{"id":17004,"date":"2019-01-06T13:18:22","date_gmt":"2019-01-06T13:18:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=17004"},"modified":"2019-01-06T13:38:52","modified_gmt":"2019-01-06T13:38:52","slug":"az-koetue-bir-insan-degilim-utandimmm-sevindim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=17004","title":{"rendered":"Az k\u00f6t\u00fc bir insan de\u011filim, utand\u0131mmm sevindim!"},"content":{"rendered":"

Bug\u00fcn Pazar de\u011fil mi?
\n\u00c7o\u011fu insan\u0131n dinlenme, istirahat g\u00fcn\u00fc\u2026
\nD\u00fckk\u00e2nday\u0131m, d\u00fckk\u00e2nday\u0131z\u2026
\nBenimde, han\u0131m\u0131nda yapmas\u0131 gerekenler var. 365 g\u00fcn\u2026
\nNeredeyse 24 saat\u2026
\nSadece biz de\u011filiz b\u00f6yle, serbest meslek sahiplerinin y\u00fczde 99 buna katlanmak zorunda\u2026
\nM\u00fc\u015fteri\u2026
\nVelinimet AMA bizde sadece insan\u0131z be, sadece birer insan, yorulan. Hele ben, hele ben\u2026
\nNefes almak bile yoruyor bazen!<\/p>\n

Hareketlerim o kadar yava\u015flad\u0131 ki\u2026
\nA\u011f\u0131r \u00e7ekim!<\/p>\n

Han\u0131mda \u00e7ok ciddi rahats\u0131z, \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyorum, \u00e7ok \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyorum kad\u0131na ama elimden bir \u015fey gelmiyor\u2026
\nGitmem gerekti, aman ne k\u00fcf\u00fcr ettim ne k\u00fcf\u00fcr\u2026
\nK\u00fcfr\u00fcn bini bir para\u2026
\nOmac\u0131k, rahmetliyi hem severdim hem bana \u00e7ok y\u00fck oluyor, bebek gibi onunla ilgilenmemi benden istiyor diye \u00e7ok k\u00fcf\u00fcr etmi\u015fimdir, aman ne k\u00fcf\u00fcrler. BAK\u2026
\nSonunda ne s\u00fcrpriz\u2026
\nAllah var yukar\u0131da, Allah\u2026
\nKul olmasa bile O \u015fahidim\u2026
\nBana ciddi ciddi \u00e7ok i\u015fkence ediyordu, insan eti insana a\u011f\u0131r gelirmi\u015f ne kan ne can ba\u011f\u0131m\u0131z vard\u0131 arada. Bana, aileme, sevdiklerime yapabilece\u011fi en b\u00fcy\u00fck s\u00fcrprizi, iyili\u011fi yapt\u0131. Allah raz\u0131 olsun hem ondan hem Opa\u2019dan.<\/p>\n

Gittim geldim, emir eriyiz ya\u2026
\nHan\u0131ma hep k\u0131zar\u0131m, \u00e7ok, \u00e7ok, \u00e7ok eski m\u00fc\u015fterilerimizden\u2026
\n\u0130htiyarlad\u0131, \u00e7o\u011fu gibi evden \u00e7\u0131kam\u0131yor. Eve \u00f6zel hizmet, prova, g\u00f6t\u00fcr \u2013 getir\u2026
\n\u00c7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr asl\u0131nda ihtiya\u00e7 yok buna, m\u00fc\u015fterilerimiz gelir d\u00fckk\u00e2na\u2026
\nGel de s\u00f6z dinlet kad\u0131na. Sever ihtiyarlar\u0131, ilgilenir onlarla\u2026
\nEle g\u00fcne muhta\u00e7 olmadan, devlete el a\u00e7madan yuvarlan\u0131p gidiyoruz, dayam\u0131yoruz bir taraf\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 Alman devletine bir\u00e7o\u011funun yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi.<\/p>\n

