{"id":14214,"date":"2018-10-20T06:58:42","date_gmt":"2018-10-20T06:58:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=14214"},"modified":"2018-10-20T07:31:58","modified_gmt":"2018-10-20T07:31:58","slug":"ilk-defa-yuezde-yuez","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=14214","title":{"rendered":"ILK DEFA y\u00fczde y\u00fcz"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Her \u015feyi ziyadesiyle dert ediyorum kendime\u2026<br \/>\nHata, yanl\u0131\u015f bende\u2026<br \/>\nD\u00fcn\u2026<br \/>\nGe\u00e7 vakit geldim eve, Allah\u2019a \u00e7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr, \u00e7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr Rabbime\u2026<br \/>\n\u0130\u015flerim rast gidiyor son g\u00fcnlerde.<\/p>\n<p>Bir belgesel izledim, Omac\u0131k akl\u0131ma geldi\u2026<br \/>\nVicdan azab\u0131\u2026<br \/>\n\u0130ster inan ister inanma \u00e7ok yoruyordu beni, \u00e7ok k\u00fcf\u00fcr ettim kendisine\u2026<br \/>\n\u0130nsan eti insana a\u011f\u0131r gelir derler ya, ger\u00e7ekten \u00f6yle.<\/p>\n<p>Saate g\u00f6re ilk defa y\u00fczde y\u00fcz bir uyku uyudum, ger\u00e7ekten zindeyim\u2026<br \/>\nToplamda 6 saat 53 dakika\u2026<br \/>\nYani rand\u0131manl\u0131 bir uyku, ge\u00e7enlerde kul\u00fcpte ge\u00e7 kald\u0131m birisi yerimi alm\u0131\u015f, rica ettim yerleri de\u011fi\u015f toku\u015f yapabilir miyiz diye. Duvar dibi\u2026<br \/>\nBenim i\u00e7in \u00e7ok \u00f6nemli\u2026<br \/>\nArada yaslan\u0131yorum duvara, serserinin biri dedi, benden en az\u0131ndan ya\u015f\u00e7a 10 sene b\u00fcy\u00fck, at\u0131c\u0131l\u0131kta yaslanmak yasak. Destek. Ulan bilmem ne a\u011f\u0131zl\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nSenden mi \u00f6\u011frenece\u011fim at\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131, kurallar\u0131, G\u00dcVENLIGI?<\/p>\n<p>Demedim mi \u00f6z\u00fcrl\u00fcy\u00fcm diye?<\/p>\n<p>Sanki bilmiyorum, yok ger\u00e7ekten \u00e7ok nadir yaslan\u0131yorum duvara AMA\u2026<br \/>\nDuvar g\u00fcven veriyor bana\u2026<br \/>\nYani tamamen psikolojik bir durum, salt bir duygu!!!<\/p>\n<p>Allah kimseyi benim durumuma d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrmesin\u2026<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcrl\u00fc, engelli dendi\u011finde akla neler neler geliyor, bak bana\u2026<br \/>\nYok sa\u011fl\u0131kl\u0131 bir insandan fark\u0131m, sorun burada!<\/p>\n<p>\u0130nsano\u011flu\u2026<br \/>\nVe adili\u011finin, \u015ferefsizli\u011finin, karaktersizli\u011finin yok s\u0131n\u0131r\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nEz muhtac\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nKullan, faydalan menfaatine gerisini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnme\u2026<br \/>\nVicdan\u2026<br \/>\nHak getire!<\/p>\n<p>6,5 milyarl\u0131k rafineri yat\u0131r\u0131m\u0131ym\u0131\u015f\u2026<br \/>\nYahu karde\u015fim takdir bekliyorsan benden\u2026<br \/>\nNAH SANA!<\/p>\n<p>Elo\u011flunun menfaati olmasa 6,5 milyar\u0131 g\u00f6mer mi topra\u011fa, insanlar\u0131 kaz\u0131klama!!!<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6m\u00fcr\u00fcn bir farkl\u0131 \u015fekli, anlayana\u2026<br \/>\n\u0130zle bak, IZLE\u2026<br \/>\nKi\u2026<br \/>\nT\u00fcrkiye Cumhuriyetinde ve de Tayyipistanda\u2026<br \/>\nBenzeri, az okumad\u0131k gazetelerde!