{"id":17464,"date":"2019-01-16T14:55:26","date_gmt":"2019-01-16T14:55:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=17464"},"modified":"2019-01-16T15:03:28","modified_gmt":"2019-01-16T15:03:28","slug":"duesuencelerim-goerueslerim-paranoyak-mi-soeyle-okuduysan-soeyle","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=17464","title":{"rendered":"D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerim, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015flerim paranoyak m\u0131 s\u00f6yle, okuduysan s\u00f6yle"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Deliyim\u2026<br \/>\nDoktorlara g\u00f6re hastaneye yatacak kadar depresyondan mustarip\u2026<br \/>\nS.ktir oradan, zaten bulamazlarsa beyaz \u00f6nl\u00fckler sorunu\u2026<br \/>\nDo\u011fru psikoloji\u2026<br \/>\nNe anlatt\u0131m hep ne dedim\u2026<br \/>\n\u00d6zel olarak e\u011fitildim, kendimi de \u00e7ok e\u011fittim\u2026<br \/>\nBen\u2026<br \/>\nKarakteristik yap\u0131mla\u2026<br \/>\nPsikolojime yenik d\u00fc\u015fer miyim?<\/p>\n<p>Yerin yedi kat dibinden\u2026<br \/>\nTekrar dirildim\u2026<br \/>\nYery\u00fcz\u00fcndeyim, ama iyi ama k\u00f6t\u00fc\u2026<br \/>\nYa\u015fam\u0131yorum, nefes al\u0131p veriyorum sadece, pes etmek nedir bilmem\u2026<br \/>\nM\u00fccadele\u2026<br \/>\nCihad\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fcy\u00fc\u2026<br \/>\nKendimle, nefsimle!<\/p>\n<p>Hat\u0131rla\u2026<br \/>\nSenaryo \u00fcretmek, olabilecekleri d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek\u2026<br \/>\nOlas\u0131l\u0131klar\u0131 hesaba katmak\u2026<br \/>\n\u00d6nlem almak, muhtemele\u2026<br \/>\nVe akla gelmeyeceklere\u2026<br \/>\nYok be ya ben hen\u00fcz \u00f6lmedim, o kaya\u2026<br \/>\n\u00c7ok y\u0131prand\u0131, deli dalgalar, hayatin kendisi delik de\u015fik etti\u2026<br \/>\nO kayay\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nAma\u2026<br \/>\nHala, anl\u0131yor musun hala o kaya ard\u0131nda g\u00fcvendesin\u2026<br \/>\nHayat denilen o engin deniz kar\u015f\u0131nda, o dipsiz, u\u00e7suz bucaks\u0131z derinli\u011fi ile\u2026<br \/>\nS\u0131\u011f\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nY\u00fczeysel \u015f\u0131p\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda\u2026<br \/>\nKorur seni deli r\u00fczg\u00e2rdan, kayaya \u00e7arpan \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131n dalgalardan\u2026<br \/>\nO hala bir \u015fekilde ayakta!<\/p>\n<p>Ben ka\u00e7t\u0131m\u2026<br \/>\nAyaklar geri geri gidiyor\u2026<br \/>\nHal yok, g\u00fc\u00e7\u2026<br \/>\nKuvvet yok, yok\u2026<br \/>\nAMA\u2026<br \/>\nMecburiyet!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Deliyim\u2026 Doktorlara g\u00f6re hastaneye yatacak kadar depresyondan mustarip\u2026 S.ktir oradan, zaten bulamazlarsa beyaz \u00f6nl\u00fckler sorunu\u2026 Do\u011fru psikoloji\u2026 Ne anlatt\u0131m hep ne dedim\u2026 \u00d6zel olarak e\u011fitildim, kendimi de \u00e7ok e\u011fittim\u2026 Ben\u2026 Karakteristik yap\u0131mla\u2026 Psikolojime yenik d\u00fc\u015fer miyim? Yerin yedi kat dibinden\u2026 Tekrar dirildim\u2026 Yery\u00fcz\u00fcndeyim, ama iyi ama k\u00f6t\u00fc\u2026 Ya\u015fam\u0131yorum, nefes al\u0131p veriyorum sadece, pes etmek nedir &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=17464\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"screen-reader-text\">\u201eD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerim, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015flerim paranoyak m\u0131 s\u00f6yle, okuduysan s\u00f6yle\u201c<\/span> weiterlesen<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17464"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=17464"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17464\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":17466,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17464\/revisions\/17466"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=17464"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=17464"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=17464"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}