Yok eski \u00f6nder \u00f6ld\u00fc, y\u0131llar oldu \u00f6leli\u2026
\nEl ayak tutmaz oldu\u2026
\n\u00c7al\u0131\u015fam\u0131yorum, rand\u0131man s\u0131f\u0131r\u2026
\nYoksa\u2026
\nYemin ediyorum elimde kalacaklar\u2026
\nSorumsuzluk bir tarafta\u2026
\nH\u0131rs\u0131z\u0131n teki \u00f6te yanda, Allah, Allah bebelerin y\u00fcz\u00fc suyu h\u00fcrmetine bu k\u0131zca\u011f\u0131z\u0131n yard\u0131mc\u0131s\u0131 olsun.<\/p>\n
Bug\u00fcn ger\u00e7ekten nadir g\u00fcnlerimden birini ya\u015f\u0131yordum, bir anda\u2026
\nBir saniyeden \u00f6tekine d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fcm, yeminle y\u00fczde bin be\u015f y\u00fcz t\u00fckenmi\u015flik.<\/p>\n
Ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m, \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m, k\u00fcfr\u00fcn bini bir para\u2026
\nGitsem elimde kalacak, katil olaca\u011f\u0131m bu ya\u015ftan sonra.<\/p>\n
\u00dcz\u00fcnt\u00fc, \u00fcz\u00fclmekten ba\u015fka hi\u00e7bir \u015fey gelmiyor elimden\u2026
\n\u00dcz\u00fcnt\u00fc, kalbim\u2026
\nYeminle ya \u00f6lece\u011fim veya \u00f6ld\u00fcrece\u011fim.<\/p>\n
Kendi himmete muhta\u00e7 dede nerde kald\u0131 gayr\u0131ye himmet ede<\/p>\n
Evet\u2026
\nKendime faydam kalmad\u0131 ki nas\u0131l ba\u015fkas\u0131na y\u00e2rdim edeyim?<\/p>\n
Allah bu k\u0131zca\u011f\u0131z\u0131n yard\u0131mc\u0131s\u0131 olsun!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Yok eski \u00f6nder \u00f6ld\u00fc, y\u0131llar oldu \u00f6leli\u2026 El ayak tutmaz oldu\u2026 \u00c7al\u0131\u015fam\u0131yorum, rand\u0131man s\u0131f\u0131r\u2026 Yoksa\u2026 Yemin ediyorum elimde kalacaklar\u2026 Sorumsuzluk bir tarafta\u2026 H\u0131rs\u0131z\u0131n teki \u00f6te yanda, Allah, Allah bebelerin y\u00fcz\u00fc suyu h\u00fcrmetine bu k\u0131zca\u011f\u0131z\u0131n yard\u0131mc\u0131s\u0131 olsun. Bug\u00fcn ger\u00e7ekten nadir g\u00fcnlerimden birini ya\u015f\u0131yordum, bir anda\u2026 Bir saniyeden \u00f6tekine d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fcm, yeminle y\u00fczde bin be\u015f y\u00fcz t\u00fckenmi\u015flik. Ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m, … <\/p>\n