G\u00fc\u00e7 dedi\u011fin nedir Allah a\u015fk\u0131na?
\nKendi iradeni\u2026
\nBa\u015fkas\u0131na zorla kabul ettirmek mi mesela?
\nYoksa\u2026
\nSadece ayakta durabilmek i\u00e7in i\u00e7inden, \u00f6z\u00fcnden gelen enerji mi?<\/p>\n
Maddi ve manevi ya\u015fad\u0131m g\u00fcc\u00fc doya doya\u2026
\n\u015eimdi\u2026
\nHimmete muhta\u00e7 bir dede, bakar\u0131m evlad\u0131n, han\u0131m\u0131n, kocam\u0131\u015f anam\u0131n eline!<\/p>\n
Allaha emanet ettim, Allaha havale ettim kalbimdekini\u2026
\nNe olursa ne gelirse ba\u015f\u0131na Allahtan\u2026
\nAllaha\u2026
\nHavale ettim kalbimdeki, akl\u0131mdakilerini!<\/p>\n
G\u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcl\u00fcm\u2026
\nG\u00fc\u00e7 pa\u015fam\u2026
\nKimi zaman dengesiz, bazen dengeli\u2026
\nOlur ya orant\u0131l\u0131\u2026
\nKahpenin elinde \u015fuursuz\u2026
\nG\u00fc\u00e7 \u00f6yle bir manzume ki elinde tutan\u0131, elinde bulunduran\u0131\u2026
\nBir sokak serserisini\u2026
\nBir efendiyi, bilgeyi, k\u00f6r cahili\u2026
\nEder k\u00f6rk\u00fct\u00fck sarho\u015f, ayaklar yerden kesilir u\u00e7ar evrenin karanl\u0131klar\u0131na, de\u011ferse, yakla\u015f\u0131rsa bir y\u0131ld\u0131za, g\u00fcne\u015f g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f mum gibi erir, g\u00fc\u00e7 ebedi de\u011fildir!<\/p>\n
\u0130ki ordunun \u00e7at\u0131\u015fmas\u0131 de\u011fildir bu\u2026
\n\u0130ki fikrin, iki hayat anlay\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7at\u0131\u015fmas\u0131d\u0131r\u2026
\nBir Allah, bir dil, bir bayrak alt\u0131nda, soludu\u011fumuz hava\u2026
\nDil ki insan dedi\u011fin konu\u015fa konu\u015fa\u2026
\nBir olmal\u0131d\u0131r, anlas\u0131n insan insan\u0131n dedi\u011fini\u2026
\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerini, hayallerini\u2026
\nDevletin, \u00e7o\u011funlu\u011fun g\u00fcc\u00fc ezer bireyi(!)<\/p>\n
G\u00fc\u00e7s\u00fcz\u00fcn\u2026
\nAyn\u0131 g\u00fc\u00e7 ile g\u00fcce m\u00fcdahale etmesi\u2026
\nIMKANSIZ\u2026
\nDedik ya orant\u0131s\u0131z g\u00fc\u00e7 da\u011f\u0131l\u0131m\u0131, biri g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc, mesela t\u00fcm devlet olanaklar\u0131na sahip\u2026
\nDi\u011feri bir araya gelmekten bile aciz\u2026
\nG\u00fcce g\u00fc\u00e7 ile kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k verme, yenilirsin, hezimete u\u011frars\u0131n\u2026
\nOku g\u00fcl\u00fcm, oku pa\u015fam oku\u2026
\nTarih\u2026
\n\u00d6rneklerle dolu!<\/p>\n
Uzakdo\u011fu sporu\u2026
\nSteplerden\u2026
\nAt s\u0131rt\u0131nda Asya\u2019n\u0131n ba\u011fr\u0131ndan kopup gelen atalar\u0131n\u2026
\nAtat\u00fcrk ve arkada\u015flar\u0131 \u00f6rnektir sana\u2026
\nAnla\u2026
\nAnla g\u00fcl\u00fcm, anla pa\u015fam anla\u2026
\nS\u00fcrat ve ak\u0131l\u2026
\nAk\u0131l ve bilgi\u2026
\nBilgi ve cesaret g\u00fcc\u00fc hep yendi!<\/p>\n
Anlamad\u0131ysam demek istedi\u011fimi\u2026
\nBekle\u2026
\nDosdo\u011fru polise, savc\u0131ya, h\u00e2kime\u2026
\nH\u00e2kim ret edince, nas\u0131l bir dalavere\u2026
\nKanunlar, kuralar kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndan boyun dedi\u011fin kildan ince\u2026
\nBu ya\u015fta sab\u0131ka\u2026
\nYa sab\u0131kal\u0131 olaca\u011f\u0131m bu ya\u015ftan sonra\u2026
\n\u0130ster inan ister inanma\u2026
\nGer\u00e7ekten su\u00e7suz ve g\u00fcnahs\u0131z yere veya \u00f6deyece\u011fim olmayan ak\u00e7eyi\u2026
\nPi\u015fman m\u0131s\u0131n diye sorarsan, hep pi\u015fman\u0131m hem de\u011filim\u2026
\nErkekli\u011fime, \u00e7eyrekli\u011fime s\u0131\u011fd\u0131ramad\u0131m, sunamad\u0131m delileri ne elim ne kalbim\u2026
\nM\u00fcsaade etmedi\u2026
\nBir ko\u015fu gidip geleyim bankaya, sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m el verirse a\u00e7ar\u0131m konuyu anlayaca\u011f\u0131n \u015fekilde\u2026
\nAllaha emanet ettim, Allaha havale ettim kalbimdekini\u2026
\nNe olursa ne gelirse ba\u015f\u0131na Allahtan\u2026
\nAllaha\u2026
\nHavale ettim, emanet ettim kalbimdeki, akl\u0131mdakilerini!<\/p>\n