{"id":12270,"date":"2018-08-17T15:31:19","date_gmt":"2018-08-17T15:31:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=12270"},"modified":"2018-08-17T15:31:19","modified_gmt":"2018-08-17T15:31:19","slug":"ve-bir-kez-daha-sevil-ve-erol","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=12270","title":{"rendered":"ve bir kez daha Sevil ve Erol"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Yok&#8230;<br \/>\nVallahi billahi de\u011fil&#8230;<br \/>\nDe\u011fil karde\u015fim de\u011fil, dilenci duas\u0131 de\u011fil&#8230;<br \/>\nAllah&#8230;<br \/>\nHer tutuklar\u0131n\u0131 alt\u0131n etsin, kendilerini, evlatlar\u0131n\u0131, torun ve topuzlar\u0131n\u0131 korusun.<\/p>\n<p>Daha Tayyipistana ayak basmamla bir tak\u0131m i\u015flemleri, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmelere ba\u015flad\u0131m. Hem vallahi hem billahi.<br \/>\nO kadar yo\u011funum ki ve bir o kadar hareket kabiliyetim yava\u015flad\u0131 ki anlatamam. Buna ra\u011fmen, hep derim heppp yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131md\u0131r&#8230;<br \/>\nAllah y\u00fcce Mevlam nedendir bilmem&#8230;<br \/>\nYeminle bilmiyor anam\u0131yorum&#8230;<br \/>\nHem yard\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 esirgemez, hemde ne yard\u0131m biliyor musunuz, ne yard\u0131m&#8230;<br \/>\nHem tekme tokat d\u00f6ver beni. En son bulgu ve y\u00fcksek \u015feker, eminim son anda gene yard\u0131m edecektir. Ama k\u00f6r olma ihtimali \u00e7ok korkutuyor beni. Neden hep ben, neden?<\/p>\n<p>\u0130syan etmeyece\u011fim, isyan etmeyece\u011fim!!!<\/p>\n<p>Mezarlar&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00d6n\u00fcm\u00fcz bayram&#8230;<br \/>\nSon iki senedir b\u0131rak temizli\u011fi, bak\u0131m\u0131&#8230;<br \/>\nYanlar\u0131na gidip dua bile edemez oldum ba\u015flar\u0131nda. K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 biberim, sar\u0131 pipim&#8230;<br \/>\nBabam&#8230;<br \/>\n\u0130nip \u00e7\u0131kmam gereken merdivenler&#8230;<br \/>\nBen diyeyim 50 sen de 100 metre yol. \u00c7ok zorlamaya ba\u015flad\u0131!<\/p>\n<p>\u0130stanbul&#8217;dayd\u0131m&#8230;<br \/>\nYok, \u00e7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr gelme sebebim, hal ettim&#8230;<br \/>\nAllah yard\u0131m etti, Allah ve ne yalan s\u00f6yleyeyim Mafya, dostlar&#8230;<br \/>\nAma bu sonra&#8230;<br \/>\nBakt\u0131m kendime, dil iki kar\u0131\u015f d\u0131\u015far\u0131da, nefes almakta \u00e7ok zorlan\u0131yorum. Telefon a\u00e7t\u0131m Sevile&#8230;<br \/>\nK\u0131z\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131, k\u0131z\u0131m baban evde mi?<br \/>\n&#8222;Yok \u00d6nder a\u011fabey. Ne oldu?&#8220;<br \/>\nK\u0131z\u0131m mezarlar, vallahi billahi yapmaya halim yok. Soracakt\u0131m baban bana yard\u0131m eder mi?<\/p>\n<p>D\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f yolunday\u0131m, k\u00f6ye girdim girece\u011fim&#8230;<br \/>\nMezarl\u0131k&#8230;<br \/>\nVirajl\u0131 bir yol, kafay\u0131 s\u00fcsleyip o yoldan gitmek ak\u0131l kar\u0131 de\u011fil. G\u00f6rd\u00fcm&#8230;<br \/>\nOnlar&#8230;<br \/>\nDo\u011frudan dald\u0131m arabayla mezarl\u0131\u011fa&#8230;<br \/>\nKar\u0131 koca&#8230;<br \/>\nBenim, babaannemin, halam\u0131n, dedemin k\u0131sacas\u0131 t\u00fcm \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015flerimizin mezarlar\u0131n\u0131 temizlemi\u015f, sulam\u0131\u015f&#8230;<br \/>\nALLAH RAZI OLSUN ONLARDAN&#8230;<br \/>\nAlt\u0131nda kalmam. Bu sat\u0131rlar\u0131 yazarken g\u00f6zlerimden ya\u015flar geliyor. \u00c7ok duyguland\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130nsanlara olan inanc\u0131m, g\u00fcvenim&#8230;<br \/>\nBazen d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fcyor de\u011filim&#8230;<br \/>\nAcaba Rabbim bu insanlar\u0131, akrabalar\u0131m\u0131 bu y\u00fczden mi \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131ma, inanc\u0131m\u0131, g\u00fcvenimi yitirmeyeyim diye mi?<\/p>\n<p>Keza&#8230;<br \/>\nBakma sen,han\u0131m&#8230;<br \/>\nManyak psikolo\u011fum, onlarda&#8230;<br \/>\nOnlarda olmasa!?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Yok&#8230; Vallahi billahi de\u011fil&#8230; De\u011fil karde\u015fim de\u011fil, dilenci duas\u0131 de\u011fil&#8230; Allah&#8230; Her tutuklar\u0131n\u0131 alt\u0131n etsin, kendilerini, evlatlar\u0131n\u0131, torun ve topuzlar\u0131n\u0131 korusun. Daha Tayyipistana ayak basmamla bir tak\u0131m i\u015flemleri, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmelere ba\u015flad\u0131m. Hem vallahi hem billahi. O kadar yo\u011funum ki ve bir o kadar hareket kabiliyetim yava\u015flad\u0131 ki anlatamam. Buna ra\u011fmen, hep derim heppp yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131md\u0131r&#8230; Allah y\u00fcce &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=12270\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"screen-reader-text\">\u201eve bir kez daha Sevil ve Erol\u201c<\/span> weiterlesen<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12270"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12270"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12270\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12271,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12270\/revisions\/12271"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12270"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12270"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12270"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}