Y\u0131llar oluyor bu gibi i\u015flerle u\u011fra\u015fmayal\u0131\u2026
\nGerekte yoktu, ihtiya\u00e7ta his etmedim\u2026
\nTutuklanan Alman, bili\u015fim g\u00fcvenli\u011fi hakk\u0131nda workshop veriyormu\u015f tu\u2026
\nK\u0131s\u0131tl\u0131 bir say\u0131da insana\u2026
\nY\u0131llarca yapt\u0131m b\u00f6yle \u015feyleri, \u015fimdilerde uluorta > herkesin < okuyabilece\u011fi \u015fekilde\u2026
\nD\u00fcn gece tesad\u00fcfen bulmasayd\u0131m, yeminle kesin kararl\u0131yd\u0131m oturup kendim yazacakt\u0131m\u2026
\n\u00c7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr gerek kalmad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Hani hep derim ya herkes gider Mersin\u2019e, \u00d6nder tersine\u2026
\nMillet giyer k\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7orap ben ise yaz\u2026
\nMillet vurur kafay\u0131 duvara\u2026
\n\u00d6nder, \u00d6nder olur muydu hi\u00e7 vursa o da kafay\u0131 duvara?
\nYokkkkkkkkkkkk\u2026
\nBen yaparsam, vurursam kafay\u0131 \u201cfarkl\u0131\u201d yapar\u0131m, vururum, \u201cfark atar\u0131m\u201d
\nBen\u2026
\nKafayla araba cam\u0131 k\u0131rar\u0131m\u2026
\nBirinci kazamda, utanarak yaz\u0131yorum \u00e7ok ba\u015far\u0131l\u0131 olamad\u0131m\u2026
\nK\u0131rd\u0131m, yeminle araban\u0131n \u00f6n cam\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131rd\u0131m\u2026
\nAma beyin sars\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ancak ikinci dereceden ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirebildim\u2026
\nBreh, breh, breh\u2026
\nUlan \u00d6nder daha iyisini ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftiremedin mi?
\nBu kadarc\u0131k mi geldi elinden?
\n\u0130kinci \u201cdenememde\u201d
\nYeminle hem cam\u0131 k\u0131rd\u0131m hem beyin sars\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc dereceden ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirebildim\u2026
\nNe kal\u0131n kafal\u0131y\u0131m!?<\/p>\n
\u00dc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fc yoktur!<\/p>\n
Anlayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131z ya hep ya hi\u00e7\u2026
\nMedeni cesaret karde\u015fim, yapt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n bilincinde olarak, yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n t\u00fcm sorumlulu\u011funu \u00fcstenmektir.
\nFedak\u00e2rl\u0131k g\u00fczel karde\u015fim y\u00fcre\u011findeki sevgiden kaynaklanan \u00f6zveridir\u2026
\nVatana \u2013 millete, kad\u0131na, erke\u011fe, evlada, ana – babaya veya karde\u015fe\u2026
\nCesaret\u2026
\nNe b\u00fcy\u00fck bir kelime\u2026
\nBen cesur muyum? Yok! Asl\u0131nda korka\u011f\u0131n tekiyim\u2026
\nHep mi b\u00f6yleydim? Hay\u0131r! G\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fc yitirdim\u2026
\nMaddi -manevi bittim!<\/p>\n
Bu zibidi s\u00fcr\u00fcs\u00fc, hani var ya ba\u015f diye se\u00e7ti\u011finiz ayak tak\u0131m\u0131\u2026
\nOnlar\u2026
\nBendende korkak\u2026
\nResmen kokular\u0131n\u0131n kokusunu his ediyorsun, ter tarafta\u2026
\nKorkudan ne yapacaklar\u0131n\u0131 \u015fa\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f durumdalar, ger\u00e7ek veya farazi\u2026
\nHer yer d\u00fc\u015fman, her yer tehdit\u2026
\nParanoyad\u0131r bunun ad\u0131, sonu ise t\u0131marhane!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Y\u0131llar oluyor bu gibi i\u015flerle u\u011fra\u015fmayal\u0131\u2026 Gerekte yoktu, ihtiya\u00e7ta his etmedim\u2026 Tutuklanan Alman, bili\u015fim g\u00fcvenli\u011fi hakk\u0131nda workshop veriyormu\u015f tu\u2026 K\u0131s\u0131tl\u0131 bir say\u0131da insana\u2026 Y\u0131llarca yapt\u0131m b\u00f6yle \u015feyleri, \u015fimdilerde uluorta > herkesin < okuyabilece\u011fi \u015fekilde\u2026 D\u00fcn gece tesad\u00fcfen bulmasayd\u0131m, yeminle kesin kararl\u0131yd\u0131m oturup kendim yazacakt\u0131m\u2026 \u00c7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr gerek kalmad\u0131. Hani hep derim ya herkes gider Mersin\u2019e, … <\/p>\n