Haberim yok, yolda giderken birdenbire bir sincap \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 araban\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na\u2026
\nAc\u0131 bir fren, direksiyon k\u0131rma\u2026
\nHayvan kurtuldu, reflekslerim, \u00e7ok sevindim hala yerinde\u2026
\n\u00dcz\u00fcl\u00fcp duruyordum, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc benim i\u00e7in hayati\u2026
\nTahmin edemezsiniz neden ama ger\u00e7ekten reflekslerimin yerinde olmas\u0131 benim i\u00e7in \u00e7ok \u00f6nemli.<\/p>\n

Geldim\u2026
\nBir zarf, bir Alman i\u00e7in \u00e7ok ciddi bir mebla\u011f\u2026
\nBah\u015fi\u015f\u2026
\n😊
\n\u0130\u00e7inden bir kart, te\u015fekk\u00fcr ediyor gidip geldi\u011fimiz i\u00e7in\u2026
\nAlt\u0131nda kalmam\u2026
\nHan\u0131m\u0131n fikri, ben \u00e7ikolata d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm ama i\u015flerini g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrken g\u00fczel bir buket \u00e7i\u00e7ek yapt\u0131r\u0131r \u00f6yle g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr\u00fcm g\u00f6t\u00fcreceklerimi. Bu d\u00fcnya\u2026
\nAl g\u00fcl\u00fcm ver g\u00fcl\u00fcm d\u00fcnyas\u0131\u2026
\nUnutma\u2026
\n\u0130nan bana yapt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n veya yapmad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n m\u00fck\u00e2fat\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcyor, cezas\u0131n\u0131n bir k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131 bu d\u00fcnyada \u00f6d\u00fcyorsun, gerisi kalm\u0131\u015f Tanr\u0131ya, \u00f6te tarafa!<\/p>\n

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\n+<\/a><\/p>\n

Not: Neden k\u0131zar ederim biliyor musunuz?
\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc\u2026
\nNeredeyse HER \u015eEYIN ucu bana dokunuyor, benim elimden \u00f6p\u00fcyor\u2026
\nYapam\u0131yorum art\u0131k, yar\u0131\u015f at\u0131yd\u0131m\u2026
\nBir \u00e7oban k\u00f6pe\u011fi, bir kurt\u2026
\n\u0130htiyarlad\u0131m, sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m, itin \u2013 k\u00f6pe\u011fin maskaras\u0131 oldum\u2026
\nT\u00fckendim, ger\u00e7ekten t\u00fckendim.<\/p>\n

Yine de\u2026
\nAllah\u2019a \u00e7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr, \u00e7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr bu g\u00fcnlerimize\u2026
\nAllah\u2026
\nC\u00fcmlemizi beterinden korusun.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Bug\u00fcn Pazar de\u011fil mi? \u00c7o\u011fu insan\u0131n dinlenme, istirahat g\u00fcn\u00fc\u2026 D\u00fckk\u00e2nday\u0131m, d\u00fckk\u00e2nday\u0131z\u2026 Benimde, han\u0131m\u0131nda yapmas\u0131 gerekenler var. 365 g\u00fcn\u2026 Neredeyse 24 saat\u2026 Sadece biz de\u011filiz b\u00f6yle, serbest meslek sahiplerinin y\u00fczde 99 buna katlanmak zorunda\u2026 M\u00fc\u015fteri\u2026 Velinimet AMA bizde sadece insan\u0131z be, sadece birer insan, yorulan. Hele ben, hele ben\u2026 Nefes almak bile yoruyor bazen! Hareketlerim o … <\/p>\n

\u201eAz k\u00f6t\u00fc bir insan de\u011filim, utand\u0131mmm sevindim!\u201c<\/span> weiterlesen<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17004"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=17004"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17004\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":17009,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/17004\/revisions\/17009"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=17004"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=17004"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=17004"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}