{"id":12233,"date":"2018-08-13T14:14:19","date_gmt":"2018-08-13T14:14:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=12233"},"modified":"2018-08-13T14:14:19","modified_gmt":"2018-08-13T14:14:19","slug":"sanki-oelduem","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=12233","title":{"rendered":"Sanki \u00f6ld\u00fcm"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Evde matem havas\u0131\u2026<br \/>\n\u201cO\u011flum sen normal bir hayat ya\u015fam\u0131yorsun ki! Kendine bakm\u0131yorsun \u2026\u201d<br \/>\nDo\u011fru\u2026<br \/>\nHi\u00e7bir zaman ya\u015famad\u0131m, bana g\u00f6re de\u011fil sade bir hayat\u2026<br \/>\nAncak yar\u0131\u015f atlar\u0131 \u00e7abuk yorulur. Kendime de bakm\u0131yorum, baksam ne olur sanki ya\u015f\u0131yorum. Var\u0131m i\u015fte nefes al\u0131yorum, bir \u2013 iki eve fayda, sevdiklerime. ZARAR vermeyeyim de!<\/p>\n<p>Evlada s\u00f6ylemedim de, s\u00f6ylenmesini de istemiyorum\u2026<br \/>\nDersleri, \u00e7ok i\u00e7li. Ne gere\u011fi var!<\/p>\n<p>Ger\u00e7ekten kendimi T\u00fcrkiye gibi his ediyorum, ad\u0131 var kendisi yok\u2026<br \/>\nP\u00fcf desen y\u0131k\u0131l\u0131yor, kar\u0131\u015f\u0131yor\u2026<br \/>\n\u0130ster inan ister inanma, Allah\u2019\u0131ma s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131m gidiyorum\u2026<br \/>\nUzun ince bir yolda:<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"525\" height=\"295\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/kylN0EbXlLY?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"autoplay; encrypted-media\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>En \u00e7ok neye k\u0131z\u0131yorum biliyor musunuz?<br \/>\nTutturdum bir yol gidiyorum, sevdiklerim ard\u0131mda, \u00fczg\u00fcn\u2026<br \/>\n\u00dcz\u00fcyorum sevdiklerimi, sadece \u00fcz\u00fcyorum.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Evde matem havas\u0131\u2026 \u201cO\u011flum sen normal bir hayat ya\u015fam\u0131yorsun ki! Kendine bakm\u0131yorsun \u2026\u201d Do\u011fru\u2026 Hi\u00e7bir zaman ya\u015famad\u0131m, bana g\u00f6re de\u011fil sade bir hayat\u2026 Ancak yar\u0131\u015f atlar\u0131 \u00e7abuk yorulur. Kendime de bakm\u0131yorum, baksam ne olur sanki ya\u015f\u0131yorum. Var\u0131m i\u015fte nefes al\u0131yorum, bir \u2013 iki eve fayda, sevdiklerime. ZARAR vermeyeyim de! Evlada s\u00f6ylemedim de, s\u00f6ylenmesini de istemiyorum\u2026 &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=12233\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"screen-reader-text\">\u201eSanki \u00f6ld\u00fcm\u201c<\/span> weiterlesen<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12233"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12233"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12233\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12234,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12233\/revisions\/12234"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12233"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12233"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12233"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}