{"id":18467,"date":"2019-02-05T11:45:25","date_gmt":"2019-02-05T11:45:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=18467"},"modified":"2019-02-05T11:45:25","modified_gmt":"2019-02-05T11:45:25","slug":"yeminle-okurken-goezlerimden-yas-geldi-hep-derim-sevgi-yuecesi-doruk-noktasi-ask-kadina-erkege-vatana-ama-her-seyden-oence-samimi-yuerekten-allaha","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=18467","title":{"rendered":"YEMINLE, okurken g\u00f6zlerimden ya\u015f geldi; hep derim sevgi, y\u00fccesi, doruk noktas\u0131 a\u015fk. Kad\u0131na, erke\u011fe, vatana AMA her \u015feyden \u00f6nce samimi, y\u00fcrekten Allah\u2019a"},"content":{"rendered":"

S\u0131rad\u0131\u015f\u0131 bir a\u015fk hikayesi<\/strong>
\n3 \u015eubat 2019 <\/p>\n

Macera filmlerindeki kahramanlar hep uzun boyludur, atletik yap\u0131l\u0131d\u0131r, \u00fc\u00e7gen v\u00fccutludur, ate\u015f gibidirler, sert miza\u00e7l\u0131, keskin bak\u0131\u015fl\u0131, yak\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131 adamlard\u0131r.
\n\u2605
\nBizim sahici kahraman Rauf ise, g\u00f6bekliydi iyi mi\u2026 Hatta obezdi.
\nBodurdu. Keldi.
\n\u00d6yle sert bak\u0131\u015flar filan f\u0131rlatmaz, hayata daima k\u0131k\u0131r k\u0131k\u0131r g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyerek bakard\u0131.
\n\u2605
\nHalbuki, hayat\u0131n\u0131n her saniyesi bizatihi macera filmiydi.
\nAte\u015ften g\u00f6mle\u011fi giymi\u015f, kelle koltukta ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en tehlikeli hadiselerinin i\u00e7inde yeralm\u0131\u015ft\u0131, kod ad\u0131 Toros’tu.
\nHakikaten y\u00fcre\u011fi Toroslar gibiydi.
\nF\u0131rt\u0131na kas\u0131rga, bana m\u0131s\u0131n demezdi.
\n\u2605
\nSava\u015f veya casus filmlerinde kal\u0131plar\u0131 tornadan \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f \u00e7akma kahramanlar\u0131 seyrediyoruz. Gel g\u00f6r ki, atlay\u0131p z\u0131playanla, u\u00e7an ka\u00e7anla yaz\u0131lm\u0131yor harbi destanlar\u2026 Toros gibi y\u00fcreklerle yaz\u0131l\u0131yor.
\n\u2605
\nBe\u015fparmak Da\u011flar\u0131’nda kan g\u00f6vdeyi g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrken \u00e7ekilmi\u015f siyah beyaz bir foto\u011fraf\u0131 var mesela\u2026 Belinde kemer gibi sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f mermi \u015feritleri, elinde hafif makineli, \u00f6l\u00fcmle kal\u0131m aras\u0131ndaki ince \u00e7izgide, san\u0131rs\u0131n piknik yap\u0131yor, \u00f6ylesine rahat, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyor.
\n\u2605
\nRahmetlinin en ilgimi \u00e7eken taraf\u0131 buydu.
\nS\u0131radan g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcml\u00fc, s\u0131rad\u0131\u015f\u0131 kahraman.
\n\u2605
\nMecbur insan.
\n\u2605
\nVe elbette, bu t\u00fcr s\u0131rad\u0131\u015f\u0131 kahramanlar\u0131n yan\u0131ndaki kad\u0131nlar da s\u0131rad\u0131\u015f\u0131 kad\u0131nlard\u0131r, s\u0131rad\u0131\u015f\u0131 a\u015fklard\u0131r.
