{"id":108587,"date":"2022-10-28T16:49:28","date_gmt":"2022-10-28T16:49:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=108587"},"modified":"2022-10-28T17:36:05","modified_gmt":"2022-10-28T17:36:05","slug":"neden-neden-kendimi-oldugumdan-farkli-goestereyim-neysem-oyum","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=108587","title":{"rendered":"NEDEN, neden kendimi oldu\u011fumdan farkl\u0131 g\u00f6stereyim? Neysem oyum"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Bir \u00e7eyrek!<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Saklanma\" width=\"525\" height=\"394\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/azThl6Yu_ug?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>35\u2026<br \/>\n40 kadar \u00f6ncesi. 50 sonras\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nKomalarday\u0131m\u2026<br \/>\nAma bunu yapmak MECBURIYETINDEYDIM!<\/p>\n<p>Say\u0131y\u0131 neden mi bilmiyorum?<br \/>\nUzunnnnnnnnnnnnnn zamandan beri bir ilk\u2026<br \/>\nDijital say\u0131m ve de\u011ferlendirme\u2026<br \/>\nHaval\u0131 t\u00fcfek\u2026<br \/>\nYanl\u0131\u015f d\u00fc\u011fmeye bast\u0131m, silindi at\u0131\u015flar. 5,5 kilo<\/p>\n<p>Ellisi BELLI\u2026<br \/>\nT\u00fcfek 6,5 kilo, EVET ayakta ama destekli\u2026<br \/>\nKalibresi \u00e7ocuk oyunca\u011f\u0131, 22\u2019lik yani\u2026<br \/>\nMecburdum\u2026<br \/>\nAnlayana\u2026<br \/>\nMecbur b\u0131rak\u0131yorlar beni!<\/p>\n<p>Neden yalan s\u00f6yleyeyim, NEDEN kendimi oldu\u011fumdan farkl\u0131 g\u00f6stereyim\u2026<br \/>\nNEDEN???<br \/>\nBen\u2026<br \/>\nNeysem oyum!<\/p>\n<p>Uzunnnnnnnnnn\u2026<br \/>\nY\u0131llar \u00f6ncesinin ayakta bile durmakta zorlanan\u2026<br \/>\nKal\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nAma\u2026<br \/>\nGeldi\u011finde O an (\u2026) <\/p>\n<p>*<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6NEMLI&#8230;<br \/>\nAnlayacaks\u0131n\u0131z sonra nedenini!<\/p>\n<blockquote class=\"wp-embedded-content\" data-secret=\"vyn1mYtILF\"><p><a href=\"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=73893\">Kentsel d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm m\u00fc YOKSA kentsel ARAZI MAFYASI MI?<\/a><\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p><iframe class=\"wp-embedded-content\" sandbox=\"allow-scripts\" security=\"restricted\" style=\"position: absolute; clip: rect(1px, 1px, 1px, 1px);\" title=\"&#8222;Kentsel d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm m\u00fc YOKSA kentsel ARAZI MAFYASI MI?&#8220; &#8212; \u00d6nder G\u00fcrb\u00fcz\" src=\"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=73893&#038;embed=true#?secret=vyn1mYtILF\" data-secret=\"vyn1mYtILF\" width=\"525\" height=\"296\" frameborder=\"0\" marginwidth=\"0\" marginheight=\"0\" scrolling=\"no\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p><strong>Benim aln\u0131m ak pak\u2026<br \/>\nNe \u00e7ald\u0131m \u00e7\u0131rpt\u0131m ne yalan s\u00f6yledim\u2026<br \/>\nDoland\u0131rd\u0131m\u2026<br \/>\nY\u00fcz k\u0131zart\u0131c\u0131 bir \u015feyler yapt\u0131m\u2026<br \/>\nKatil de\u011filim\u2026<br \/>\nBir ter\u00f6rist, KANUNlar, nizam, disiplin\u2026<br \/>\nBen.<\/p>\n<p>NEDEN kendimi saklayay\u0131m, ne yapt\u0131msa\u2026<br \/>\nSevdiklerim i\u00e7in\u2026<br \/>\nNe yapt\u0131msa \u00f6grenmek u\u011fruna, ANLAMAK i\u00e7in do\u011frular\u0131\u2026<br \/>\nYAPTIM!<\/p>\n<p>NEDEN kendimi saklamak, gizlemek, oldu\u011fumdan farkl\u0131 g\u00f6stermek zorunda b\u0131rak\u0131l\u0131yorum???<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Evet\u2026<br \/>\nHem orada hem burada\u2026<br \/>\nEllerinde bir \u015fey yok, olamazda zaten\u2026<br \/>\nYoksa\u2026<br \/>\nSadece de\u011fi\u015fik yollar ile uyar\u0131yorlar, BILIYORUM inanm\u0131yordunuz bana\u2026<br \/>\nYazd\u0131\u011f\u0131mda ba\u015fa gelenleri\u2026<br \/>\nAMA\u2026<br \/>\nAllah var yukar\u0131da O biliyor ve birileri. Yak\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmaLAR\u2026<br \/>\n&#8212; Tahminler, basm\u0131yor kafalar\u0131 &#8212;<br \/>\nD\u00fcnyada bir zamanlar\u2026<br \/>\nYedi y\u00fczden biri\u2026<br \/>\nAllah korusun, bunu bile yazd\u0131m\u2026<br \/>\n\u00dcretilebilir(!)<\/p>\n<p>\u201cKime g\u00fcveniyorsun yar\u0131m g\u00f6t?\u201d<br \/>\nAllah\u2019\u0131ma!!!<\/p>\n<p>Yeter ya, YEMINLE YETER!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bir \u00e7eyrek! 35\u2026 40 kadar \u00f6ncesi. 50 sonras\u0131\u2026 Komalarday\u0131m\u2026 Ama bunu yapmak MECBURIYETINDEYDIM! Say\u0131y\u0131 neden mi bilmiyorum? Uzunnnnnnnnnnnnnn zamandan beri bir ilk\u2026 Dijital say\u0131m ve de\u011ferlendirme\u2026 Haval\u0131 t\u00fcfek\u2026 Yanl\u0131\u015f d\u00fc\u011fmeye bast\u0131m, silindi at\u0131\u015flar. 5,5 kilo Ellisi BELLI\u2026 T\u00fcfek 6,5 kilo, EVET ayakta ama destekli\u2026 Kalibresi \u00e7ocuk oyunca\u011f\u0131, 22\u2019lik yani\u2026 Mecburdum\u2026 Anlayana\u2026 Mecbur b\u0131rak\u0131yorlar beni! Neden &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/?p=108587\" class=\"more-link\"><span class=\"screen-reader-text\">\u201eNEDEN, neden kendimi oldu\u011fumdan farkl\u0131 g\u00f6stereyim? Neysem oyum\u201c<\/span> weiterlesen<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/108587"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=108587"}],"version-history":[{"count":12,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/108587\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":108599,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/108587\/revisions\/108599"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=108587"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=108587"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/wordpress.gurbuz.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=108587"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}