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<\/p>\nKendimi te\u015fhir edece\u011fim \u00f6yle mi?
\nYaz\u0131yorsam, payla\u015f\u0131yorsam bir \u015feyi vard\u0131r nedeni\u2026
\nYine ba\u015fka t\u00fcrl\u00fc yazma imk\u00e2n\u0131m varken yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m, payla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m gibi yaz\u0131yor – payla\u015f\u0131yorsam, vard\u0131r elbette bunun da bir sebebi!<\/p>\n
U\u011fra\u015fmay\u0131n deliyle demedim mi?
\nTehdit ile varaca\u011f\u0131n nokta, Kas\u0131mpa\u015fa\u2019dan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u2026 tepesi!<\/p>\n
Benim bir k\u0131z karde\u015fim var manya\u011f\u0131n teki, nank\u00f6r kedi\u2026
\nBabas\u0131 onun i\u00e7in derdi ki;
\n\u201cDenize gitse denizi kurutur\u201d
\nO kadar bakar k\u00f6r, ezer ge\u00e7er seni beni\u2026
\nDayday\u2026
\nYine \u201chasta\u201d, Dada ya Allah korusun \u00f6lece\u011fini bilse yine girer okula\u2026
\nAnas\u0131 gibi inek\u00e7i\u2026
\nDayday bu konuda benim gibi, osuruk hastas\u0131, okul hayat\u0131 ayni\u2026
\nBenimde \u00e7ocuklu\u011fum hep b\u00f6yle ge\u00e7ti\u2026
\n\u0130let oluyordum okula ya, ilet. Beterdi\u2026
\nZorla k\u00f6pek ava gider mi?<\/p>\n
Asl\u0131nda kendim i\u00e7in yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, k\u0131yamad\u0131m\u2026
\nManyak ya manyak\u2026
\n\u00c7ok seviyor b\u00f6yle \u015feyleri\u2026
\nBakal\u0131m\u2026
\nAk\u015fam olsun be\u011fenecek mi?<\/p>\n
😊<\/p>\n
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Bak unuttum\u2026
\nYeminle masa hemen kap\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda, \u00f6zellikle \u00f6yle koydum\u2026
\nG\u00f6rmeyebilir yani!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Kendimi te\u015fhir edece\u011fim \u00f6yle mi? Yaz\u0131yorsam, payla\u015f\u0131yorsam bir \u015feyi vard\u0131r nedeni\u2026 Yine ba\u015fka t\u00fcrl\u00fc yazma imk\u00e2n\u0131m varken yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m, payla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m gibi yaz\u0131yor – payla\u015f\u0131yorsam, vard\u0131r elbette bunun da bir sebebi! U\u011fra\u015fmay\u0131n deliyle demedim mi? Tehdit ile varaca\u011f\u0131n nokta, Kas\u0131mpa\u015fa\u2019dan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u2026 tepesi! Benim bir k\u0131z karde\u015fim var manya\u011f\u0131n teki, nank\u00f6r kedi\u2026 Babas\u0131 onun i\u00e7in derdi ki; … <\/p>\n