{"id":11256,"date":"2018-07-09T06:15:24","date_gmt":"2018-07-09T06:15:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=11256"},"modified":"2018-07-09T06:17:23","modified_gmt":"2018-07-09T06:17:23","slug":"sabah-sabah-aklim-gitti","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=11256","title":{"rendered":"Sabah sabah aklim gitti"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>K\u00e2busum, KORKUM\u2026<br \/>\nKaybetmek, yok ya ne paras\u0131, pulu\u2026<br \/>\n\u0130nsan, can kaybetmekten aklim gidiyor\u2026<br \/>\nDada\u2019nin kazas\u0131n\u0131 hala atlatamad\u0131m, Allah ba\u011f\u0131\u015flad\u0131!<\/p>\n<p>Ali ile bir i\u015fimiz vard\u0131 bug\u00fcn, karde\u015f bir \u015fey istedi\u2026<br \/>\nGene \u00d6nder, neden \u00d6ndersiz hi\u00e7bir \u015fey olmuyor anlam\u0131yorum ki!<\/p>\n<p>Telefon ettim, garaj\u2026<br \/>\nSaat s\u00f6yleyin ona g\u00f6re kendimi ayarlayay\u0131m, Ali demez mi d\u00fcn gece hastaneye gittik\u2026<br \/>\nNeden?<br \/>\n\u201cF\u00fcxxx!\u201d<br \/>\nAklim gitti, han\u0131ma s\u00f6yledim, kapad\u0131 d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131 benden \u00f6nce ko\u015ftura ko\u015ftura gitti\u2026<br \/>\nNeyse g\u00f6z nezlesiymi\u015f AMA o\u011flan yar\u0131na, karde\u015f haftaya yolcu\u2026<br \/>\nBir b.k yiyecek Tayyipistanda korkudan aklim gidiyor, ameliyat\u2026<br \/>\nKocas\u0131 da \u00f6yle, anas\u0131. Hepimiz tedirginiz. Koca g\u0131rtlak, yok \u00e7aresi\u2026<br \/>\nKendi, k\u0131z\u0131, benim evlat felaket\u2026<br \/>\nVar asl\u0131nda var, spor\u2026<br \/>\nVe tecr\u00fcbelerle sabit, y\u00fcr\u00fcmek. Yeminle insan gibi y\u00fcr\u00fc sadece\u2026<br \/>\nBir, iki saat g\u00fcnde. Kendimden biliyorum ya, on be\u015f \u2013 yirmi kilo verdi\u011fim oluyordu\u2026<br \/>\nDedim mutlaka \u00f6\u011fren g\u00f6z ile ameliyat aras\u0131 bir ili\u015fki olabilir mi?<br \/>\n\u0130nsan bedeni\u2026<br \/>\nHassas bir denge, durup dururken dertsiz ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za dert almayal\u0131m. Vallahi billahi \u00f6ld\u00fcrecekler beni\u2026<br \/>\nBunlar\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcnden, SEN dahil\u2026<br \/>\nKorkudan \u00f6lece\u011fim!<\/p>\n<p>Yeminle \u00f6yle korktum ki biraz kendime gelmem laz\u0131m\u2026<br \/>\nRuh halim\u2026<br \/>\nAnla\u015f\u0131lan iyice y\u0131prand\u0131!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>K\u00e2busum, KORKUM\u2026 Kaybetmek, yok ya ne paras\u0131, pulu\u2026 \u0130nsan, can kaybetmekten aklim gidiyor\u2026 Dada\u2019nin kazas\u0131n\u0131 hala atlatamad\u0131m, Allah ba\u011f\u0131\u015flad\u0131! Ali ile bir i\u015fimiz vard\u0131 bug\u00fcn, karde\u015f bir \u015fey istedi\u2026 Gene \u00d6nder, neden \u00d6ndersiz hi\u00e7bir \u015fey olmuyor anlam\u0131yorum ki! Telefon ettim, garaj\u2026 Saat s\u00f6yleyin ona g\u00f6re kendimi ayarlayay\u0131m, Ali demez mi d\u00fcn gece hastaneye gittik\u2026 Neden? &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=11256\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"screen-reader-text\">\u201eSabah sabah aklim gitti\u201c<\/span> weiterlesen<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11256"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11256"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11256\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":11259,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11256\/revisions\/11259"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11256"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11256"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11256"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}