{"id":13599,"date":"2018-09-21T14:03:16","date_gmt":"2018-09-21T14:03:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=13599"},"modified":"2018-09-21T14:03:16","modified_gmt":"2018-09-21T14:03:16","slug":"kan-ter-icindeyim-yok-bir-tekeden-farkim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=13599","title":{"rendered":"Kan-ter i\u00e7indeyim. Yok bir tekeden fark\u0131m"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Yeni geldim, soluklanay\u0131m dedim&#8230;<br \/>\nBilirim y\u00fcre\u011fin haber beklemesini&#8230;<br \/>\nBu y\u00fczden iki sat\u0131r sevdice\u011fim!<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr, iki benim i\u00e7in \u00e7ok \u00f6nemli i\u015fin \u00fcstesinden geldim. Allah kad\u0131n Allah&#8230;<br \/>\n\u0130\u015flerimi rast getirdi. \u00c7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr.<\/p>\n<p>Ama&#8230;<br \/>\nG\u00fcn berbat ba\u015flad\u0131, \u00f6zellim rast gitti&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00c7evrem ise G\u00dcMB\u00dcRT\u00dcYE(!)<\/p>\n<p>\u0130nan y\u00fcrek \u00e7ok \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc&#8230;<br \/>\nValidenin k\u00f6y\u00fcnde bug\u00fcnlere kadar g\u00f6r\u00fclmemi\u015f kanser vakalar\u0131. \u0130nan\u0131lacak gibi de\u011fil&#8230;<br \/>\nBilirsin bu gibi konulardaki d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerimi&#8230;<br \/>\nTesad\u00fcf denilen olgu vard\u0131r ama bu yo\u011funlukta OLAMAZ b\u00f6yle bir \u015fey. K\u00f6y\u00fcn erkekleri d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcyor. \u00c7ok d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc!?<\/p>\n<p>Ondan ge\u00e7tim, ge\u00e7ilmeyecek \u015feyden&#8230;<br \/>\nMafya&#8217;m&#8230;<br \/>\nSevdi\u011fim, \u00e7ok de\u011fer verdi\u011fim insan&#8230;<br \/>\nKalp krizi ge\u00e7irdi, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc&#8230;<br \/>\nBunun ne demek oldu\u011funu biliyorsun de\u011fil mi?<br \/>\nYo\u011fun bak\u0131mda, kan ba\u011f\u0131m\u0131z olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in gidemiyoruz yan\u0131na.<\/p>\n<p>Anlayaca\u011f\u0131n, sabah yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m gibi, sanki i\u00e7ime do\u011fdu \u015fu bir ka\u00e7 g\u00fcn \u00f6l\u00fcp \u00f6l\u00fcp dirilece\u011fim sanki. Bu kadar yo\u011funlu\u011fa bu \u00e7eyrek iyi dayand\u0131 de\u011fil mi?<\/p>\n<p>Tekeden pis koktum, \u00e7ok s\u0131cak. Banyoya. Kafam darmada\u011f\u0131n kad\u0131n, nereye ko\u015fturaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131m. En k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck day\u0131m\u0131n geldi sabahtan \u00e7ok sevindim, duymu\u015f geldi\u011fimi altm\u0131\u015f ya\u015f\u0131nda. Utand\u0131m!<\/p>\n<p>Yar\u0131na denize, validede istiyor gideriz ana &#8211; o\u011ful. Oradan u\u011frar\u0131m Mithat day\u0131ma, g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr\u00fcm sonras\u0131nda anneci\u011fimi Beykoz&#8217;da yal\u0131 restoran\u0131na. Pazar kad\u0131n, pazar di\u011fer day\u0131ma. Hani \u00e7ok hasta olana. Anlayaca\u011f\u0131n \u00d6nder ya i\u015f pe\u015finde veya hasta ziyaretinde.<br \/>\nAMAAA&#8230;<br \/>\nK\u0131smet olursa bu sefer \u00e7ekece\u011fim bir g\u00fczel kafay\u0131 bo\u011faz kenar\u0131nda.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6nder ka\u00e7ar<br \/>\n&#x1f60a;<br \/>\nNereye mi?<br \/>\nDedik ya teke&#8230;<br \/>\nBanyoya, b\u0131c\u0131 b\u0131c\u0131 yapmaya&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00d6p\u00fcyorum kirazlar\u0131m\u0131, sevdice\u011fimi&#8230;<br \/>\nKalbimin krali\u00e7esini.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Yeni geldim, soluklanay\u0131m dedim&#8230; Bilirim y\u00fcre\u011fin haber beklemesini&#8230; Bu y\u00fczden iki sat\u0131r sevdice\u011fim! \u00c7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr, iki benim i\u00e7in \u00e7ok \u00f6nemli i\u015fin \u00fcstesinden geldim. Allah kad\u0131n Allah&#8230; \u0130\u015flerimi rast getirdi. \u00c7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr. Ama&#8230; G\u00fcn berbat ba\u015flad\u0131, \u00f6zellim rast gitti&#8230; \u00c7evrem ise G\u00dcMB\u00dcRT\u00dcYE(!) \u0130nan y\u00fcrek \u00e7ok \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc&#8230; Validenin k\u00f6y\u00fcnde bug\u00fcnlere kadar g\u00f6r\u00fclmemi\u015f kanser vakalar\u0131. \u0130nan\u0131lacak gibi de\u011fil&#8230; &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=13599\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"screen-reader-text\">\u201eKan-ter i\u00e7indeyim. Yok bir tekeden fark\u0131m\u201c<\/span> weiterlesen<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13599"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=13599"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13599\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":13600,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13599\/revisions\/13600"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=13599"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=13599"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=13599"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}