{"id":13794,"date":"2018-10-01T16:42:05","date_gmt":"2018-10-01T16:42:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=13794"},"modified":"2018-10-01T16:42:05","modified_gmt":"2018-10-01T16:42:05","slug":"gueluen-dikeni-delik-desik-etti-oenderi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=13794","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fcl\u00fcn dikeni, delik de\u015fik etti \u00d6nderi"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Berbat a\u00e7t\u0131m g\u00f6zlerimi&#8230;<br \/>\nK\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 biberimin, sar\u0131 pipimin, koca g\u00f6bekli Kadir&#8217;in yan\u0131ndayd\u0131m. Kah mezarl\u0131kta, kah evde bavullar, haz\u0131rl\u0131klar&#8230;<br \/>\nKah evde&#8230;<br \/>\nSon eksiklikleri tamamlamakla me\u015fguld\u00fcm. G\u00f6z\u00fcmden uyku ak\u0131yor&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00c7ok yoruldum, feci bir g\u00fcnd\u00fc&#8230;<br \/>\nYok&#8230;<br \/>\nMecburdum yapmaya, mecbur his etti\u011fm i\u00e7in kendimi.<\/p>\n<p>\u00dc\u015feniyorum&#8230;<br \/>\nAllah inand\u0131rs\u0131n&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00dc\u015feniyorum, u\u00e7akla bile olsa benim i\u00e7in \u00e7ok yorucu.<\/p>\n<p>Benim kad\u0131nlar\u0131m\u0131n hepsi, asl\u0131nda &#8222;t\u00fcm&#8220; kad\u0131nlar g\u00fcl\u00fc sever&#8230;<br \/>\nG\u00fcl\u00fc seven tabii ki dikenine katlanacak&#8230;<br \/>\nDedim ya mezarl\u0131ktayd\u0131m a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131kl\u0131, kendimi iyi his ettik\u00e7e. Sevdam\u0131n, o\u011flumun \u00fcst\u00fcne yar\u0131m daire \u015feklinde demir yapt\u0131r\u0131p g\u00fcl ve sarma\u015f\u0131klar ile sard\u0131rd\u0131m. Bak\u0131m istiyor. Nas\u0131l bir sarma\u015f\u0131ksa, dikenli, kavisli&#8230;<br \/>\nDelik delik etti dikenler beni.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130nan&#8230;<br \/>\nKorkuyorum yar\u0131ndan&#8230;<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcmde b\u00fcy\u00fcyor yol, oturmak&#8230;<br \/>\nO can ac\u0131s\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Ne enteresan de\u011fil mi?<br \/>\n2,5 saate buradan Almanya&#8217;ya u\u00e7uyorsun&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00d6\u011flenden sonra u\u00e7aca\u011f\u0131m k\u0131smetse&#8230;<br \/>\nSabah sekizde yola \u00e7\u0131kmam gerek, \u0130stanbul trafi\u011fi!<\/p>\n<p>T\u00fcm sevdiklerim&#8230;<br \/>\nHepiniz&#8230;<br \/>\nKanatlar\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131nda olsan\u0131z, \u00d6nder b\u00f6yle yolculuk yapmak, hasret \u00e7ekmek zorunda kalmasa&#8230;<br \/>\nYorulmasam ke\u015fke!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Berbat a\u00e7t\u0131m g\u00f6zlerimi&#8230; K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 biberimin, sar\u0131 pipimin, koca g\u00f6bekli Kadir&#8217;in yan\u0131ndayd\u0131m. Kah mezarl\u0131kta, kah evde bavullar, haz\u0131rl\u0131klar&#8230; Kah evde&#8230; Son eksiklikleri tamamlamakla me\u015fguld\u00fcm. G\u00f6z\u00fcmden uyku ak\u0131yor&#8230; \u00c7ok yoruldum, feci bir g\u00fcnd\u00fc&#8230; Yok&#8230; Mecburdum yapmaya, mecbur his etti\u011fm i\u00e7in kendimi. \u00dc\u015feniyorum&#8230; Allah inand\u0131rs\u0131n&#8230; \u00dc\u015feniyorum, u\u00e7akla bile olsa benim i\u00e7in \u00e7ok yorucu. Benim kad\u0131nlar\u0131m\u0131n hepsi, asl\u0131nda &#8222;t\u00fcm&#8220; &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=13794\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"screen-reader-text\">\u201eG\u00fcl\u00fcn dikeni, delik de\u015fik etti \u00d6nderi\u201c<\/span> weiterlesen<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13794"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=13794"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13794\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13795,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13794\/revisions\/13795"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=13794"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=13794"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=13794"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}