<\/p>\n<p>Die F\u00fcrsorge-Falle<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.ardmediathek.de\/tv\/REPORT-MAINZ\/Die-F\u00fcrsorge-Falle\/Das-Erste\/Video-Podcast?bcastId=310120&#038;documentId=56961282\" rel=\"noopener\" target=\"_blank\">izle<\/a><\/p>\n<p>Bug\u00fcn ilk g\u00f6z a\u011fr\u0131m\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm y\u0131l d\u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fc, bir g\u00fcn sonra sar\u0131 pipim gitti, u\u00e7tu gitti anneci\u011finin yan\u0131na\u2026<br \/>\nEkimin biri, yirmisi\u2026<br \/>\nVe yirmi ikisi\u2026<br \/>\nSevgililer g\u00fcn\u00fc, aylar evvelsi\u2026<br \/>\nAllah\u2026<br \/>\nKimseye g\u00f6stermesin, ya\u015fatmas\u0131n b\u00f6ylesini.<\/p>\n<p>Yemin ediyorum bak\u2026<br \/>\nA\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131 falan siktir et, ya\u015fam\u0131yorum, ya\u015fam\u0131yorum\u2026<br \/>\nVar\u0131m sadece, nefes al\u0131yorum o kadar.<\/p>\n<p>Ve evet\u2026<br \/>\nAc\u0131 \u00e7ektik\u00e7e insan ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anl\u0131yor, g\u00fczel g\u00fcnler iyi g\u00fcnler sadece bir an, bir an\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nKurama g\u00f6re ac\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nYa\u015famsa ve en g\u00fczel en yo\u011fun duygulardan biri\u2026<br \/>\nSevgi\u2026<br \/>\n\u00dcst d\u00fczeyi a\u015fk bile ac\u0131yla payda\u015fsa\u2026<br \/>\nA\u015fk ac\u0131s\u0131, tatl\u0131 tatl\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nCinsel birliktelik, do\u011fum\u2026<br \/>\nBebe\u2026<br \/>\nVar m\u0131 daha g\u00fczeli? S\u00f6yle\u2026<br \/>\nVar m\u0131 d\u00fcnyada bebenin do\u011fumundan daha g\u00fczelli?<br \/>\nYa \u00e7ekilen ac\u0131?<br \/>\nVar gerisini sen d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn. Unutmadan yerli ve milli pezevenklere son bir s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u2026<br \/>\nUlan yerli ve milli \u015ferefsizler\u2026<br \/>\nBir taraf\u0131n\u0131z yiyorsa, yetiyorsa bilgi birikiminiz\u2026<br \/>\nAltay tank\u0131n\u0131 neden kendi \u00d6Z kaynaklar\u0131n\u0131zla yapm\u0131yor, YAPAMIYORSUNUZ?<\/p>\n<p>Alman y\u00fcz vermeyince\u2026<br \/>\nKore ile mi?<\/p>\n<p>Not: Pezevenk serzeni\u015fte bulunuyor neden ilk be\u015f y\u00fcz i\u00e7inde Tayyipistan \u00fcniversiteleri yok diye\u2026<br \/>\nVAKTIM olursa\u2026<br \/>\nKendimi toparlayabilirsem yirmi ikisinden sonra!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Her \u015feyi ziyadesiyle dert ediyorum kendime\u2026 Hata, yanl\u0131\u015f bende\u2026 D\u00fcn\u2026 Ge\u00e7 vakit geldim eve, Allah\u2019a \u00e7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr, \u00e7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr Rabbime\u2026 \u0130\u015flerim rast gidiyor son g\u00fcnlerde. Bir belgesel izledim, Omac\u0131k akl\u0131ma geldi\u2026 Vicdan azab\u0131\u2026 \u0130ster inan ister inanma \u00e7ok yoruyordu beni, \u00e7ok k\u00fcf\u00fcr ettim kendisine\u2026 \u0130nsan eti insana a\u011f\u0131r gelir derler ya, ger\u00e7ekten \u00f6yle. Saate g\u00f6re &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=14214\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"screen-reader-text\">\u201eILK DEFA y\u00fczde y\u00fcz\u201c<\/span> weiterlesen<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14214"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=14214"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14214\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":14218,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14214\/revisions\/14218"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=14214"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=14214"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=14214"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}