{"id":174213,"date":"2024-06-25T07:15:25","date_gmt":"2024-06-25T07:15:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=174213"},"modified":"2024-06-25T07:49:05","modified_gmt":"2024-06-25T07:49:05","slug":"hem-de-cok-ciddi-babami-goerduem-rueyamda","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=174213","title":{"rendered":"Hem de \u00e7ok ciddi, babam\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm r\u00fcyamda"},"content":{"rendered":"

Evdeki ila\u00e7lar???<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bu da YENI,
\n\u00d6ld\u00fcrsen\u2026
\nDuramam ayakta, a\u00e7am\u0131yorum g\u00f6zlerimi\u2026
\nMUTLAKA\u2026
\nUyumam laz\u0131m, belki\u2026
\nEbedi!?<\/p>\n

Yok\u2026
\nVallahi billahi kendimi dinlemiyorum,
\nD\u00fcn\u2026
\nDalga ge\u00e7tiler benim ile karde\u015fte.<\/p>\n

Ellerim\u2026
\nK\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131. \u201c\u00dcst\u00fcne yatm\u0131\u015f\u0131nd\u0131r\u201d
\nBah\u00e7e koltu\u011funa uzanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Bu sabah yediden sonra, imk\u00e2n\u0131 yok a\u00e7am\u0131yorum g\u00f6zlerimi\u2026
\nUzand\u0131m koltu\u011fa, dalm\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u2026
\nBabam\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm r\u00fcyamda. Maddi olarak \u00d6NCE evlat\u2026
\nAnlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, d\u00fcn valideye geldi bir \u015feyler\u2026
\n\u201cCeza ya\u011f\u0131yor\u201d<\/p>\n

BANA!<\/p>\n

Mahkemeye vereceklermi\u015f falan, \u00f6dedi\u011fimi BILIYORUM\u2026
\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n en ADI orospu \u00e7ocu\u011fu olay\u0131m,
\nYalan\u0131m varsa\u2026
\nDemin uyand\u0131m, eller k\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131\u2026
\nD\u00fcn s\u00f6yledikleri geldi akl\u0131ma, hadi \u00fcst\u00fcne yatm\u0131\u015f olay\u0131m\u2026
\nBu lekeler nereden geldi, KINA benzeri\u2026
\nAyak t\u0131rnaklar\u0131m GENE renk de\u011fi\u015ftirmeye ba\u015flad\u0131<\/p>\n

Acayip\u2026
\nACAYIP tesad\u00fcfler\u2026
\nSERISI<\/p>\n

Dikkatli bak<\/a><\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7imde bir \u015feyler oluyor\u2026
\nYok\u2026
\nA\u011fr\u0131 \u201cyok\u201d ama feci bir halsizlik
\nKendimi hi\u00e7 iyi his etmiyorum<\/p>\n

BIR \u00d6NCEKI\u2026
\nMUTLAKA SONRA\u2026<\/ins><\/strong>
\nYAPAY ZEK\u00e2 ama \u00d6NCE i\u015flerim var\u2026
\nValideye gelen \u201cceza\u201d FALAN<\/p>\n

\u2013 Die Fakult\u00e4t f\u00fcr Physik der Universit\u00e4t Bielefeld \u2013
\nFalan!???<\/p>\n

Keza<\/a><\/p>\n

Ayak t\u0131rnaklar\u0131m GENE renk de\u011fi\u015ftirmeye ba\u015flad\u0131,
\nDefalarca y\u0131kad\u0131m ellerimi\u2026
\nDefalarca
\nK\u0131zar\u0131kl\u0131k\u2026
\n\u201cGelip gidiyor\u201d
\nK\u0131pk\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 sanki ellerim kanl\u0131, y\u00fcz\u00fcm oluyordu \u00f6yle\u2026
\nAnnem hep s\u00f6yl\u00fcyordu. Durup dururken\u2026
\nBildi\u011fim bir \u015fey AMA \u00f6ncesi e\u011filiyordum falan. NEFESSIZ kal\u0131yordum, NEFESSIZ. Anlatm\u0131\u015f\u0131md\u0131r<\/p>\n

Dur bakal\u0131m Allah al\u0131na daha neler yazd\u0131,
\nMen ditti<\/p>\n