\nEvliliklerinde mutlu, huzurlu, sakin bir hayat d\u00fc\u015flerler ama, mecbur insan’a a\u015f\u0131k olunca, tehlikeli, \u00f6l\u00fcmc\u00fcl maceralara s\u00fcr\u00fcklenirler, mecburen s\u0131rad\u0131\u015f\u0131 bir hayat s\u00fcrerler.
\n\u2605
\nRauf’la Ayd\u0131n’\u0131n a\u015fk\u0131, t\u0131pk\u0131 b\u00f6yle bir a\u015fkt\u0131.
\n\u2605
\nRauf esir d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc bi ara\u2026
\nAdaya para\u015f\u00fctle atlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.
\nYakaland\u0131.
\nAk\u0131beti belirsizken, Ayd\u0131n’a gizlice mektup g\u00f6nderdi.
\n\u201cSeni Allah’a, evlatlar\u0131 sana emanet ediyorum, hayat i\u015fte, iyi k\u00f6t\u00fc tesad\u00fcflerle dolu, bizimki b\u00f6yle oldu\u201d dedi.
\nAyd\u0131n a\u011flad\u0131, a\u011flad\u0131, a\u011flad\u0131.
\n\u2605
\nNeyse ki, Rauf o cendereden kurtulmay\u0131 ba\u015fard\u0131.
\nHani derler ya \u00f6l\u00fcmlerden \u00f6l\u00fcm be\u011fen diye, hep \u00f6yle oldu, defalarca \u00f6l\u00fcmden d\u00f6nd\u00fc, kafas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnden cay\u0131r cay\u0131r mermilerin ge\u00e7ti\u011fi de oldu, hemen dibine havan topunun d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc de oldu, en yak\u0131n arkada\u015flar\u0131 kuca\u011f\u0131nda \u015fehit oldu, hem Ada’da hem Londra’da suikastlerden kurtuldu.
\nAyd\u0131n hep bu korkularla, bu endi\u015felerle, hep bir k\u00f6t\u00fc haber alaca\u011f\u0131m duygusuyla ya\u015fad\u0131.
\n\u2605
\n\u00c7ocukluktan beri tan\u0131\u015f\u0131yorlard\u0131.
\n\u00c7ocukluktan beri ni\u015fanl\u0131yd\u0131lar.
\n\u201c12 ya\u015f\u0131mdan beri evlenece\u011fimizi biliyordum\u201d diye anlat\u0131yordu Ayd\u0131n\u2026
\nNikahland\u0131klar\u0131nda Rauf 25, kendisi 18 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131.
\n64 sene ayn\u0131 yast\u0131\u011fa ba\u015f koydular.
\n\u2605
\nRauf hen\u00fcz 1.5 ya\u015f\u0131ndayken annesini kaybetmi\u015fti.
\nAyd\u0131n onun i\u00e7in hem sevgili, hem e\u015f, hem anneydi.
\n\u2605
\nBir anne ve baban\u0131n ya\u015fayabilece\u011fi en a\u011f\u0131r ac\u0131y\u0131, \u00fc\u00e7 defa ya\u015fad\u0131lar.
\nK\u0131zlar\u0131 Dilek’i hen\u00fcz \u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131ndayken topra\u011fa verdiler.
\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck o\u011fullar\u0131 M\u00fcnir’i alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131ndayken kaybettiler.
\nB\u00fcy\u00fck o\u011fullar\u0131 Raif trafik kazas\u0131nda can verdi.
\nKaza m\u0131yd\u0131, suikast m\u0131yd\u0131, oras\u0131 bile me\u00e7huld\u00fc.
\nBir anne ve baban\u0131n ta\u015f\u0131yabilece\u011fi en a\u011f\u0131r y\u00fck\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7 defa omuzlad\u0131lar, birbirlerine tutunarak, a\u015fklar\u0131na sar\u0131larak ayakta kald\u0131lar, yeniden evlat sahibi oldular.
