{"id":14611,"date":"2018-11-02T09:48:01","date_gmt":"2018-11-02T09:48:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=14611"},"modified":"2018-11-02T09:48:01","modified_gmt":"2018-11-02T09:48:01","slug":"geldim-ama-gitmem-lazim-yine","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=14611","title":{"rendered":"Geldim ama gitmem laz\u0131m yine"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Hat\u0131rl\u0131yor musun, beynim\u2026<br \/>\nBelki inanmayacaks\u0131n bana, ben kendim anlam\u0131yorum ki art\u0131k\u2026<br \/>\nTamam eskisi kadar de\u011fil, bu da bana vaziyetimin psikolojimle de ilgili oldu\u011funu anlat\u0131yor AMA\u2026<br \/>\n\u0130nan\u2026<br \/>\nAllaha \u00e7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr son zamanlarda i\u015fler iyi k\u00f6t\u00fc rast gidiyor, baya\u011f\u0131 bir rahatlad\u0131m\u2026<br \/>\n\u00dczerimdeki y\u00fck kalk\u0131nca, ortalama 2 bin olan ad\u0131mlar ikiye katland\u0131, \u00e7ok zorlan\u0131yor, yoruluyorum ancak iyi k\u00f6t\u00fc y\u00fcr\u00fcyebiliyorum. Ba\u015f d\u00f6nmeleri\u2026<br \/>\nDenge, g\u00f6zler\u2026<br \/>\nArkaya do\u011fru y\u0131k\u0131lacak gibi olmam, hepsi devam\u2026<br \/>\nBelki ger\u00e7ekten g\u00fcc\u00fcmden \u00f6tesini istiyorum kendimden\u2026<br \/>\nAma\u2026<br \/>\nG\u00f6r ve yapma, duram\u0131yorum yerimde\u2026<br \/>\nBenim i\u015fim tamam, karde\u015f\u2026<br \/>\nAh\u0131r\u2026<br \/>\nEn az\u0131ndan bir hafta gece, g\u00fcnd\u00fcz yakacak odun \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<br \/>\nBiliyorsun her \u015fey para\u2026<br \/>\nVe ben \u00e7al\u0131\u015fam\u0131yorum ki!!!<\/p>\n<p>Ali\u2026<br \/>\nBiliyorsun \u00e7ok hasta, karde\u015f hangi birine yeti\u015fecek\u2026<br \/>\n&#x1f60a;<br \/>\nYan\u0131mdaki keza, ev \u2013 d\u00fckkan, ne yaps\u0131n kad\u0131n?<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6yle, hangi birine, hangi birine yeti\u015fsin?<br \/>\nGel de otur, oturmam laz\u0131m, oturmam\u2026<br \/>\nKendimi yormamam laz\u0131m\u2026<br \/>\nAma yapam\u0131yorum, bah\u00e7e rezil gibi, T\u00fcm \u00e7\u00f6pleri att\u0131 herif ortaya\u2026<br \/>\nGidip odunlar\u0131 keseyim, yok testere ile, elektrikli\u2026<br \/>\nYorulmam yani\u2026<br \/>\n\u00d6te yandan kendimi mecbur his ediyorum yazmaya, mecbur\u2026<br \/>\n\u00dcz\u00fcl\u00fcyorum ya \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyorum. D\u00fcn iyi haber kuzenden\u2026<br \/>\nDEMEK KI HALA ADALET GIBI BIR \u015eEYLER VAR, veya inanan insanlar, g\u00f6revliler\u2026<br \/>\nTemize \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 \u00e7ocuk, onunla birlikte biz\u2026<br \/>\nKirac\u0131, vergi\u2026<br \/>\n\u0130mzada sahtecilik\u2026<br \/>\nG\u00d6R, BIL\u2026<br \/>\nEMIN OL t\u00fcm rezilli\u011fin, sahtecili\u011fin fark\u0131nda ol ve uyarma. Allah raz\u0131 olsun insanlardan, okurlar\u0131mdan\u2026<br \/>\nGe\u00e7en ay be\u015f bin ki\u015fi art\u0131\u015f g\u00f6sterdiler\u2026<br \/>\nBen kimim, neyim ki?<br \/>\n\u0130\u015fte \u00e7eyrek usul\u00fc\u2026<br \/>\nOldu\u011fu kadar, kusura bakmay\u0131n, af edin beni\u2026<br \/>\nBa\u015f\u0131mdaki manyaklar, sevdiklerim, SIZLER\u2026<br \/>\n\u00d6NCE onlar!<\/p>\n<p>&#x1f60a;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Hat\u0131rl\u0131yor musun, beynim\u2026 Belki inanmayacaks\u0131n bana, ben kendim anlam\u0131yorum ki art\u0131k\u2026 Tamam eskisi kadar de\u011fil, bu da bana vaziyetimin psikolojimle de ilgili oldu\u011funu anlat\u0131yor AMA\u2026 \u0130nan\u2026 Allaha \u00e7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr son zamanlarda i\u015fler iyi k\u00f6t\u00fc rast gidiyor, baya\u011f\u0131 bir rahatlad\u0131m\u2026 \u00dczerimdeki y\u00fck kalk\u0131nca, ortalama 2 bin olan ad\u0131mlar ikiye katland\u0131, \u00e7ok zorlan\u0131yor, yoruluyorum ancak iyi k\u00f6t\u00fc &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=14611\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"screen-reader-text\">\u201eGeldim ama gitmem laz\u0131m yine\u201c<\/span> weiterlesen<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14611"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=14611"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14611\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14612,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14611\/revisions\/14612"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=14611"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=14611"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=14611"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}