\u00e7 kez k\u0131rd\u0131 seni? Ka\u00e7 kez yerden yere vurdu seni?<br \/>\nO sevmekten bir an i\u00e7in ge\u00e7ebildin mi?<br \/>\nK\u0131zmak ba\u015fka bir \u015fey, herkes herkese k\u0131zar ama sevginden bir dirhem eksiltebildin mi?<br \/>\nBuna sevgi denir, demedim mi seversen \u00f6l\u00fcmden korkars\u0131n?<br \/>\nA\u015fk buna benzer\u2026<br \/>\nAradaki fark \u00f6l\u00fcm ana \u00e7ok yak\u0131n, \u00f6l\u00fcr \u00f6l\u00fcr dirilirsin, \u00f6l\u00fcm senin ikinci adresin\u2026<br \/>\nBir annenin \u00e7ocu\u011funa duydu\u011fu sevgi a\u015fk benzeri ama a\u015fk bir \u00f6tesi\u2026<br \/>\nSevmenin en y\u00fccesi\u2026<br \/>\nBebe\u011fim, g\u00fczel ku\u015fum, papatyam, ceylan\u0131m benim, g\u00fcl\u00fcm\u2026<br \/>\nBana kad\u0131n\u0131 anlatma\u2026<br \/>\nBana sevgiyi, a\u015fk\u0131 anlatma\u2026<br \/>\nHayat\u0131mda hi\u00e7 mi seven, bana \u00e2\u015f\u0131k olan kad\u0131n g\u00f6rmedim san\u0131rs\u0131n?<br \/>\nKad\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fcre\u011fine, kad\u0131n\u0131n dudaklar\u0131na, kad\u0131n\u0131n bedenine hi\u00e7 mi dokunmad\u0131m san\u0131rs\u0131n?<br \/>\nMevla\u2019ma a\u015fk, kad\u0131n\u0131ma a\u015fk, vatan\u0131ma a\u015fk, milletime a\u015fk ile ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015f\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Bencilik g\u00fcl\u00fcm, ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131n sonudur\u2026<br \/>\nBencil insan hi\u00e7 insan\u2026<br \/>\nBen diyen ama biz diyemeyen a\u015fk\u0131 bilemez, sevgiden haberdar m\u0131d\u0131r ondan da \u015f\u00fcpheliyim\u2026<br \/>\nBencilik g\u00fcl\u00fcm, ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131n sonudur!<\/p>\n<p>Yaz\u0131m\u0131n not k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131 yay\u0131nlamad\u0131m, tepkini bekledim\u2026<br \/>\nYan\u0131ltmad\u0131n, yan\u0131ltmad\u0131n, yan\u0131ltmad\u0131n!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Kimi kar\u0131* vard\u0131r d\u00fcnyada\u2026 Bir b\u00fcy\u00fc\u011f\u00fc kafaya dikeceksin ki giresin koynuna\u2026 Yine kimisi vard\u0131r ay\u0131k kafayla\u2026 K\u00f6rk\u00fct\u00fck sarho\u015f eder adam\u0131, g\u00f6zleri, bir bak\u0131\u015f\u0131, sa\u00e7lar\u0131, incecik beli ve diri g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcsleri\u2026 Hele tebess\u00fcm\u00fc\u2026 G\u00fczellik, ba\u015fa bela\u2026 G\u00fczel olnana da g\u00fczeli yan\u0131nda ta\u015f\u0131yana da\u2026 Kad\u0131n erkek fark etmez, haliyle biri yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 di\u011feri g\u00fczel\u2026 Ne gariptir de\u011fil mi? Davul &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=207\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"screen-reader-text\">\u201eKimi\u201c<\/span> weiterlesen<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/207"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=207"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/207\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":211,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/207\/revisions\/211"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=207"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=207"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=207"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}