\n\u2605
\n\u201c\u00c7ocuklar\u0131m bensiz b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc, bensiz b\u00fcy\u00fcyen \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131n \u00e7ocukluk hat\u0131ralar\u0131n\u0131 an\u0131msayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in garip bir \u00f6zlem i\u00e7indeyim, \u00f6len \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n matemini bile yeterince tutamad\u0131m, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck o\u011flumun cenaze t\u00f6renine bile kat\u0131lamad\u0131m, a\u011flamak istedim a\u011flayamad\u0131m, sar\u0131l\u0131p \u00f6pmek istedim, bunu da yapamad\u0131m, i\u00e7inde bulundu\u011fumuz durum nedeniyle duygular\u0131m\u0131 d\u0131\u015fa vuramad\u0131m, K\u0131br\u0131s meselesi y\u00fcz\u00fcnden omuzlamak zorunda kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m sorumluluklar m\u0131 bana mani oldu, yoksa do\u011fu\u015ftan m\u0131 b\u00f6yleydim, bilemiyorum\u201d diyordu Rauf.
\n\u2605
\nAma \u015funu biliyordu.
\n\u201cT\u00fcrkiye olmadan cennete bile girmem\u201d diyordu!
\nB\u00f6ylesine idealist, b\u00f6ylesine adanm\u0131\u015f bir yurtseverdi.
\n\u2605
\nSakin, huzurlu bir hayat d\u00fc\u015fleyen Ayd\u0131n\u2026
\n\u0130\u015fte bu \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131n T\u00fcrk’le bir \u00f6m\u00fcr ge\u00e7irdi.
\n\u2605
\n\u0130kbali de g\u00f6rd\u00fcler.
\n\u0130haneti de.
\nHayallerinin y\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 da oldu.
\nR\u00fcyalar\u0131n\u0131n ger\u00e7ek oldu\u011fu da.
\nBazen h\u00fcz\u00fcn.
\nBazen sevin\u00e7.
\n\u0130nsana dair her ne varsa\u2026
\nFazlas\u0131yla ya\u015fad\u0131lar.
\n\u2605
\nFilm olsa finalini abartm\u0131\u015flar deriz ama, ger\u00e7ek\u2026
\nSon nefesini verirken Ayd\u0131n’\u0131na \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu Rauf\u2026
\n\u201cSevemez kimse seni, benim sevdi\u011fim kadar, sevgilim sen olmasan, bu d\u00fcnya neye yarar\u201d diye m\u0131r\u0131ldan\u0131yordu.
\n\u2605
\nB\u00f6ylesine s\u0131rad\u0131\u015f\u0131 bir a\u015fk hikayesiydi.
\n\u2605
\nRauf’unu kaybetti\u011fi g\u00fcn, hayat\u0131nda ilk kez ayakta zor duruyordu Ayd\u0131n\u2026
\nTabutuna sar\u0131ld\u0131, \u201c\u00fclkesinden \u00f6nce, evimin lideriydi\u201d diyebildi.
\n\u201cKendimi bildim bileli beraberdik biz, do\u011fdu\u011fum g\u00fcnden beri, elbette hayat devam ediyor ama, bombo\u015f bir hayatta b\u0131rakt\u0131 beni.\u201d
\n\u2605
\nVe d\u00fcn \u00e7ile sona erdi.
\nYi\u011fit adam\u0131n yi\u011fit kad\u0131n\u0131 da g\u00f6zlerini yumdu.
\n\u2605
\nG\u00fcle g\u00fcle Ayd\u0131n han\u0131m.
\nToros’a selam s\u00f6yleyin.
\nAlabildi\u011fine uzanan Akdeniz kumsallar\u0131n\u0131n dinginli\u011finde, yeniden el ele tutu\u015fup, belki uzaktan gelen bir gitar t\u0131n\u0131s\u0131yla, nihayet huzurla y\u00fcr\u00fcyece\u011finizi hayal ederek teselli olaca\u011f\u0131z.
\nSizi asla unutmayaca\u011f\u0131z.<\/p>\n

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