{"id":13637,"date":"2018-09-23T12:28:32","date_gmt":"2018-09-23T12:28:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=13637"},"modified":"2018-09-23T12:28:32","modified_gmt":"2018-09-23T12:28:32","slug":"anandan-da-mi-utanmiyorsun","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=13637","title":{"rendered":"Anandan da m\u0131 utanm\u0131yorsun?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>B\u00f6yle diyor annem, 1948 do\u011fumlu!<\/p>\n<p>Ma\u015fallah&#8230;<br \/>\nDenize girdi benimle dalga ge\u00e7iyor&#8230;<br \/>\nBenim&#8230;<br \/>\nUtanacak halim mi kalm\u0131\u015f?<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcn denize ayaklar\u0131m\u0131 soktu\u011fum ANDA can\u0131m \u00e7ekiliyor sand\u0131m. Allah&#8230;<br \/>\nKimseyi benim hallerime d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrmesin. Bak bug\u00fcn girebildim. Sorun yok!<\/p>\n<p>Saniyem saniyeme uymuyor. Bir an sonra ne olaca\u011f\u0131m belli de\u011fil!<\/p>\n<p>Yolda konu\u015fuyoruz valide ile&#8230;<br \/>\nBir \u015feyler anlatt\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nBeni \u00e7ok d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcrd\u00fc. K\u00f6k\u00fcm\u00fcz derindir&#8230;<br \/>\nAna taraf\u0131 olsun baba taraf\u0131 olsun, derinlere, \u00e7ok derinlere dal budak sarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r k\u00f6klerimiz. Amca k\u0131zlar\u0131ndan biri arad\u0131, Nermin teyze \u00e7ok severim. Tam bir \u0130stanbul Han\u0131mefendisidir. Tabii varl\u0131kl\u0131 insanlar, atadan kalma kendileri de ta\u015f \u00fcst\u00fcne ta\u015f koymu\u015f. Sorun yok anlayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131z. Ailevi bir \u015fey&#8230;<br \/>\nSordum, dedi b\u00f6yle b\u00f6yle&#8230;<br \/>\n1999 depremi&#8230;<br \/>\nRahmetli&#8230;<br \/>\nBir k\u0131z arkada\u015f\u0131, evlenmemi\u015fler her nedense&#8230;<br \/>\nBizi ilgilendirmez AMA rahmetlinin vasiyeti etkiledi beni. \u0130ster inan ister inanma ayn\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncedeyim; vasiyet etmi\u015f anne ben \u00f6l\u00fcrsem \u015fu sigortan\u0131n paras\u0131n\u0131 (bir\u00e7ok hayat sigortas\u0131 yapt\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kendine, i\u00e7lerinde \u00f6zel biri) kuru\u015funa kadar &#8230; vereceksin demi\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>&#8222;Ben bu k\u0131z\u0131n kan\u0131na girdim!&#8220;<br \/>\n\u00c7ok uzun senelere dayanan bir birliktelik&#8230;<br \/>\nNermin teyze o\u011flunun vasiyetini yerine getirmi\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>Biliyor musunuz&#8230;<br \/>\nCicim aylar\u0131 gelip ge\u00e7icidir&#8230;<br \/>\nAs\u0131l olan sevgidir, en g\u00fczeli a\u015fksa, kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131kl\u0131 sayg\u0131, emekdir&#8230;<br \/>\nVe Allah var yukar\u0131da&#8230;<br \/>\nErke\u011fe nazaran EMEK demek kad\u0131n demektir.<\/p>\n<p>Allah gani gani rahmet eylesin karde\u015fim&#8230;<br \/>\nDo\u011fru olan seninkidir!<\/p>\n<p>Kan&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00c7ok \u00f6nemli&#8230;<br \/>\nHayaller, ba\u011flanan umutlar t\u00fcketilmemelidir!<\/p>\n<p>Su\u00e7luyum&#8230;<br \/>\nBedelini \u00f6d\u00fcyorum!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>B\u00f6yle diyor annem, 1948 do\u011fumlu! Ma\u015fallah&#8230; Denize girdi benimle dalga ge\u00e7iyor&#8230; Benim&#8230; Utanacak halim mi kalm\u0131\u015f? D\u00fcn denize ayaklar\u0131m\u0131 soktu\u011fum ANDA can\u0131m \u00e7ekiliyor sand\u0131m. Allah&#8230; Kimseyi benim hallerime d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrmesin. Bak bug\u00fcn girebildim. Sorun yok! Saniyem saniyeme uymuyor. Bir an sonra ne olaca\u011f\u0131m belli de\u011fil! Yolda konu\u015fuyoruz valide ile&#8230; Bir \u015feyler anlatt\u0131&#8230; Beni \u00e7ok d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcrd\u00fc. K\u00f6k\u00fcm\u00fcz &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=13637\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"screen-reader-text\">\u201eAnandan da m\u0131 utanm\u0131yorsun?\u201c<\/span> weiterlesen<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13637"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=13637"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13637\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13638,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13637\/revisions\/13638"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=13637"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=13637"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=13637"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}