T\u00fcm gece vicdan azab\u0131, sabah olmas\u0131n\u0131 iple \u00e7ektim\u2026
\n\u00c7ocuklardan sonra \u00f6z\u00fcr diledim, g\u00f6n\u00fcllerini ald\u0131m ama Jack\u2026
\n\u0130lk defa \u00e7ok fena bir tokat yedi k.\u00e7\u0131na.<\/p>\n
Kal\u0131t\u0131msal olmal\u0131, genetik\u2026
\nRahmetli babam sormu\u015fmu\u015f anneme, oradan geldi akl\u0131ma\u2026
\nBende d\u00fcn sordum karde\u015fe:
\nMecbur muydun d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en aptal \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131 do\u011furmaya?
\nBabamda sormu\u015fmu\u015f; \u201cMediha, mecbur muydun bana d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en aptal \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fcnyaya getirmeye?“<\/p>\n
Neyse, \u00e7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr sabahtan ehliyet i\u015flerini hal ettim\u2026
\nT\u00fcrk\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fck meselesi, yok bitmedi hen\u00fcz. Yay\u0131nlayacaklar\u0131m var daha\u2026
\nJack ile uzun, uzun bir y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015ften geldik. \u0130\u015fler sormuyor, ilgilendirmiyor \u0130\u015fleri\u2026
\n\u00d6nder\u2026
\n\u0130yi misin, k\u00f6t\u00fc m\u00fc, var m\u0131 yapacak halin, g\u00fcc\u00fcn?<\/p>\n
Yap\u0131lacak\u2026
\nNokta!<\/p>\n
D\u00fcn…
\nYay\u0131nlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m haritaya dikkatinizi \u00e7ekerim, WikiPedi haritas\u0131\u2026
\nAnla ya anla!
\nNeyse karn\u0131m ac\u0131kt\u0131, biraz dinlenmeliyim. Sonra T\u00fcrk\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fckle devam!<\/p>\n
Yorulunca veya tepem adamak\u0131ll\u0131 at\u0131nca\u2026
\nHan\u0131m hep der \u201ckatil suratl\u0131!\u201d
\nGer\u00e7ekten de kendim, kendimden korkar\u0131m, sanki \u015fuurumu kaybediyorum\u2026
\nElimden \u00e7\u0131kacak bir kaza, yeminle isteyerek de\u011fil\u2026
\n\u00d6fke\u2026
\nAma kontrols\u00fcz cinsinden. \u00c7ok \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcm, \u00e7ok aptall\u0131klar yapt\u0131lar\u2026
\nSinir olurum kafas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmayan insana\u2026
\n\u00d6nce d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn sonra konu\u015f!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
T\u00fcm gece vicdan azab\u0131, sabah olmas\u0131n\u0131 iple \u00e7ektim\u2026 \u00c7ocuklardan sonra \u00f6z\u00fcr diledim, g\u00f6n\u00fcllerini ald\u0131m ama Jack\u2026 \u0130lk defa \u00e7ok fena bir tokat yedi k.\u00e7\u0131na. Kal\u0131t\u0131msal olmal\u0131, genetik\u2026 Rahmetli babam sormu\u015fmu\u015f anneme, oradan geldi akl\u0131ma\u2026 Bende d\u00fcn sordum karde\u015fe: Mecbur muydun d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en aptal \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131 do\u011furmaya? Babamda sormu\u015fmu\u015f; \u201cMediha, mecbur muydun bana d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en aptal \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131 … <\/p>\n